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does anyone else's stomach growl you're like oh yeahh skinny but then you look in the mirror and you're still

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I'll Always Be There

I’ll Always Be There

Its not like I am shocked when you run off and turn your phone off for days because “you can’t handle things right now”.

“Ill always be here for you” you tell me.

Well here I am crying texting and calling you and its 5AM and I’m alone. Its been over 24hours and not one sign of your existence.

The illusion of your security is a high, as synthetic as any drug. I am here alone with my thoughts, with…

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How to be the Change you want to see in the World

How to be the Change you want to see in the World

How to Be the Change You Want To See in the World

  To teach others to be kind to one another, be kind to yourself.

  Whenever you say or do anything, ask yourself if you would do or say those things to the people you love the most. Would you tell those you love that their emotions are not a priority? That they are not good enough? Would you constantly put them down?

Inner dialogue is…

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Book Review: Lou Stoke's "Boney & I"

Book Review: Lou Stoke’s “Boney & I”

Review of Lou Stoke’s “Boney & I: anorexia, ustrasana, and the lost apple core”  

        I have watched and read every book, movie, TV show, YouTube videos, documentaries and every other media source (well almost) about eating disorder, particularly anorexia. I was never inspired by any of them, too be honest most of the time I would be triggered. This is the main reason I would seek out media…

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Review of Lou Stokes "Boney & I"

Review of Lou Stokes “Boney & I”

I have watched and read every book, movie, TV show, YouTube videos, documentaries and every other media source (well almost) about eating disorder, particularly anorexia. I was never inspired by any of them, too be honest most of the time I would be triggered. This is the main reason I would seek out media that was about eating disorders. I guess a part of me wanted something or someone to relate…

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My Unescapable Hunger.

It is three thirteen in the morning. I am wide awake. I awaken with my stomach growling, as if begging for food. I wish I had an on/off switch for my appetite because my body is confused. Food can not feed my hunger.

I am hungry, not for food. I am hungry for balance. I hunger for passion. I am hungry for those I have lost, which can not be brought back.

I am hungry for an escape from my…

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"Dear Professor"

“Dear Professor”

Dear Professor, Its been years since I’ve heard your voice. Since, I have smelt your cologne or held your hand. Years since I have physically spent time with you. But our minds have filled the gaps. We still spend time together, writing to each other via messenger. Oh baby, we’ve become each other’s private diaries, Oh yeah! We’ve become each other’s private diaries, Oh yeah! Modern pen pals, Oh…

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"The Sick Child"

“The Sick Child”

The sick child. The delicate child. The sick child, becomes the sicker adult… if they make it there. The sick child is kept alive by the system, using its small body as an experiment. The sick child is kept alive by family sacrifice and powerful medications. All the other children get to grow up. The other children become true adults. They become grown ups with children, a drivers license and…

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Coming Into this World.

Coming Into this World.

I spent my childhood running and biking through the streets. I remember we were a group of fifteen or twenty kids. They all lived in my neighbourhood. We played a lot… ah, espechially during the summer. My small body, so sticky and stained with food colouring from all the Mr. Freezes. I remember my very best friend lived on the corner of my street. How loud we would play my parents stereo while…

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