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09/24/23 working on a bunch of stuff right now and I plan on having two fics going at once and posting imagines and saplings in between
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Rotxo x Omatikaya!reader: All I Know is You
Chapter 1
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Jamie Flatters x reader: Invisible String
Chapter 1
Imagines💫
Family Album: sully!reader
Jake Sully as Your Dad
Neytiri as Your Mom
Neteyam as Your Brother
Saplings 🌱
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Instagram imagines 🎞️🎥
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Sneak Peaks and Trailers🍃🌺
Neytiri & reader: Two Worlds One Family—one shot trailer🌴🌴🌴Tarzan AU
About me//
she/her~virgo~omatikaya
forever unable to choose between Rotxo and Neteyam
im a spider x kiri shipper
fact: i watched awow in theaters 10 times
single because all i want is a 8ft tall blue alien is that too much to ask for?
Summary: after Bailey drags Reider (reader) to meet Britain’s friends for a little hangout a quick bond is formed between her and Jamie. Doesn’t matter though, she’s so in the friend zone. P.S summary will change chapter to chapter as new info is given
tags:friend groups, Bailey Bass is your bff, Avatar cast, Sam and Zoe are your parents simply because they can be, fluff, friends to lovers, angst, love triangle if you squint, unrequited love but it’s really not, closed door smut. Stay tuned for some Easter eggs of secret characters and plot lines.
wc: 1.2k
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truly don’t think I’ve lived before I found you.
But it was always meant to be
I never saw the world until I looked into your deep brown eyes.
You were there in the little things, but how had our paths never crossed?
I never felt alive until I felt your touch.
As a connected duet we preform this experience together.
I wish to dance with you forever.
For eternity—
Not just till death do us part.
-jamie flatters
* “Shall I compare the to a summers day?”
“I’m more of a fall to be honest”
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I really needed to get out of my dorm. Or at least that’s what Bailey had been telling me when she caught me talking to myself while folding laundry. She would barge in unannounced when she felt the need. Today I had been home alone all day so ranting to myself about horrible Professor Quaritch was inevitable.
“I was winning an argument—now I’m off track” I glance at her as she strolls in.
“Oh my apologies weirdo.” She sits down next to me and begins folding too, “Have you been in here all day? It looks spotless!”
My tiny 250 square foot dorm could be cleaned top to bottom in an hour if I was being a perfectionist about it—or I had neglected it that week. But I wasn’t about to go through my whole list of antisocial activities which only included an hour or two of actual school work.
“Yeah mostly, that and Gilmore Girls”
“You live like you have no friends”
I chuckled, “I live like an introvert who has been with her friends all week!”
She frowned.
Bailey was the most bubbly extrovert I’ve met. Most of the time she was very understanding of our opposing personalities but to be honest I think she saw I was more in the dumps than I was letting on.
“Come on, you need to get your mind off of Chris and have some fun tonight!” Bailey gets a twinkle in her eyes, a plan is forming as she pulls me off of the beige couch. “It’s party time!”
I groan “I’m all for a little get together but I don’t know if I’m party ready.” Bailey tugs on my arms back and forth to get me to dance with her.
“Britain invited some of his friends and the group to his apartment. It’s gonna be like so chill, I promise no more than like 7 people.”
I frown, mulling over how truthful that statement really was and how uncomfortable I would be if it truly was a party.
She notices I haven’t exactly been won over and back tracks. “I said party but I didn’t really mean party. It’s so casual and you know me, you know Britain, and you know Jack.” She meets my eyes for the selling point blinking her big green eyes “plenty of people to hide behind.”
I sigh. I hadn’t met any of Britain’s friends but I knew Bailey hangs with them too so they couldn’t be too bad. If anything I can just be introduced and then let Bailey and Jack do all the talking.
“Ok sure.”
“Yay! We can bring drinks, our wine is gonna go bad soon.”
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October In LA proved to be colder than I usually is. I regretted my sleeveless top but the jeans made up for it. With some chilled Merlot and some odd white claws or two in tow me and Bailey headed out to Britains apartment just off of 110 not far from campus. The smooth car ride in Bailey’s Camry proved useful for my mascara application. She had mentioned some of her boyfriend’s friends were single and encouraged me to at least get out of my sweat pants. I wasn’t getting my hopes up but I guess I was expecting something…maybe.
Britain’s apartment always smelled like something was cooking even when there was no food in the house. Tonight it smelled like burnt…toast?
Bailey scrunches her nose upon entering, “What did you burn?”. She asked Britain who opened the door for us.
“Popcorn.” He kisses her cheek and takes the drinks to the kitchen. “At least we have these” he tosses the bag of popcorn into the trash and takes some plastic cups out of the cabinet.
We set our bags down on the couch and look around at the seemingly empty apartment.
“Where are the boys?” Bailey asks, stepping closer to me. I know what she’s doing.
“Not sure actually,” he looks towards the hallway that led to his and his two roommates rooms. “Party’s here bros!”
My stomach flipped as a guy emerged from the hall, thankfully followed by Jack.
Jack greeted me with a smile and hug, “hey bro.”
The other guy he was with looked pretty friendly, a big smile on his face as he introduced himself. “Hey I’m Duane.”
“Reide.” I smile and shake his hand.
Britain calls out for ‘Filip and Jamie’ who we could hear laughing in one of the bedrooms down the hallway while we had been making our introductions.
One Filip and Jamie come walking down the hall—though I do not know which is which. They were still chuckling to each other from their conversation.
Bailey linked arms, probably trying to ground me with all these new people…new boys.
“So this is Jamie,” she gestures to the brunette with the sharper features who also seemed to be a few inches shorter than “and this is Filip.”
“this is Reider.” She finishes
“Everyone just calls me ‘Re or Reide.” I smile at them giving him my best attempt at confidence.
“Good to see you Reide.” Filip says he seems less chummy with me but this almost gives me more solidarity with him.
Jamie’s eyes catch my attention. They are blue or maybe hazel. The apartment lighting is still enough to see that he’s pretty. One of the hotter guys I’ve ever seen on campus.
“That’s a pretty name, ‘Reide.” He shakes my hand.
My flick wider and my cheeks grow hot.
He’s fucking British.
“Oh wow you have an accent.” Shove my hands in my back pocket, again posing myself as confident to make up for how frocking nervous I was to be talking to a cute boy.
“Yeah I’m from London.” His smile tells me he’s had this conversation a lot.
I panic a bit, not knowing whether he rather me just move on from his Britishness or if it would be rude to be so disinterested.
Bailey comes in to save me. “Well Britain burnt the single snack he had so is anyone up for a snack run?”
We all agreed the night would end in a movie and some games as we piled into Duane’s van.
He graciously offered to drive us to Walmart. Jack jumped in the passenger seat and immediately grabbed the auxcord.
The seating arrangement left me sitting in the middle of Jamie and Bailey. He smelled good though like cinnamon, vanilla and maybe pine. I hoped I smelled good, seeing as my body was so close to his. He was even cuter up close.
Jack started playing Get Him Back by Olivia Rodrigo and from there the chaos sprung. The boys belted the lyrics as if they had just been through some gut wrenching break up with their gaslighting boyfriend.
I giggled with Bailey, content. They seemed pretty cool but the night has just begun.
I'm also Madmax68421 on Wattpad but I'm moving on here to post more frequently and Avkima is my other page on tumblr where you can find Avatar and Avatar Way of Water content!
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Stuck With Me AU ~*~*~* stuck with me: peter parker x oc Book 1: intro//1/2/3/4/5/6/7/8/9/10/11/12/13/14
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About me//
My pen is Max and I'm addicted to Spiderman.
psa: any information given is my alter ego's, has been and always will be
she/her~Leo
I've been writing Stuck With Me on wattpad since 2019 and it's in need of a do-over so most of the chapters have gone into drafts to be re-edited. I have so many big plans for this series including 4 books in all.
My favorite spiderman is Toby, and I really do love Andrew and Tom the same! I choose to set the SWM universe in the MCU movies because of the coming of age movie aspect. I definatly will do some Gwen x tasm peter fics in the future!
Gwen in the amazing spiderman is the best love interest of any spiderman movie of all time change my mind no you cant
Family album: Jake, Neytiri, Neteyam, Kiri, Lo’ak, Tuk, Spider
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🌿you’re a definite mamas girl
🌿when your sad, mad, feeling antisocial, bored, excited, or tired you’re glued to her side.
🌿your mama is your comfort and though you like being around lots of people at the end of the day and about 65% of the time you just want to be with Neytiri
🌿18 but you still call her “mama”
🌿Neytiri loves talking about her ancestors and being the one to teach you about Navi things.
🌿more when you were younger but Neytiri will get super protective of you . She didn’t like when anyone else held you as a baby which is the reason you now constantly want to be around her. Neytiri just wanted to hold you all the time.
🌿strict with her discipline with you especially. And especially if you’ve done something against your siblings (in a dangerous context) this is because she trusts you so much that it’s upsetting when you let them down. She sees herself in you and wants you to live up to your potential.
🌿Neytiri does your hair and is slightly offended when she sees you have done it yourself or someone else has done it (let’s it slide if Jake does it). She often sings to you when doing it. Doing your hair is her way of showing you, your still her little baby.
🌿your fierce nature is from your mother as well as your emotional and tender side
🌿you definitely find yourself trying to be like Neytiri as much as possible
🌿you can talk to her about most everything, probably more than your father but he’s trying. She’s great at breaking up squabbles with you and your siblings
🌿always wanted a little girl so when you were born she was so happy
🌿you love to help her cook and you guys will talk about the happenings of the village
🌿like Jake, she calls you yuey’ite or Ma’
🌿I see you Yuey’ite
Neyeams is next!! Requests are open I’ll also do some romantic interest imagines of course!🌺🌺 xoxoxo
Tags: friend groups, Bailey Bass is your bff, Avatar cast, Sam and Zoe are your parents simply because they can be, fluff, friends to lovers, angst, love triangle if you squint, unrequited love but it’s really not, closed door smut.
I truly don’t think I’ve lived before I found you.
But it was always meant to be
I never saw the world until I looked into your deep brown eyes.
You were there in the little things, but how had our paths never crossed?
I never felt alive until I felt your touch.
As a connected duet we preform this experience together.
I wish to dance with you forever.
For eternity—
Not just till death do us part.
~Jamie
“Shall I compare the to a summers day?” “I’m more of a fall to be honest”
Summary:
When you became friends with Jamie he had this air of unattainable in your mind as he got closer he also got further away. Not because of the life he led or the way he held himself, and you instantly thought he was gorgeous but still that wasn’t exactly it either… it was because he was all you’d ever wanted. You knew his flaws but still, he was perfect to you. Too good to be true too heavy a heartbreak if you lost him. So, you kept it all to yourself—you were surely in the friendzone anyways.
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Your best friend Bailey is trying to get you out of your antisocial rut that started with your breakup. You hit it off with one of her friends but he’s Jamie, the film major guy every girl wants and he’s not that kinda guy so he’s even more irresistible. Coffee is just coffee though, friends get coffee…
Big friend group vibes, dinner parties, and love triangles
Family album: Neytiri, Neteyam, Kiri, Lo’ak, Tuk, and Spider
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🌿you don’t butt heads often but when you do…yeesh yelling, not speaking to one another and you both are hesitant to apologize.
🌿being the closest to Neteyam, you are definitely seen as the older kids, when Kiri was 15 she was still grouped in at “the littles” so, Jake expects a lot from you.
🌿jake has specific activities he engages with each of his children separately. With ‘Teyam it’s hunting and swimming but also he does Olo’eyktan training, Kiri it’s going on walks to gather various things or going to the sacred tree, Lo’ak enjoys learning about human things and they spar a lot too, TukTuk is still learning what she likes so she likes when he shows her how to do things or when she gets to tag along when he does what she would deem “adult” things it makes her feel extra special, and with you, he likes to race on ikrans with you and sometimes he will let you teach him a dance that you learned or made up.
🌿your dad loves to tell you about his past and about how he met Neytiri. You of course love the the Toruk Makto story the best because it’s as romantic as is epic. He appreciates your interest in his life in that way and it keeps you guys close.
🌿he loves your sense of humor, though you claim it came from him. You loved making your dad laugh.
🌿is the most proud when he sees you confident in your skills and being kind with your siblings.
🌿he actually cried when you made your first clean kill. Pure joy. (Neytiri did too)
🌿you are the most fluent in English because when Neteyam was born and young, Neytiri didn’t want Jake speaking any English with him but when you came along she was more laxed.
🌿jake is very protective of you when in comes to potential mates. No one deserves you.
🌿relies on you even more than he realizes
🌿he has nicknames for you! äzantu (one who is bossy),hona (cute), but most commonly yuey’ite meaning “beautiful daughter” 🥰🥰🥰
He’s a good dad but definitely has his flaws. He loves you and all your siblings so much.
More coming soon I LOVE making these!! Remember, requests are open🌺🌺🌺
Chapter tags: maybe fluff, Rotxo being anxious for y/n’s safety, supportive Aonung and Tseyira 💞, Ronal taking care of y/n
Chapter 1, Chapter 2
The heat of Pandora’s sun burnt the unconscious figure as she floated through the water. Though she wasn’t fully awake her hands clenched the piece of her boat still left. Nav’i can survive five days with no food or water Leyleta had only a few more hours till her body shut down.
“Eywa” her mouth barely moved as she could only whisper the name. Could her prayer even be heard this far from the land? “Eywa if you can hear me, please…sav-“
Her exhausted muscles gave out. The last thing she heard was the sound of splashing before she sunk deeper and deeper into the blue waters.
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Rotxo thought he found a very odd looking dead fish…until he got closer and realized it was—
“A girl?”
He examined her blue skin, darker than his and her markings looked nothing like any Metkayina he had ever seen. And he found he could not hear her heart.
His eyes widened as he quickly swam to the surface. He hoped she would gasp for air or splash around but the lifeless body of the Nav’i girl floated in his arms, motion less.
“Ahï” he called out to his Ilu
“Eywa, help her please.” He whispered as he grasped her limp form. Her skin was warm, not just from the sun, she hadn’t been gone for long.
The village wasn’t too far, she could hold on till then. Rotxo knew she could.
As soon as he came up on Home Waters he called out for help. Aonung was the first to hear, instantly running to his friend’s side and helping him and the mysterious girl out of the water.
Rotxo lifted her from the water, she was light and frail at this point.
“Your mother—we need Tsahík!” His determined and somber expression encouraged Aonung to act quickly.
“Mother!” He called out, now more Metkayina had poked their heads out of their maruis to see the commotion.
Tonowari was first to arrive on the scene that had unfolded and many Metkayina had followed Rotxo as he headed for the marui. He broke tsaheylu in a fluid motion and called out to Roxto.
“Here, boy! Bring her here!”
Roxto hesitated before jogging over to Tonowari, meeting him half way. The Olo’eyktan would be able to hold her better and get her to Tsahík quickly.
Roxto gave her one last look before Tonowari disappeared into the maruis, she was paler than before. Aonung skid to a halt next to him, Roxto ignored the sand that piled on his foot because of it. He was in shock—hopping he didn’t just carry her dead body.
She’s gonna be ok
She’s gonna be ok
She’s gonna be ok
He didn’t know this girl, her name or where she came from, but he felt so responsible for her already.
His thoughts were interrupted by the crowd of his fellow Na’vi clamoring for the details of what had just transpired. He answered as much as he could but he only knew a little. He couldn’t quite satisfy them.
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I could hear voices before I could see anything. My eyelids felt heavy and weighed down—my whole body felt weak like a Thanator—no a whole Talioang was laying on me. The sounds around me confused me, so unfamiliar. My nostrils flared as my sense of smell flooded in. I took in the smells of salt and fish.
“I don’t know where she came from.”
A man’s voice, it was deep and hushed; they still thought I was asleep. I decided I wanted to keep it that way as I couldn’t place the voice. He was a stranger.
“You said Roxto was carrying her from the shore? She just washed up?”
“She may be Tayrangi or Omatikaya.”
“Her clothes, they are more indicative of Omatikaya.”
“Toruk Mokto. She’s a forest Navi.”
“We will ask her these things when she wakes up.”
“Best we let her rest. We should have Roxto gather water and food for her; he is eager to help. S’been pacing up and down the walk ways all afternoon, poor boy.”
I could barely think from my piercing headache. I was sure that nothing in my whole life was better than water in this moment. But I began increasingly aware of one thing.
What was my life? Who was Toruk Mokto and what was an Omatikaya?
Who am I?
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Rotxo looked up from where he was been sitting “Is she awake?” He stood up in attendance.
Tsireya who had joined him a few minutes before, looked expectantly at her father.
Tonowari, who had barely opened the tent flap to find Roxto came out of his marui.
“Uh yes, but one at a time. She’s not in the best condition. Roxto why don’t you come first then if she’s ready Tsireya you may join.”
Roxto quickly headed in.
First chapter down and I’m already starting on the other one! I hope to update soon! Let me know what you think! Xoxoxo
see masterlist for what i do (from one shots to drabbles)
*what I will not do* trigger warning
Incest, abortion, eating disorders, abuse, self-harm or suicide:
self-explanatory, i will not do anything with these topics at all.
And hear me out for this one... No POC-specific reader or OC:
i am not a POC so i cannot speak for their experiences and i do not wish to offend anyone by trying! therefore, i will not do specifically poc!reader fics. Go support POC writers! THAT BEING SAID, I DO TRY TO MAKE THEM AS BLANK SLATE AS POSSIBLE SO EVERYONE CAN ENJOY. and this really only applies to any human AU or fics not set on pandora.
Explicit content:
I only do suggestive smut I will not write explicit content, think behind closed doors but expect a little something before. steamy not smutty if you will.
I only write for the Avatar fandom
I don't usually write multiple-chapter fics from a request unless I get really good inspiration from it. so it's up to fate!
Daddy kinks (mommy kinks for the most part)
no judgement on anyone but im uncomfortable doing daddy kinks--reader calling anyone daddy and all that. I can be swayed on mommy kinks though just not easily.
I have a right to refuse your request sometimes it's nothing personal!
*what I will write*
Alternate Universe:
I love the idea of a college AU of either the cast of Avatar or their characters so, both irl actors and characters are on the table
Mentions of blood or fighting/some gore/death/angst
the Omatikaya are at war so stuff like this happens. and every now and then we need a good fic to make us cry!
Nonexplicit rape/sexual assault:
i am a fan of a character wanting to avenge or protect y/n ngl it helps with the trauma. that being said I may refuse or water down this specific request as I see fit as it is a sensitive topic
I LOVE a good pregnancy kink or y/n being wifey and I eat up that domestic shit
For now, anything not listed in the “WILL NOT” is fair game and if i think of anything else ill keep adding to here! xoxoxoxoxo
The weather is perfect. The sky is bright blue, not a cloud in sight. A gentle breeze makes the waves of my hair dance in the air. The white sand is hot under my feet; I dig my toes into it.
“Come on I’m right here.” Rotxo attempts to keep my focus on him instead of the deadly waves crashing onto the shore just a few feet from my secure spot on the sand.
“I can’t.” I look down, scanning to see any seashells I may want to pick up and add to my collection. Anything to distract me.
The sound of splashing water makes me jump. Rotxo slows his steps towards me.
“Hey you’re not afraid of me are you?” He looks cautious. Like he doesn’t actually know the answer to that.
I drop my guard as soon as I meet his gaze, taking a single step towards him.
“Of course not.” The smell of the sea fills my nostrils as I take a deep breath. The scent of Rotxo fills my senses too; I lean into him as if this whole process of me simply standing by the sea has exhausted me. He was a patient teacher. I’m sure he was very annoyed in the inside.
In a sense it has—exhausted me that is. My new found fear of the ocean makes my hands shake and my teeth chatter. My head replays the night of the storm. I can only remember the fear of the great blue waves crashing into me and the terror of wondering what I might find down in the depths of the ocean. Sometimes I can feel the sting and burn of water in my nose and the pain of swallowing the sea water.
Rotxo sighed. He needed to get me into the water. This was the first step of many. I would need to learn how to ride a Ilus if I would even want to be considered one of the people—and it would just be an honorary title until I got my memories back. I had so much to learn about being a Metkayina.
“Ok, I can do this.” I looked over at the waves, they had calmed down. Now just lapping at the shore line. “Eywa help me.” I mumbled a prayer before stepping out into the sea.
The sand felt like hard mud and the water was cool. It felt better than the burning sand.
I took another step in.
“There you go!” Rotxo cheered as I took a third step, now up to my knees in the crystal clear water.
He dove in after I got waist deep, drenching me in the cold salt water.
“You’re doing great, just a few more steps.” He took my hand, I stared into his bright eyes that matched the waters I now swam in.
I was so focused on him and his eyes I didn’t feel the water pull back and I didn’t see the giant wave before it crashed into us.
Will update soon working on about three avatar stories (possibly connected) so I’ll be posting on a rotation.
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⌙ summary: growing up on the set of avatar: the way of water was a dream. your friends had become your family, all except for one. jamie was the one person you always found yourself drawn to, in ways more complex than the title of 'best friends'.
⌙ au: based on jamie flatters documentary: all things connected. co-stars/friends to lovers. inspired by @cacapeepee.
⌙ wc: 1.6k, shorter but I won't have the time to write more this week- so I wanted to get you guys something out!
⌙ warnings: blacking out underwater.
⌙ pairing: jamie flatters x fem!reader
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2018.
148…149… 150… 151…
your eyes were closed, the numbers in your head going up and up every second you held your breath for longer. usually, you could feel your heartbeat in your chest, but today, you were so zoned in you didn’t take notice of it.
you were all in the tank, seeing who could hold their breath for the longest. jack had already come up, around 43 seconds in. he was watching intently from his place, now, outside the tank. it had been four months since you and jamie last had a competition to see who could hold their breath for the longest. you didn’t even care for the competition anymore, the fact of proving to yourself you could do it, mattered even more than beating jamie.
152… 153… 154… 155…
you could feel your heartrate beginning to quicken. you opened your eyes and tried your best to try and slow it. you looked at jamie, who was ahead of you, the vision of him blurred by the water- but you could make out his silhouette anywhere.
156… 157... 158...
you saw his figure jerk a little. you furrowed your eyebrows and tried to make out what he was doing, but it only made sense when you realised he was beginning to sink.
he had passed out.
your heart was racing now. you heard splashed from above and saw other figures coming to help, but you got to him first. you tried your best to pull jamie up to the surface, but his unconscious frame was heavy underwater. you silently thanked the free-dive instructor for helping you pull him up.
time slowed as the rest of the diving team hauled jamie out of the tank. bailey and duane had broken the surface, noticing the commotion. bailey asked you what had happened, but you didn’t register what she was saying; too busy trying to catch your breath, and watch the instructor get jamie to consciousness.
he didn’t wake up instantly, or maybe he did.. you couldn’t tell. you weren’t sure if you were waiting for five seconds or five minutes, but jamie eventually came to when they were starting to contemplate cpr.
you pulled yourself up the ladder quickly, realising he was waking up, but you kept your distance, not wanting to be in the way.
“is he okay?” jack asked from against the railing. no one answered him, too busy trying to make sure jamie was okay.
it all went really quick after that, jamie was with the medical team for a while before he was sent back to his trailer to rest. you ended up in there only 10 minutes after they cleared him. he had fallen back to sleep on the couch, his head fallen back completely.
you rushed over to make sure he hadn’t become unconscious again. you said his name a few times but shook him when he didn’t respond.
jamie took a deep breath before opening his eyes and letting out a groan. “y/n?” he asked.
“im sorry i came in,” you said quickly, “i was worried.. e-everyone was worried. i said i’d come check on you”. a lie.
“it’s okay,” he gave you what you would pass as a tired smile, “i’m glad you’re here”. you tried to ignore the butterflies that let themselves into your stomach, especially at such an inconvenient time, but you couldn’t help it.
“i wanna hang, but i don’t know how much longer i should be awake for. they told me to sleep it off,” he chuckled.
“you’re so stupid for not coming up,” you shook your head, ignoring him. “why wouldn’t you come up?”.
he sighed, “i thought i had it,” he shrugged. jamie cleared his throat before readjusting his position on the couch, making room for you next to him. “i wanted to do well,” he admitted shyly, almost embarrassed.
you shook your head softly, looking at him. you took in his tired demeanour; you could imagine that he would be wrecked after everything that happened. you were keeping him from resting, you knew that, but you were selfish in the fact that you just wanted him with you, so you could keep an eye on him.
“come on,” you stood up, holding out your hand, “lets get you back to bed.. in a real bed” you chuckled. jamie laughed along with you, if you could call it laughing. he felt like a shell of a man after the last hour. embarrassed he passed out, tired from the rushing and intensity of the situation, but happy that you were here.
since your kiss, jamie couldn’t stop thinking about you. he felt helpless in a way he hadn’t felt before in his nearly 18 years on this earth. all of his thoughts were consumed by you, the thought of your lips, your laugh, your hips. he couldn’t help himself.
if anyone came to check on him, he would want it to be you.
“i’m not that tired, y/n. i’m fine,” jamie tried his best to reassure you, but there was an unspoken truth that you were aware of.
“there is no way that you’re ‘fine’ after that, jamie” you shook your head, “you don’t need to lie to me,” and he knew that. out of everyone on this set, jamie knew that you were the one he could unapologetically tell the truth to, every single time.
“i just would rather stay up with you,” he chuckled, resting his head against his knuckles. you both sat in silence for a little while longer, before you stood up and held out your hand to him.
jamie raised his eyebrows at you, a little suspicious. you moved your hand at him again, showing your growing impatience, he haphazardly grabbed your hand. you pulled him into the back of his trailer and sat down on his bed. jamie didn’t let go of your hand as he sat next to you; he was drinking in your touch for as long as he could.
“why are you looking at me like that?” you chuckled, suddenly getting nervous under his gaze. he noticed your change in demeanour, this was the first time you had ever acted like this when he looked at you. even in the dim lights of his trailer, jamie could swear your face grew a faint blush.
“i’m not looking at you like anything,” he smirked, shrugging his shoulders. a blatent lie from him, and jamie knew it. he was looking at you like he always does, like you hung the moon and the stars.
you shook your head, trying to ignore the butterflies that were making their presence known in your stomach. “you need to rest, flats” you said.
he knew you were right, but he wanted this time with you more than he did sleep. “we have the entire weekend to rest,” he rebutted, “i can relax at the beach with you tomorrow.”
“you’re crazy,” you laughed.
“how so?”
you didn’t respond, just shook your head at him. “you need to let go of my hand so you can get into bed,” you suddenly took note of his fingers that were still intertwined with yours. jamie pulled away rather quickly, afraid he was making you uncomfortable.
“we can lay down,” he said, shuffling himself towards the top of the bed, “but i’m not sleeping yet,”
“you say that, but i know you” you laughed, switching the tv on, “you’ll pass out, flats.”
and that he did. you and jamie watched around twenty minutes of some movie he claimed was a ‘cinematic masterpiece’ before he dozed off before the plot could even move along. “night flats,” you whispered, pulling the covers over his body fully. you knew the medical team would check on him during the night, so you thought it would be best to head back to your trailer. you managed to slip out of his trailer, after picking up for a little while and leaving jamie a note.
you went and saw bailey for an hour before you went back to your trailer, falling asleep, ready for your first free weekend in a while.
jamie was up with the medical team at two, four hours after you left him. he was so tired when they came, he was eager to go back to sleep. but when he woke up properly the next morning, he was finally in the right mind to have a shower and get ready for the day.
jamie knew filip and duane wanted to go to manhattan beach again, spend their day lounging away in the sunshine and the sea. he wondered if he could rope you into coming with them, but he remembered you mentioning seeing your parents this weekend.
he was about to head out to see filip, when a note sitting on his kitchenette caught his eye.
“next time you’re up for it we can actually finish a film together. see you in the morning, superstar”
he couldn’t help the involuntary smile that found its way to his lips, or the way that his cheeks suddenly felt hot. he really was wrapped around your little finger, and he wouldn’t have it any other way.
with a shake of his head, jamie quickly made his way over to filip’s trailer.
“bro, what’s the rush?” filip asked from his couch after jamie barrelled his way into the trailer.
“i think i’m in love with y/n..” he blurted out.
he and filip sat there in silence for a while, jamie being completely checked out after the realisation of how intense his feelings were for his castmate.
“well..” filip sighed, “congrats on being the last one to find out,”
