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blog diary

[papayajuan2019]

they hate me because i'm silly and so intense at the same time

[papayajuan2019]

i think we should all admit how lonely we are. then we should talk. it will all be okay if we risk being authentic

[papayajuan2019]

i think one of you should let me cry on your shoulder tonight

[effemimaniac]

sorry for the delay in responding to your message. I was walking around the house with unclear intentions

[hakkidotcom]

'no one understands me' STOP. 8 BILLION ALIVE PEOPLE. 15 THOUSANDS YEAR OF HUMAN HISTORY. SOMEONE HAS FELT WHAT YOURE FEELING

[muppethole-deactivated20240312]

you ever find a piece of clothing and feel like you just stumbled upon an essential bit of your character design

[fidelishaereticus]

in case anyone else needs to hear this it’s ok to be more serious. i don’t just mean ‘it’s ok to be serious sometimes’ i mean in general. not everyone has to be funny. it doesn’t have to mean you’re sad or unlikeable. you can just be serious and genuine most of the time and that’s great. i personally think that we’re too focused on ‘funny’ as the primary carrier of likeability right now. i often feel starved for serious conversation, for serious spaces, for a feeling of gravity. you don’t have make good jokes to give people a good time. i say, goof only as the spirit moves you, & don’t worry about it. 

[the-tree-line]

bummed that i am a bit of a freak. also glad i am a bit of a freak. does this make sense

[stuckinapril]

lol i hate today’s era of absolutely zero nuance takes. a friend didn’t behave exactly as you’d wanted them to? cut them off. a guy didn’t text you back instantly bc he has his own life? he’s just giving you breadcrumbs. doing something makes you uncomfortable? don’t do it anymore. someone isn’t instantly available for you? disinterest. just absolutist statements that often don’t apply to the multilayer situations of everyday life. like. stop. literally just stop it

[cocainejuul]

[the-evil-clergyman]

Sirens by the Sea by Victor Karlovich Shtemberg (19th Century)

[the-evil-clergyman]

A Midsummer Night's Dream by Gustave Doré (1870)

[ghibli-collector]

Hayao Miyazaki’s hand drawn Studio Ghibli 2023 New Year illustration

[fearthefuzzybear]

oh uh. scuse me. just a lil snail crossing your dash

[slimegargoyle]

the aquarium said you are NOTHING compared to an eel

[marisatomay]

not a single recipe on earth is honest about how long it takes to caramelize onions

[weltenwellen]

Natalie Díaz, from "American Arithmetic", Postcolonial Love Poem

[typewriter-worries]

[ Text ID: I am doing my best to not become a museum / of myself. I am doing my best to breathe in and out. ]

[smallballz-deactivated20240713]

i actually dont mind tumblr posts reposted to pinterest. the 13 y/o "pinterest in the only social media my parents let me have" girlies deserve a little treat