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𝕲𝖊𝖙 𝖙𝖔 𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝖒𝖊

🖤 I'm Ash, I go by he/him. I'm an adult (older than 21) and this is a blog with +18 and NSFW content, so please don't interact if you're a minor.

🩶 I mostly talk here about writing, reading, drawing, fandoms, video games, alt/emo/goth stuff and my hyperfixations in general...sometimes BDSM and horror... some music too.

🖤 I'm quite a weirdo. I sometimes bitch about things.

🩶 I stand for diversity. Fascists, antis, right wingers, bullies, and any kind of discrimination, oppression and bigotry won't be tolerated. Back off

🥀 Current hyperfixations: Deltarune, TCOAAL (BEWARE OF SPOILERS)

#introduction #introductory post #blog intro

kleahvii

stitches….? nonono, staples

#kriselle #deltarune

hellochamsae

in light of kris' big gigantic gay crush on susie being canon, this scene just became infinitely funnier

imagine being this chuuni ass teen trying to be all ~tough~ as you coolly brandish your knife in front of your crush

only for her to not only grab the knife by the blade (100% more tough than you), but also call you out for having this knife on you to begin with, instead of being impressed

yeah i'd be embarrassed out of my mind too

deepfrieddeltarunememes

the translation for this is funny too

She asks, "What kind of taste/hobby is that?"

#deltarune #deltarune spoilers

atomikats

inspired.

#bnd spoilers #spiderman #spiderman spoilers

depsidase

ammi-delta-document

deepfrieddeltarunememes

it's funny that people are acting like Kris is the jealous one when they're mostly just silently pining and actively do things to get susie/noelle together

and meanwhile Susie is out here with biblical levels of greed wanting both Noelle and Kris all to herself /lh

good for her. good for her

#deltarune

somie

Hi. My krusie fanfic after playing the ch... Don't take this too seriously please lmao

#deltarune

fangirlinginleatherboots

just so yall know

art block is your brain telling you to do studies.

draw a still life. practice some poses. sketch some naked people. do a color study. try out a different technique on a basic shape.

art block doesnt stop you from drawing, it stops you from making your drawings look the way you want them to. and thats because you need to push your skills to the next level so you can preform at that standard

think of it as level grinding for your next work.

gallusrostromegalus

As a scientific illustrator- this is 100% true and going to review your basics will fix it every goddamn time. Not only does it keep your skills sharp, when you’re not emotionally invested in the final product of a piece, you relax and your brain makes more/better art juice for you. So, when you get back to that big/important piece? You’ll know what to do and how to do it.

Nothing in nature blooms all year round. Rest, and take care of yourself.

strawbebbynya

i want someone to put this into writer’s blocks now

404computerhamstersnotfound

Writer’s block means you need to relearn the whole alphabet. idiot.

redwingedwhump

For writers block- same thing. Do Studies.

Write a description of an object. write the weather today. Write a made up characterization of a random photo of an actor from the internet as to the character they are in that picture. Write a little story about your pet’s day. Write about spilling soup and make it super dramatic and tragic. Write about someone’s day being ruined and make it funny. Write a meetcute coffeeshop AU of two OCs you’d never put together- maybe from different stories. Write them breaking up.

Write a bunch of short stuff meant for no audience ever and super duper self indulgent.

blackaquokat

@sweetiepie08

accidental-spice

@kanerallels

catkins-quirks

I found out relatively recently that it really helps if I write short fiction surrounding the novels I write. Like oh? I’m stuck for a bit? Ooh there was that section I wanted to explore but doesn’t fit in the plot really. There was that what-if that could never happen in the actual story but would be fun to explore. It keeps me in the characters’ headspace (tho that’s not always what I’m needing) but not right where they are exactly.

scholarlypidgeot

@thatcrazystitchgirl

lifeafterpsychiatry

As an autistic person, the implications of "if they really cared I wouldn't have to say it" culture are really scary. Because I want to know what hurts your feelings, what crosses your boundaries, where the line between teasing and being mean is at for you, what you need, and how to make you feel loved. And the implication that if my disability makes me unable to figure out these things through intuition alone, then I'm just not worth having around, is genuinely heartbreaking

overthinkinglotr

One thing in Lord of the Rings I’ve found extremely relatable lately is how the hobbits react to apocalyptic horrors by focusing on the mundane details of their day.

“Looks like we’re on a hopeless journey into Hell in the middle of a world-ending event where everything we know and love will be destroyed. What are we going to have for breakfast today, Mr Frodo? :D”

overthinkinglotr

This is also why the moment where Sam is forced to throw away his pots/pans in Mordor really Gets me…because Sam comforted Frodo and himself by recreating the mundane “normal” rituals of their life in the Shire, especially the rituals around meals and food. Throwing away his pans means throwing away his ability to do that, throwing away the ability to feign ‘normalcy’ for even a moment

soundsfaebutokay

I really liked the detail about Sam’s box of Shire salt. He may not know how or where he would find something to cook, but if he does it won’t be tasteless. The little things matter when they’re the only things you can control.

overthinkinglotr

Ahhh yeah exactly ;-;

Another similar moment that gets me is the way Sam rations food for the return journey as a way of reassuring Frodo and himself that there Will be a return journey.

So the moment in Mordor when Sam throws away all his cooking implements…or the later moment when Frodo points out there will be no water left for the return journey and Sam says “I don’t think there will be a return journey,” showing that he’s given up the mentality he had in the beginning of the film where he was emphatic that the two of them would return…..ahhhhhhhhh

It’s more than just rationing food, and it’s more than just sacrificing little habits and routines. Its like— by sacrificing these little habits and routines, they’re sacrificing any belief that they can have a future.

It’s like “why perform these meaningless daily rituals where you take care of yourself and carry around little things that make you happy, when the world is ending?” And the answer is “because if you stop doing those little things, you’ve given up any hope that the world can be saved, and that you can be part of it”

#lotr #lord of the rings