bababwui

28, he/they, italian, fine arts student +WWDITS+OFMD+StarTrekTOS+TheSims+ +MDZS+FNAF+MLB+HXH+GoodOmens+ DHMIS+WelcomeHome+MCR+Castlevania +Hannibal+clowncore+vampires and stuff+generic fumny shit (I like to laugh)

[skweebs]

Made this guy from my favorite Gerard Donelan comic

[infantisimo]

the will is weak the flesh also is weak and me i am not doing too good either

[shinytieclip]

the muzzling of the beast

[shinytieclip]

now put one on his co-*GUNSHOT*

[magicdoll]

need women to fuck the stress out of me like im their mutual stress toy

[aphrostiel]

i love drawing humpback whales

[neurodivergentaf]

it's so wild when your parent changes when you become an adult. my dad is very cordial and non confrontational - he regularly helps me with adult stuff like changing the oil or providing insurance tips. he's always smiling when i call him on video and providing jokes when i complain about college

when i was a kid, i would have to tiptoe around his anger issues often, sometimes running quietly past his work table until he got his own place completely separate from our family, locked away for days. every so often he would start screaming in the car and trying to hit me or my brother for talking too loud while my mom attempted to calm him down as he swerved on the road. and now he, smiling, helps me with car insurance.

like oh, this is just who you are when you have power over someone, and this is who you are when you dont have power over someone. no wonder you can have a normal life, friends, work while scaring the shit out of your kids and wife. i see it now. i see why no one would have believed me. that, i think, is one of the core fears of trauma - seeing the outside of it from the perspective of other adults that brushed you aside, and understanding. of course, that understanding gives the opposite of solace; it just gives you more grief with nowhere for it to go

[fizpup]

Get real.

[pastelpolitoed]

tumblr glitched while loading this, so instead of "dude get real" being the punchline, it was like this cat put on glasses for the first time and their friend was just. a legit dog. and not like them at all.

[fizpup]

This is killing me

[sometiktoksarevalid]

[animentality]

[noknowshame]

can he be in a normal situation for like 5 minutes

[noknowshame]

[aenslem]

Interview with the Vampire: the Vampire Chronicles 1994 || Dir: Neil Jordan

[tomhoppusdelonge]

[sensoryserenity]

Sleepy Seal | national0587 on YouTube

[greppelheks]

[gumptioncretaceous]

hate it when you're looking for a good painting to watch on cave wall and by the time you find one your mammoth hunk is cold 😭

[background-character-341]

For all its faults Tumblr has truly ruined all other social media for me because my friends all have Instagram and are all trying to get me on Instagram more but every time I open Instagram there are like fifteen things screaming for my attention and when I get over myself long enough to start scrolling it's like. Where is my chronological dash. Where is the following-only option. Who are these people. Why are there so many videos. Everyone is screaming at me. And then before I know it I'm thirty minutes into scrolling and I haven't seen a single thing that I actually care about. At least on Tumblr when I see stuff I don't care about I know someone I follow has found a new interest.

[bird-gifs-collection-agency]

Ohhhh you don't even knowww baby barn owl gif variations