CRAZED RAMBLINGS

I use any pronouns! Who needs therapy when you have podcasts? (Seriously I listen to far too many podcasts)

[asterspirallingagain]

𝐻𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑜 𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑟𝑒!

I thought that with the amount of art I have been creating at the moment, an introduction of yours truly was at the top of the to do list, so here we are!

𝐇𝐢 𝐈’𝐦 𝐀𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫!

𝐼'𝑚 𝑎 𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑡𝑎𝑢𝑔𝘩𝑡 𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑠𝑡 𝑤𝘩𝑜 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑜𝑟 𝑠𝑝𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑦 𝑚𝑒𝑑𝑖𝑎!

𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐬: 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑛𝑏𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑟𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑠 (𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑙𝑢𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑛𝑒𝑜𝑠)

𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐬: 𝑇𝘩𝑒 𝑀𝑎𝑔𝑛𝑢𝑠 𝐴𝑟𝑐𝘩𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑠, 𝑉𝑎𝑚𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑒𝑠 𝑠𝑚𝑝, 𝐶𝑎𝑚𝑝 𝘩𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑟𝑒, 𝘩𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑎 𝐛𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐡 𝑜𝑓 𝑝𝑜𝑑𝑐𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑠 :}

𝐌𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜: 𝑊𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑊𝑜𝑜𝑑, 𝑀𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑠, 𝑇𝘩𝑒 𝑀𝑒𝑐𝘩𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑠𝑚𝑠, 𝐿𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑛 𝐷𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑛, 𝑀𝑖𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑙𝑒 𝑀𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑒𝑡𝑐 (𝐼 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑒𝑛𝑗𝑜𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑟𝑜𝑐𝑘 𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑐 𝑚𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑐 𝑙𝑜𝑙)

𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒!

- 𝐷𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑠𝑒𝑎 𝑚𝑎𝑗𝑜𝑟

- 𝑊𝑎𝑙𝑡𝑧 𝑖𝑛 𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑗𝑜𝑟, 𝑂𝑝. 15 "𝑀𝑜𝑜𝑛 𝑊𝑎𝑙𝑡𝑧" <3

- 𝐶𝑜𝑛𝑓𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑐𝘩𝑎𝑜𝑠!

- 𝑊𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑦 𝑑𝑎𝑦𝑠

- 𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒!!!!

𝐌𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭! ↯

𝑩𝒀𝑬𝑬𝑬𝑬𝑬!!!!

[yankiimenherafreak]

happy pride month to all newsies fans I ain't never met a straight one

[blank-eyed-girl]

Somewhere in between is sparkbird

[lgbtqiatext]

[asterspirallingagain]

Hey remember that one time I posted sad poetry on here?

WELL GUESS WHAT SUCKAHS!!!! ITS BACK AGAIN!!!!! (It was made on notes, buuuut it was too long to screenshot so I just copied it ehehehe)

(Tw: mild vent, thinly veiled dysphoria)

Songbird

Sing wee songbird

In your golden cage

It matters not

that your voice makes you

ache

It is prised

Golden sparrow

Sing your song to all

Entertain them

Ignore the dull pang

Of pain

You must stay

And yet all you

desire to be is

free to change your

lilting tune that

constantly

ricochets

in your

mind

like

gunshots

to hear a free

bird is to cause harm

you scream inside

to be one of them

To hear your song

And hear yourself in its tune

To be

[asterspirallingagain]

HI i came to your blog because of your awesome Ted arttttttt and for characters for you to draw can you draw my darling verge midnightburger and/or BertBert if you have gotten to the point where they are in the podcast and if you have not can you draw the ex? anyhoo I'm going to look through your blog warning in advance I will be bombarding your notes lol :)

Well I took my sweet time, BUT, I am here to deliver!! Cause I recently got a new sketchbook I decided to make them into the contents page! (Plus Shel because I love them sm)

I hope you enjoy! (Closeups under the cut)

[asterspirallingagain]

CURSE THIS MORTAL FLESH PRISON

(I say while laying on the floor, blasting my escapism playlist)

[thearxhiver]

really relating to father galahad rn i hate this heatwave

might have to very loudly play hellfire a lot this week

[asterspirallingagain]

hihihi it was very nice meeting you at con today!! i loved your kayne cosplay :D

also i did not see earlier that you’ve listened to chnt (im currently on episode 58 ish) !!

It was awesome seeing you too! I do in fact really like chnt hahaha! I wanted to cosplay up and Adam or Juniper at some point perhaps? Maybe at a future con!

Btw I can’t repeat this enough but your Nikola and Micheal are both absolutely stunning :}

[echoweaver]

Introducing the Vampires SMP TV Series

This is a 22-episode TV series built from the 14 points of view of Vampires SMP. The first episode "premier" is 1.5 hours long, and the others are an hour. I've been working on this since shortly after the SMP concluded as a way to explore building narrative through video editing.

I have finally made episodes 1-4 public. Since YouTube doesn't allow me to make edits to a video after releasing it, I've struggled to figure out when they're "done" enough to make public. I'm probably going to keep coming back to this stuff and massaging it for myself for years as I have new ideas and build more skills.

The rough cuts are complete for the whole thing, however. I'll release the rest as I'm ready to let them be set in stone.

Episodes from the original are broken out in to increasingly more TV episodes as time goes on and the action gets more dense. Starting with episode 4, each episode from the original is takes two passes through the timeline in this series: once for the town and once for the castle. This is to keep the sense of the two groups being separate communities that each develop their own sense of what is happening. Still, watch them in the order I numbered. The non-linear storytelling tricks are designed for that view order.

Thanks so much to @pufferishofpeace15 and @cinturon-cadena for beta-watching some of the episodes and providing valuable feedback. If they or anyone else is interested in doing this for unreleased videos, I do have Episodes 5-6 on an unpublished playlist and could provide links. I'm currently doing a second pass on Episode 7 (OMG this was such a challenge).

[asterspirallingagain]

Because I didn’t want to be running around a con with red hands that could possibly transfer to things, I instead made some fake blood for my Kayne cosplay and dyed some gloves with it!! :D

Tw: Fake blood under the cut

[asterspirallingagain]

I’m last minute making a Kayne cosplay for comicon, I’ll update y’all if I finish anything :3

At the current moment I’m turning an old blazer into a waistcoat because the shoulders never fit me right XD

I’ve removed the sleeves and I’m now hemming the new seams (ofc I have to hand sew using the ladder stitch cause I can’t turn this bad boy inside out TVT)

[asterspirallingagain]

This is a very important question

Space…

Cowboys

Pirates

Some other thing I didn’t think of

Voting ended onMay 18

Thank you for your time -v-

[asterspirallingagain]

Idk if this’ll be a series but SURPRISE NOTES APP POETRY!!! >:DDDDD

[asterspirallingagain]

Gang do we realise how quotable Midnight Burger is?????

Like as someone who collects quotes like shiny objects, it’s got so many stupid (or philosophical) and quotes??????? Like:

“HEEEEEEY WE’RE IN ARIZONAAAAAAA!!”

“WHAT THE FUCK INDEED MY FRIEND”

“I COULD TURN YOU INTO AN ICE CUBE AT THE DROP OF A HAT!”

“Well the jokes on you because you’re not wearing a hat”

“WHY IS THERE YELLING NOW?????”

“JJJJJJJJJAILBREAK MATHAFAHKERS”

“Leif says don’t worry about the tear gas”

“The tear gas????”

“FLOOR IS LAVAAAAA”

“LAZER SAAAAAAW”

“How can they be our enemies when they created square dancing?”

“Lazer saw… >:}” (again)

“Tita for the love of GoBLAHDHSJJDDBE-”

“Kitty, she has punched that horse right in the face”

“Sometimes the best way to skin a cat is to kick down the doors of the edible arrangement building and start shootin’”

(Also a moment of silence for Suffragette Effie)

(And Fiona’s gay awakening being a 1910s suffragette)

[asterspirallingagain]

Oh sorry, actually, also:

“A pencil is the greatest store of potential energy in the universe”

[asterspirallingagain]

Gang I’m currently in a small production of Newsies with my theatre group, and as the resident artist it would seem that I am now the official “Jack’s painting maker” of the group

(Aka the director saw I could do art and was like “so heeeeeey wanna make a backdrop??? :3”)

[asterspirallingagain]

Best decision I ever made was choosing for one of my DnD characters to have grown up with a very fluffy and cute polycule as their parents. I was thinking of doodling each of them teaching Locke (my character) as a child different skills and lessons…

I’m still feeling out the characters, but here are my ideas for them:

- Ammi, the charismatic one who is the conflict mediator and problem solver of their wider community, enjoys doing wee Locke’s hair as they ramble about this and that

- Bo, a seer and sorcerer, they are more reserved than the other two, but happily teach Locke about how they cast their spells, they are also known to cook a mean stew

- Ma’, a fierce warrior who tried (and failed) to help Locke get stronger, but hey at least he’s good at dagger throwing because of her (due to a series of incredibly good dagger throws in session), she is a very big character and taught Locke to not take any nonsense

And be warned if they find out you messed with their child you may find yourself slightly not alive anymore 😌

Anyway those are my ideas, honestly just putting them here because I want to remember them haha

Feel free to contribute to the ideas if you so desire :}

(Also their names are just what baby Locke called them, not what they’re actually called, it’s like a kid saying “mama” or sumthin’)