20, they/them, NSFW, Trigger Warning Blood

*WARNING* IF YOU KNOW ME DO NOT PROCEED PLEASE JESUS CHRIST because I need a place to put this stuff and people I know irl keep finding my other nsfw accounts and not knowing it until it's too late!

[becausepplkeepfindingmyaccounts]

Not to be dramatic but we are gonna be putting my dog down this week and I would prefer to die with her

[becausepplkeepfindingmyaccounts]

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[becausepplkeepfindingmyaccounts]

Whelp I tried not to but here we are...

[strawberryriceball]

Quick sketch quick sketch dont think

[strawberryriceballoriginals]

Sketch of the day I guess

[strawberryriceballoriginals]

I need help

So I hate having to do this but at this point I dont have much of a choice. In two days my mom is kicking me out. I’m not saying it’s not my fault, I’ve been searching for a second job or a part time job but I havent gotten any call backs, but i still dont have one and my mom has decided it’s been long enough.

I only make about 400 a month and all of that goes directly to bills and gas and then I’m back in the negative, so I dont make enough to afford an apartment or another place to live. I can live in my car for a while, but it just broke down, the battery or the alternator I’m not sure yet but either way I dont have the money to fix it.

I’m scrounging together what I have and searching for another job, but I need help. If anyone knows of any job opportunities in the Springfield, Illinois area, that wont turn me down because I’m visibly queer, please let me know.

In the meantime I can do digital art commissions. For $5 (or more if you want to) I can draw photos that are sent to me, I can do characters, and I can do animals. I’m not super great but I think I’m okay. If you go through my art tag you can judge for yourself. I dont have the money to ship anything but I can send things digitally.

If you live in the area and like professional looking handmade jewelry, hit me up. I also babysit and I can teach swim lessons. Or if you’re feeling extra generous you can send me money through PayPal.

Please, any little bit helps.

~Berry

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Go to paypal.me/genji4 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

[becausepplkeepfindingmyaccounts]

Shes kicking me out today. I'll be sleeping in a car that doesnt run. I wont have a way to get to work. I'll probably just kill myself! When the going gets tough, stop going! Am I right? The whole reason I havent already was for her and my brothers anyways.

[mari-annawheelan]

yeah idk what this is

bonus:

[becausepplkeepfindingmyaccounts]

Had to get my last baby tooth pulled :( I have a special genetic trait where I have baby teeth in my mouth (used to now) that had no adult teeth waiting under them. So we tried to make them last as long as possible, but I guess baby teeth just weren't meant to last! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[becausepplkeepfindingmyaccounts]

References as to what my chest might look like after top surgery, not my photos

[strawberryriceballoriginals]

I wanna be a big bearded country man who can hold 200 pound dogs like babies and cuddle them all day and give people bear hugs and chop down trees and shit

[strawberryriceball]

I also wanna be lithe and androgynous and wear cute flowy dresses and skip everywhere and read books while drinking tea in a window cubby

[becausepplkeepfindingmyaccounts]

Anal

I really like toys like butt plugs and such, but it's not sexually arousing to me?? Like it's not a sex thing at all it just feels comfortable? I also have a problem with disassociating and the feeling kind of just makes me feel grounded in my body instead of out in space. Does anyone else ever feel this way? Also here are my toys

[rantsinstuff]

Binder from gc2b

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That feeling when your packer sticks to the ceiling cause you didn’t cornstarch it after washing it XD lol