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Hey, can we do an rp where Matt snaps at everyone, Kelly has never seen this side of his boy before it is he shocked to find out no one talks to him he avoids the fire house at all times kelly over hears a convo between him and Joe about how Matt felt about everything and evelryone
Sure. Shoot me a dm. We can see what we can do. I'll roleplay with anyone, but so there is no confusion, I'm a bottom.
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Hi, it's tara. How have you been a while? Did you watch the first episode, season 12? wanna roleplay with me
Hey. I'm ok. How have you been?
Yeah I watched the first episode. I have mixed feelings about it. What about you?
We can roleplay if you want. I'm a Bottom, if you want explicit roleplay.
Hi I just wanted to say that I love your story and I myself am a fellow writer and I have wrote a few Matt and Kelly stories but I was wondering if you would interested in helping me come up with more stories for them
I always love chatting with my readers and fellow writers. I would really love to read your stories, so I can show my support and understand your unique writing style. Feel free send me a message in DM and we can come up with something. Thanks for your support. Hugs.
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The Journey Of 3 To 81
New chapter has been posted!
Be sure to check it out. Comments and Kudos welcomed. As always, I Love You All!
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Hi are you ok
I had surgery on my head. Sorry I haven't written in some time. I'm recovering at the moment and just taking things slow. Thanks for understanding. I hope you are well.
Hey I'm just checking in how's it going what do think of my responses to the roleplay so far. Just curious from a writers perspective
I'm doing well. Thanks for asking. How are you? From a writers perspective? Well, I think you are doing a great job. But don't sell yourself short. You are a writer too! Even if it's just roleplay, you have a very creative mind and have a wonderful gift for writing. Coming up with responses and keeping a story going through roleplay is a great skill. You're doing an amazing job. Thanks for sharing your talent with me. It's a lot of fun.
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Matt Casey is really young when he becomes a firefighter. He is immediately accepted by the team and becomes their little brother/son (and Severide boyfriend). They are all very protective of him. What they don't know is that he was horribly abused his entire childhood (physically and sexually and verbally), until his mother shot his father in front of his eyes. After that he was sent to foster care where he was abused until he ran away. ย But after a while his team start to notice things about him: he never drinks (abusers were alcoholics), he doesn't want painkillers when he is hurt (abusers were drug-addicted), he flinches, doesn't like crowded places, doesn't know how to react at having a family, doesn't change in peoples view (scars), never talks about his family, is underweight (starved as a child), is very insecure, someone from his past shows up or the case of his fatherโs murder comes on tv, ... . And little by little they find out the hell he used to call home.
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Casey is very young when he joins the 51 (20 or so). He is immediately accepted by the team and becomes their little brother/son (and Severide has a crush on him). They are all very protective of him. What they don't know is that he was sent to a "Church Camp" when his mother and father caught him with another boy when he was 14 (after his parents already beat him up once for being abusive). That Church Camp was actually a Gay Conversion Camp. There he was abused for years, raped and told with electrical therapy that being gay is a disease. So when he gets out at 18 he believes he is not allowed to be gay.
He also has a crush on Severide but does not want to admit it because he does not accept that he is gay himself (but he does accept the others). Little by little his new family finds out.
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In the middle of his shift, firefighter Kelly Severide gets a call from CPS about a 15-year-old half-brother he knew nothing about. Matt Casey is his half-brother and needs a guardian after his mother shot his stepfather. Kelly accepts immediately and with the help of firehouse 51, they become a family to Matt, despite Matt not trusting them and letting them in. Little by little they find out that Matt is traumatized not only by having seen his stepfather die, but also before that by all the abuse he has had to endure at the hands of his mother and stepfather.
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Sure! I love writing stories for others. I'll post it on AO3 when I finish. I'll post a message here when it's posted and ready to be read.
Thanks for the fanfic request!
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Hey, it's tara. I've got a roleplay idea. What if Matt was really insecure about his body around 51 he had a huge crush on Kelly, his best friend. Kelly was a really affectionate person, always wanting to touch and hold him. Kelly wondered why he was always quiet. Even at their apartment, Kelly needed to talk to him about it.
I can understand the body insecurities. I wish I actually had some muscles. I'm too scrawny. Not saying matt is. Matt is sexy! But even people that look good can feel insecure and he just needs kelly to show him his gentle side and make him feel loved!
Hey, I'm sending you a roleplay idea. What if Matt was jealous of stella because he was in love with kelly and he didn't know Matt was shy about his body aswell. So basically Matt was nervous around everyone.
I like this idea. I think he was actually jealous in the show too. I mean when he interrupted Kelly and Stellas kiss during the infection episode, you can't tell me that was not intentional because he was jelly. Giggles.
We can chat on tumblr chat what have been your favorite episodes in Chicago fire are you OK with love sences. Just wondering.
Awesome! Some of my favourite episode would have to be...
Season 1 Episode 1 - I hate that Andy died but honestly I find it adorable how Matt and Kelly fight like a couple! Like seriously! It's like they broke up over Andy's death and still wanna be together. And how Kelly sneaks a piece of the corned beef from the fridge at the end. "Oh god it's so good!"
Season 2 Episode 13 - Where they have the blackout and everyone comes to stay at the firehouse. Matt is having memory loss issues and Kelly just seems so worried and internally protective of him.
Season 2 Episode 20 - The explosion at the charity run. Matt and Kelly's commentary is hilarious when they are under the rubble looking for Gabby. "Casey if we don't find a place big enough to turn around were gonna have to do all this backwards." "were gonna be smart about this now?" "er... No... Keep going"
Season 3 Episode 3 - The collision between Truck 81 and Truck 66. Kelly climbs up and says "You okay Case?" like what about everyone else? Giggles.
Season 3 Episode 4 - The subway shooting Kelly was involved in. This is actually the episode that inspired me to write my story The Journey Of 3 To 81.
Season 3 Episode 19 - Chicago Med on lockdown because the guy claiming to have the deadly virus explodes himself. Kelly was so heroic and Matt was so worried about him.
Season 4 Episode 8 - Herrmann rescues a robot! Not! It's a tortoise! So cool!!!
Season 5 Episode 4 - Matt is in the warehouse doing an inspection and the forklift driver bust open a chemical tank. Matt is so quick and saves the father and daughter. He digs through a wall with a chair leg! Kelly shows up and is calling for him and Matt calling out to him. So intense! Sparks were LITERALLY flying!
Season 5 Episode 8 - After Matt and Gabby say "I do" Kelly grabs Matts butt! I'm not even sure if that is supposed to be seen or is Taylor was joking around on set and they just left it in.
Season 7 Episode 10 - Matts apartment has burned down and he receives an offer from Kelly to move in with him. Need I say more?
Season 7 Episode 13 - The polar plunge and Kelly takes Matt out for date night. This is the episode that inspired me to write my story Call You Sev.
Season 7 Episode 14 - The chili cook off. Kelly and Matt cooking together is adorable. And Ritter and Tuesday as a team? That's just too adorable!
Season 8 Episode 3 - Where they get the new high tech call system. This always makes me laugh. Especially when Boden throws it out the door!
Season 8 Episode 4 - The infection episode. After they are cleaning up from the fire at the college, Kelly and Kidd are having a moment. All you hear is "Kelly get over here! Boden wants to talk to us" it's almost like Matt was jealous. It makes me giggle.
Season 8 Episode 13 - This one ALWAYS makes me cry. Where the elderly couple just moved to Chicago! There house burns down. The wife doesn't survive. Matt and Sylvie go find the man's cat Dusty. Then the tear jerker. Everyone shows up at the funeral to show the man the true Chicago support.
Season 8 Episode 20 - Capp is injured. Kelly and Matt go visit him and go to the doctor with him. It's so sweet.
Sorry thats a really long list. If you read all of that I'm so happy. If not I really don't blame you. I have autism and I kinda hyperfixated on your question. I love Chicago Fire!
My favourite ship is Sevasey. I don't really like Stella Kidd at all.
I'm totally OK with love scenes. My fanfics are proof of that.
Thanks for the ASK! Love you!
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If anyone is interested, feel free to read my newest one-shot story about coming out!
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New chapter posted!!
Head on over to AO3 with the link below to read the newest chapter of The Journey Of 3 To 81.
Sorry it has been so long since I posted.
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It occurs to me that there are people who werenโt on this website in 2012 and therefore never saw the magical gif that you can actually hear:
Itโs been over five years and that still impresses the hell out of me.
wdym you can hear it?
Basically, itโs a form of synesthesia, movement-hearing. In this case, you expect to hear a thud, so you do. Itโs estimated that 20% of people experience this type of synesthesia, as opposed to 2-4% for other kinds.
YO what the FUXK
The longer you watch it the more you get convinced that you can hear aย distant thud and the air displace.
I heard the thud. I closed my eyes and the thud stopped. I opened my eyes and I heard the thud. My goodness but human brains are a mess.
This was easily the first ever viral post on Tumblr back in 2011/12. Perhaps even before the great โwhat your leg feels like after falling asleepโ followed by a picture of a static teevee channel.
Am I the only one who can FEEL the thud? ๐ฑ
A new chapter of my story The Journey Of 3 To 81 has been posted. You can find a link below.
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You all already know that I am Autistic and have been so amazingly supportive. So I feel safe letting you all know I'm Gay. Maybe that was already obvious, if you were aware I'm in fact a guy.
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Thank you for always supporting my story, and just me in general. I have the most amazing reader in the world. I love you!
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I love you all just the way you are! Be yourself and proud of that! You are not alone! Hugs!
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