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smth very quick and small just in time for at least EU server!!!! oof 😮💨
grab ur kavehs and good luck on your haitham pulls!!! may the feeble scholar come home earlier than expected 💚
I once read something about the concept of two people being parallel lines, wherein the angst was that they could never meet. However, it also means that they’ll never grow further apart after intersecting. They will always be side by side, they’re a constant in each other’s lives.
I was reminded of that concept in Kaveh’s hangout, particularly the part about his mother’s past and the whole thing about understanding vs companionship. The parallels between Kaveh’s parents and Haikaveh are pretty obvious.
Faranak, like Kaveh, was a genius with ideals and visions no one could understand. Faranak loved Kaveh’s father not because he understood her, but because he stayed by her side, sharing her joys and sorrows.
With Haikaveh, they’ve both made it clear that they’ll never truly understand each other’s ideologies and see the world in the way the other does. Haitham will never become an idealist like Kaveh, but he knows Kaveh’s ideals, and he knows how they’ve affected him, he knows Kaveh.
This also ties in to how I interpret their whole mirror thing. They’re not trying to make each other understand, yet they keep debating over their ideologies. It’s because that’s how they try to understand each other’s visions (which they can’t see with their own eyes). They see it through each other, their mirror.
I know that Goddess of flowers/king deshret is a popular parallel in kavetham/haikaveh but personally I love more the idea that they are both king deshret (not a literal representation but maybe a symbolic one?) Alhaitham being the part of deshret that was eaten by apep, the one that died in the throne (hense the Osiris stuff he has going on) and Kaveh the soul/consciousness of deshret that was sealed by rukkadevata some time later (hense his ra colors and deshret symbols in his clothes) they are both deshret, which is why no matter how hard they try they can't be apart of each other.
The body can't know everything with out the mind and the mind would crumble without the body, it's when they are both in sync together that they work best.
Is Kaveh afraid of forging real relationships?
WARNING: Contains shipping (Haikavetham) ; may be inaccurate ; Kaveh bias - character essay/analysis type thing lol
When Kaveh was in the desert for the Interdarshan Championship, he told the Traveller that his life started going downhill when:
His mother remarried and moved to Fontaine
He first met Alhaitham
Kaveh even considered turning down Tighnari’s invite to eat together with friends at Pardis Dhyai during his hangout!!
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It’s obvious he holds his mother, Alhaitham and friends (Tighnari and Cyno) in high regard… at the same time, he is vulnerable to heartbreak through losing them, which he doesn’t want.
Is he trying to distance himself from receiving love from those who care? Is he scared of showing love when it’s bound to break his heart? He is a very sensitive person after all.
It could also explain why he’s always arguing with Alhaitham when they so obviously care about each other (like pushing him away); why he’s unwilling to write to his mother since he’s afraid of bothering her; why he considered not going out with friends
To Kaveh, love may lead to heartbreak :”O
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Think these are the 3 kinds of love Kaveh (probably) associates people with:
Storge (familial love): His mother (and late father)
Philia (friendship/brotherly love): Tighnari, Cyno, Alhaitham
Eros (romantic love): Possibly Alhaitham
Also “companionship” is quite a strong emphasis in Kaveh’s hangout too!
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I also made a post on the symbolism of Kaveh’s rings on his ring and little finger:
Ring:
Affection, love, beauty, romantic relationships, commitment, creativity, adventure
Pinky/little:
Bonding, communication, intuition, intelligence
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His character is definitely built on love and human feelings/sensitivity lolol
This is probably the most useless and pointless thing I’ve written honestly, but thank you for reading (if you’re still here, that is)!! Have a cookie, you kind and patient soul 🍪
About Kaveh : Favorite color
be mine.
The last event reminded me how much I love these two
A friend recommended me Little Ashes some time ago. I still haven't watched it, so I know almost nothing about it, but I used a frame from this movie as reference for their poses.
🌱🏛️ • How about a short break?
Silly little comic I’ve been working on for a WEEK lol I just liked the idea of Haitham being caught off-guard by Kaveh’s romantic attempts and being unable to read whenever one is coming
ignore me missing details because goddamn there are so many
oh so i’m supposed to just feel normal about this?
Wedding preparations for haikaveh
Kaveh Backstory Summary
Taken from the character stories recently leaked on project ambr.
Childhood:
When Kaveh was young, he was the only child of his parents, who were both accomplished scholars. Kaveh encouraged his father to take part in the inter-darshan championships - the same ones we see in the 3.6 trailer. His father ends up doing well and Kaveh is so so proud, tells his father to compete further.
He loses the championship by just a hair. Somehow, this leads to him going into the desert... Where he goes missing. Some time later, his body is recovered and he's announced officially dead.
From that point forward, Kaveh's home becomes a cold, lonely place full of sadness. He believes that if he hadn't encouraged his father, he never would have died. Kaveh desperately holds onto this idea that, so long as he never inflicts pain on anyone, he'll somehow rediscover the warmth of his childhood.
Akademiya:
Kaveh joins the Akademiya as part of Ksharewar darshan, the same as his mother. His mother, who has been depressed since his father died and unable to create art, receives a job offer from Fontaine. While Kaveh says it's fine and she should go, he's in fact consumed by loneliness.
He's an excellent student, the best from his darshan in many years. Alhaitham enters the Akademiya two years his junior, and makes a less positive name for himself - while they are very different and do butt heads, Kaveh gets to know him out of curiosity. He meets Alhaitham right as his mother leaves him to live alone for the first time in his life, and they become close.
Kaveh considers him his best friend, at the time.
Together, alongside several other students, Kaveh and Alhaitham embark on a group project. But they are geniuses and the other members of their group struggle to keep up, dropping out one by one. Alhaitham sees no issue; he and Kaveh can complete the project alone, they should not slow down to artificially uplift the others.
Kaveh, meanwhile, is too kind hearted. He stretches himself thin in order to take up everyone else's workload on top of his own, slowing down and burning out.
Alhaitham tells him not to, that it's not good for him or for the project. Kaveh says he's heartless, that he should be more willing to help others. It becomes heated, then, Alhaitham pointing out that Kaveh needs to stop feeling guilty for everyone else's problems - that he's only so focused on other people because he can't bear to look inward at himself. His altruism is not a symptom of selflessness but of overwhelming guilt.
It's the first time someone has read him so perfectly. Kaveh finds himself exposed, upset and angry in front of the person he considered his closest friend. The reality Alhaitham described is one that he cannot face. So Kaveh strikes back, tells Alhaitham that he should have never befriended him - that he regrets their entire relationship.
They part ways immediately afterwards. Their joint research is never completed, but the research space is offered to them both. Kaveh writes it off, unwilling to stay in contact with Alhaitham. In addition, Alhaitham removes his name from the thesis and Kaveh tears up his copy - only to put it back together some time later.
Career:
Over time, Sumeru becomes more and more radical. The arts are seen as completely useless, senseless decoration. Kaveh's vision of design is the combination of aesthetics and practicality, but all the jobs he receives ask for a completely rational approach. He's stunted, realising that he can't realise his dream like this. Kaveh can't help but become more and more depressed over the state of Sumeru.
Then, like a shining light, he's offered the perfect commission: a huge mansion with near complete creative control over the design. It's Dori's commission and she is mostly uninterested in the process - simply asking that it be beautiful, extravagant and secluded in location. Kaveh convinces Dori to go out of her way for the mountainside view, and she finally agrees.
Disaster strikes halfway through construction. A withering zone overcomes the building site, destroying the materials and leaving the progress completely impossible to recover. Dori is incensed - if Kaveh hadn't persuaded her to change the building site, it would never have happened. She wants him off the project.
Kaveh sits on the ruins of the mansion overnight, considering. He's desperate to finish the project - certain it will sate the desire for fulfillment he's had for so long now. But Dori has lost so much money and she's so displeased with him, all he can do to get back on her side is to recompense her for all the materials so that she no longer sees the whole thing as one huge financial loss. Kaveh has savings, but not nearly enough... His mother's house is under his name though, and that would get him up to 70% of the cost.
The next day, Kaveh sells off all his assets and gives everything to Dori. She allows him back onto the project, unpaid. Kaveh makes further additions that are over budget, and by the time the palace is completed he's heavily in debt and homeless.
He feels fulfilled by the project's completion at first, but quickly falls into despair at his life circumstances.
The circumstances:
Kaveh turns to alcohol to drown his sorrows, camping out at Lambad's tavern day and night. When his old associates visit, Kaveh pretends that he's just in between jobs, on break. Out of sympathy, Lambad gives him free drinks and keeps his table reserved. For two weeks, he stays in the tavern in this way, paying Lambad's kindness back by redesigning the booths for him. He's completely penniless, and so he can do nothing else.
Then, by chance, Alhaitham visits the tavern for a drink, finding Kaveh. He immediately sees he's in a bad way, and Kaveh can't help but unload all of his troubles onto the man he once considered his best friend.
At this, Alhaitham asks a difficult question: "how has realising your ideals gone for you?". It asks Kaveh to face the reality of his life again, harsh and cold, but it comes from a genuine place that tells Kaveh to engage in some self reflection.
By happenstance, Kaveh moves into Alhaitham's home. Believing that Alhaitham would never perform a good deed unconditionally, he is plagued once again by his guilty conscience. Despite this, "the most unshakable part of one's past is a friend that will never change". Alhaitham is Kaveh's stability, it seems, and for the first time in years, "home" no longer translates to loneliness for Kaveh.
The. fucking. keys.
If there ever was anything remotely heterosexual about Alhaitham and Kaveh's cohabitation, it died on its ass with the key idle.
Just. Look at it.
There is so much going on here so allow me to break down how gay those two little pieces of metal are.
Alhaitham taking both keys by accident because they got tangled up.
Meaning they had to be in the same place.
Not even on key hangers or anything, but likely in some kind of fucking domestic little key bowl that you only get when you don't fucking care who takes whose keys.
Alhaitham's key being the silver one while Kaveh's is gold.
Meaning this was not a key Alhaitham just *owned* previously in case he misplaced the first or something.
No. This man went to the locksmith's when Kaveh moved in and fucking commissioned a new key in a Kaveh kind of color.
Like if he'd just come back with a pair of rings that would have been less embarrassing.
At this point, I just really wanna know if Kaveh is emotionally smart enough to realize he tacitly married this man years ago and Alhaitham has probably been filling out all the official paperwork and tax returns and emergency contact forms with Kaveh's name in the "Spouse" column the entire time.
🌱🏛 Pt. 2/?
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This was originally meant for haikaveh week prompt “jealousy/possessive behaviour” but their outfits took SO long to draw so now it’s just a regular comic…
Painting nails or the office learns a new thing about their mysterious coworker Alhaitham
I’ll be posting refs and more stuff with this au soon!!
the previous part: here