vent blog ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ

call me nick / 25 / avpd + bpd + adhd

[owlfish]

8/31/21

[dirtundermyfingernails]

Besties I'm in my proximity issues era

[bpdohwhatajoy]

[geceninbaligi]

I feel numb. No tears, no anger, nothing. Just going through the same day again and again. I would rather just sleep without waking up.

[cryptidgrunge99-deactivated2024]

[bpd-seikokimura]

You aren't foolish for missing the people who hurt you. Just remember that you deserve better

[anotherblogforborderlines]

you ever realize how angry you get all the time over every little thing

[borderlinexcrazy]

dude im so over considerate for a reason, when will people start being over considerate about how i feel or am I doing this shit for nothing???

[terminally-unlikable]

Realizing that the ppl you make time for can’t find it in themselves to give you even a second of their time has gotta be like top 5 most heartbreaking things to happen

[terminally-unlikable]

Ghosting ppl cause it’s the only thing I can control in my life

[dollheartangel]

[traumatizeddfox]

[dizzociating]

constantly torn between wanting to be someone’s first choice and not ever wanting to deal with the pressure and expectations of being that important to someone

[null-memories]

[unstablemotions]

Reminder: it is not "a waste of time" or "unproductive" to do something you find fun or relaxing. It is taking care of your body and mind. So don't feel guilty for having hobbies, going on a trip, taking a nap or binging youtube. You deserve to have that

Your worth is not the profit your can make for others. Your worth is innate. You deserve to be happy

[unstablemotions]

when you remember your parents have abandoned you emotionally since you were a child and you’re all on your own in this big, scary, adult world

[missingvibrance]