what if you grew up in gilead and loved your parents and they loved you and your father was the bravest person you ever met but then one day you realize the system he supports and gives his life for is corrupt and evil and so you betray him and everything he did for you to join the rebels and then your father is poisoned by those very rebels but youโre okay with it, you have to be okay with it because itโs all in support of a revolution which you believe in with every fiber of your being and things must be done for that revolution that you donโt agree with, and so youโre fine with it and you continue working for the people who poisoned your dad because you believe in the revolution and you have to win, but you still love him and act as his caregiver and continue to describe him as the bravest man you know unprompted, happened to my good friend garth chapin




















