Doing my own confession for once. I hate being a narc and an artist sometimes holy shit. I'm trying to improve my anatomy work by doing studies and every tutorial I watch makes me want to sob because mine isn't professional grade off the bat or looks all that good.
I’m serious though. When your life reaches a degree of suckage, you find yourself having to look elsewhere for anything at all to talk about. The things going on in your life are trauma dumping. Your past is probably also trauma dumping. So you have to get really weird about specific things or hope that others want to talk to you, because very quickly people are going to develop an aversion to you and the way your life sucks. Unless you just don’t talk about it
It’s socially isolating, which is dangerous—when you’re in this sort of situation, community is the difference between life and death, housing and homelessness.
I think the collective prioritization of comfort first is hurting people in a real and material sense
And the Narcissistic Abuse Industry is exploiting abuse and DV survivors at the expense of fellow trauma survivors
If you see yourself as a survivor of narcissistic abuse, seeing a title like that can be extremely triggering. I want to preface this by saying that if that's you, I see you. I see your pain. Let's look at why the concept of narcissistic abuse is harmful, who it's harming, and a better way to understand what you went through.
What makes abuse narcissistic?
To begin with, the term "narcissistic abuse" is not a clinical term with a standard definition, and typically isn't used by domestic violence organisations and services. Abuse, in any form, is inherently selfish; labelling it as narcissistic is not beneficial to understanding the form it takes.
Here are some descriptors for abuse as used by Refuge, Women's Aid, and Safe Lives.
There is nothing unique about the abuse described by narcissistic abuse coaches; nothing that isn't already better described by terms like emotional abuse, tech abuse, financial or material abuse, physical abuse, sexual abuse and so on. The abuse and manipulation tactics these supposed educators describe ARE real, but they are can all be categorised by the previously mentioned forms of abuse.
Why are people drawn to the term?
Some abuse survivors may gravitate towards the idea of narcissistic abuse because they feel it carries more weight than the concept of emotional abuse. Because the violence of emotional abuse is invisible, it is widely dismissed as less real or severe, but that couldn't be further from the truth. Emotional abuse is as psychologically damaging as physical abuse - in the brain, the trauma of both present the same.
Emotional abuse is real and soul-destroying; we would do better to shape a future that acknowledges that, rather than feeding into the narcissistic abuse industry as we seek validation of our deep, life-altering pain.
Narcissistic abuse is a distraction
Narcissistic abuse "experts" may or may not be aware that what they are spreading is misinformation designed to keep you trapped in a victim mentality and distracted from the very real systemic issues that play into a person's choice to become abusive. They are using mental illness, particularly NPD, as a scapegoat, absolving abusers of their agency and brushing over the systemic factors that enable abusive behaviour.
What do I mean by that? Abusive behaviour is enabled by power dynamics. The majority of perpetrators of sexual abuse are men. Hate crimes against transgender people are perpetrated by cisgender people. Black people are abused by White people and children are abused by adults - not exclusively, of course, but still all of the time. These perpetrators aren't typically acting that way because they are ill, they are acting that way because we live in a world that enables them to: the privileged feel entitled to take from the marginalised without repercussions or even a second thought.
Labelling the perpetrator a narcissist, blaming the abuser's actions on a mental illness, all that does is distract abuse survivors from the wider issues - and from taking action to make real change. Meanwhile, narcissistic abuse "life coaches" and "experts" can endlessly sell their narrative to you through their books and online courses: a narrative that keeps the survivor trapped in a victim mentality, unable to find personal meaning in our traumatic experiences and move forward. A narrative that focuses on individual healing but remains ignorant to the very relevant systemic factors at play.
Most abusers aren't narcissists
Another issue with the term narcissistic abuse is that it encourages people to label their abuser as a person with NPD. The truth is, NPD can only be diagnosed through a thorough mental health assessment by a professional, and very few perpetrators of domestic violence would actually meet the criteria for NPD if they went through this assessment. This up-spike in armchair diagnosing this disorder has led to a massive increase in misinformation and misunderstanding of what NPD is, but it also gives abusers an excuse to avoid accountability or having to change their behaviour.
Some perpetrators of abuse and domestic violence welcome this misdiagnosis because the narrative that "narcissists can't change" absolves them from ever having to try to.
People with NPD suffer
Information about narcissistic abuse is everywhere, with claims such as that narcissists only cheat and lie, that they cannot change, that they are incapable of love, and they thrive off of seeing others suffer. Google 'narcissists are...' and you'll find endless results about NPD - people are conflating those claims with narcissistic personality disorder. But these are demonising generalisations that hurt people who are already hurting.
Narcissistic personality disorder is traumagenic i.e. it is formed through trauma. People with NPD are survivors of abuse and trauma in their own right.
When you tell people, repeatedly, constantly, from every direction, that they are incapable of change or kindness, you are more likely to create the very monster you're so afraid of. No, people with NPD are not inherently more likely to be abusive than anyone else, but it IS traumatising and demoralising to hear this kind of hatred and condemnation everywhere online, all of the time. It does not create the conditions under which people with NPD can best heal, recover, and break the cycles of trauma they've inherited and lived through. Those of us fighting for recovery are doing it in the face of endless, inescapable vitriol.
We should talk about abuse
Let's talk about the conditions that create abusers. Let's talk about the signs that someone is manipulating and abusing us. But let's do it properly. We cannot claim to speak up for abuse survivors by throwing other abuse survivors under the bus.
It’s kind of tragic that Anakin went from “slave on sand planet” to “jedi on concrete planet in close proximity to literal Sith Lord”. Genuinely believe he may never have fallen if they’d just sent him to some little temple on a forest world.
Anakin hanging out in the treetops. Anakin singing to the birds. Anakin pruning the vines when they start growing over the windows. Anakin tending a little garden. Anakin befriending the local wildlife. Anakin playing with little baby creatures because the parents trust the gentle (if moody) gangly teenager who enthuses about the “green-ness” of grass.
Anakin being anywhere that isn’t high-stress high-expectation, please. Give him a break.
there's a special kind of horror in realizing you've developed some sort of PTSD from the psychiatric system, and the only treatments available are The Fucking Psychiatric System
Over 90% of parents of visibly intersex children opt for cosmetic surgery on their infants.
The ones that don't experience medical violence then, likely experience it as a teenager.
I didn't.
I am very rare in that I did not experience medical violence.
Why? Because I learned what intersexuality was as a young age, and I actively fought against what doctors wanted to do to me. All the way down to legal research on what medical care minors can be forced into. I remember walking into that doctor's appointment with the state law written down that proved that if I did not consent they could not do surgery.
That is why intersex activism is important. It saved me and it will save more.
i know its probably too much to complain about racism in the racism fandom but whenever people describe jefferson's hair as unruly when it's in its normal and very much styled state or give hamilton some offhand comment about hating his nose when it bears no further relevance to the story it's like okay well what if i put you in the blender and turned you into a smoothie
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