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Wolf

I loved you, with every piece of me. every inch of my body, every fragment of my soul, every trace of my skin, every fog from my breathing, every drop of my blood, Your pride, Your needs, Your laughter, Your tears, Your pain, Your lies You. I can no longer love you. For after everything I've lost to gain you.. You were just a boy who cried wolf. -Y

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Present

People talk about the things they never said all the time,but never to the right person.

Apologies always spoken a little too late. Chasing after the one who got away, actions ignited by memories.

You think you love that person but who would you choose? There’s them from the Past,Present,and Future.

You should know you fell in love with Past, and after they  slowly reached Present,you chose them yet they didn’t choose you.

Now you convince yourself that you don’t want Future.

There is also a Past, Present, and Future you.

So love people and their perks, All the silly tiny quirks

You don’t have to rush. That heart of yours will lead you places your brain can never make you see.

Don’t dwell on things that have happened. Don’t Dwell on the things you think will happen

Believe in the in-between. Believe in happiness.

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Fallen Pieces

I went to take a seat on the ground expecting to cry once and then let everything go, but then you sat beside me.

With your warm presence, warm voice.

Here i am with cold feet , cold hands wanting to touch you.

Maybe through the pain i thought to myself that you are what i needed, but what if you are?

What could possibly go wrong if i let my hands touch your skin, let my fingers run through your hair, and let your hands hold mine?

I must have been out of it with liquid courage laughing while i had my heart on my sleeves, when really i should be guarding it after i had just picked it up.

I must have been crazy thinking that just because you held me from stumbling on my feet,you would actually catch me as i fall.

My body feeling warm again after months of going back and forth thinking i’m some kind of freak for not being able to maintain someone’s loyalty.

I know its stupid, considering how I kept being told it’s his lost not mine.

So tell me, why is it that I’m afraid of gaining you because I’m afraid of losing you? 

It’s crazy. I don’t even have the slightest chance. 

You are a gentleman who treats everyone right, and I’m just chaos that no one wanted to tame. 

So when my winds got a feel of your warmth i figured i was never meant to be held down, 

and as my mind created tornadoes out of our encounter, it slowly destroyed every piece of me in the best ways possible.

 Letting my pieces fall together as to who i was always suppose to be.

 I was always meant to be imperfect, and i was bound to meet someone who saw the beauty in all my fallen pieces.

You make me feel like that’s you.

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Awake

I’m awake , not waiting

not wishing.

I’m awake just dreaming, not hoping

I’m awake, just existing, just breathing.

i’m awake, no feelings, no sorrow, no happiness, no pain.

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SLEep Puls

Daylight comes so fast.

Like rain stops,

just like that.

Like you,

just like that.

sleep pls.

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Road to “happiest”

I thought i couldn’t be happier then, maybe i just thought i couldn't be happy without, but as i go on with life i just seem to find little happiness.In tiny things and moments in which i seem to forget what once was.These moments they might not be “happier”,but they can lead me to my happiest.

[classicleechaos]

Same Hank

x

[kiwikiwiandkiwi]

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Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self-esteem, first make sure that you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes

Segmund Freud

[karaness-deactivated20181231]

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Everyday it’ll rain.

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How?

How can i have what i dreamed of and still feel lonely?

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Time

There comes a time when you realize you deserve better.that someone will treat you better.that someone can love you harder.take you further.happier.stronger.

A person wholl let you see the world differently

That time is bound to come.

God has plans. wait :)

-sharra

[supposedtobe]

“It’s difficult,” he admits. “Watching the person you’re falling for throw themselves at other people when all you want is to catch them.” He clenches his fists so hard his knuckles turn white, “You want to be the one to run your hands through her hair and trace barely there kisses along her collarbone and hold her just to see if her body moulds to you as perfectly as that final puzzle piece.” “And even as you watch her trail lines of fire with her fingertips and lips over someone else you still feel an overwhelming urge to protect her and it takes all of your strength to not run over and take her face between your hands and tell her that you would be hers at a simple word.” “But self-preservation is human instinct and,” he pauses to hit his fist against the wall and run a hand over his face, “even though it kills you to watch you never say a word. You turn away from her smiles because every one of them only makes you fall harder and you brush off her accidental touches because they’ll only leave you wanting her more and you can’t afford that because more will break you into irreparable pieces.” “You just watch as she unknowingly burns pieces of your heart every time she lets another take a piece of hers.”

We guard our hearts with iron fists and harsh words, 24/07/2015

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He has a plan. Dont Lose hope

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Truth be told. Source:facebook.com/Love.is.Answer.Life

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lovewins

Telling people whom to love is the most idiotic thing you can do. What is freedom if you cannot love? Congrats america #lovewins

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Fairytales

"im warning you. ill push you away. im too tired. i dont believe in happy endings anymore. and im afraid a part of me knows you cant make me believe again." - princess