I Shidded and Arted

I Shidded and Arted 18+ Blog

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New pin post.

I haven't really drawn or written anything, so here's the jist as of why:

2025-

Got laid off in May

Landed in my current job thankfully two weeks later

A week after I started, my Mom went in for a routine angiogram and it went wrong fast. She passed in a span of a week.

I have a lot of siblings and there are a lot of emotions and people fighting.

I inherited two of her pets. I had to back out of my lease with option to purchase trailer (that had other issues) to purchase a house

2026

Purchased a beautiful house that I love so much. Built in the 60s. Ranch. Gorgeous backyard.

The week of closing I got covid.

Furnace debacle and bullshit with home warranty company.

Came to the house to do work on top of my job, packing, etc.

President's day I tore my knee. Likely MCL tear. Insurance refuses to cover a MRI without physical therapy. Can't afford it.

We got moved in. Paid on 2 places from January thru May with rising electricity costs.

Mom was a hoarder. We had to on top of it get three dumpsters so far, and need to settle with 2 more (at least) in the next 2 weeks because the house sold

So yeah that's why I've been reblogging shit.

June my Mom's dog is going in for a quality of life assessment. He's showing signs of severe cognitive decline.

I really appreciate any Kannao stuff because they're my comfort ship. I normally chat on discord and only message mutuals. I open my ask box on rare occasions because of spam.

[slug-hours]

Kannao beam go 💥💥💥

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Of course I feel motivation to draw Naoto and Kanji evolution from P4 to the course of my fanfiction series WHEN I START MY FUCKING WORK DAY

One of the rare times of which I do have motivation.

Let's see if I still do when i get home now that I have a dedicated desk.

[sorbetowl]

Don't worry. I'll protect you.

[my-dailydreams]

[catchymemes]

[fae-they]

so are we keeping our glasses on or off during sex

glasses on or off during sex

on

off

i do not wear glasses (u better rb this)

Remaining time: 2 days 14 hours

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I take them off but oh my god I love my SO in glasses

Also the socks stay on too I do not negotiate with terrorists

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Hi Rie! I just wanted to ask if I could use any of the art you made for Picking up the Pieces on my neocities! I'm putting together a little personal page which will include stuff about my fanfics and I'd like to include art people have made for them! Credit and links back to your socials/Ao3/etc will be given of course. I think I have both the ones you made but if there were any I missed let me know!

Of course!!! ^^

[ca-3]

Kanji ☠️🩷💜💙

Another bi art!!

[boyhood]

Did a school visit today and asked a group of 8th graders if they could define the term "contemporary art" for me [for context, I work at a contemporary art museum], and one of them said "Is it art that's made with contempt?"

And unfortunately that's the funniest thing a student has ever said to me in 10 years of teaching

[ktghostie]

my favorite persona character

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Why is it when you're already overwhelmed and someone has the gall to make you even more pissed and overwhelmed you just want to fucking die?

[beardedmrbean]

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This is my Mom's dog Rocky. I inherited him after she passed.

I've been saying I'm overwhelmed- I truly am. Rocky is going in on 6/19 for a quality of life assessment. He's been disoriented, staring off into the void, barking at literally everything that moves, and when I just go into another room, he stares into nothing, and when I come back he jumps up as if I've just gotten home and gets all excited (he's never done this). It's blatant now that he has severe cognitive decline.

It hurts because I feel like I'm fostering him for my Mom and I think once he's gone, it's really going to hit that my Mom is also gone.

[funny-tik-toks]

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was reminded of that one matpat image from your kannao headcanon lol

TRUE PERFECTION

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I handed the keys of my little trailer back to the park yesterday. It's officially off my hands.

Now this weekend is my Mom's estate sale and her house is already pending (the neighbor offered in cash).

I just hope it wraps up quickly. Between having two places until yesterday and dealing with all of this I'm overwhelmed. I want my peace back. I want to move forward and be done with this.

My boss is aware I'm saving up my PTO for when this is all over and he said i deserve the time off to decompress. My boss and his boss are aware of the many hells I've been through to this point. A year ago i was laid off and at a toxic place, so the vast contrast helps so, SO damn much.

I want to just lay in bed and cry. I don’t want to be here. I sometimes feel like if I just collapsed and it was over, I would be fine with that. I know that's not normal. I know depression is back. I just need a damn fucking break.