I Think, Therefore I Ramble

24 (She/Her), Lesbian, this is my ramble blog art blog in pinned post :-)!

[beezjeanz]

HELLO!!!

Yo, I’m Beez! (24) Lesbian She/Her Cis

I like to reblog people’s pretty art here and ramble about fandom stuff a lot.

🍯Artblog: @jeanzbeez

Main fandoms: DC, Valve Games Borderlands, Fallout, A lot of games :b

Feel free to say hi! (Mild NSFW 18+ content may be reblogged stay safe 🙏)

(habit of following and unfollowing really quickly after reading bios srry srry 🙏)

[eightfourone]

[cranberrylimes]

The left image as a rug and the right image as a ceiling poster

[desaturate-worlds]

this on the bedspread

[str8aura-no-not-that-one]

This as every wallpaper

[cranberrylimes]

Wow guys, we’ve really come together to make this House MD into a Home MD 💙

[daysofauldlangsyne]

@alessmargi

[maplebunie]

[theartofmadeline]

happy pride to the gay people in my computer <3

[protography0]

"Not Supposed To Be" (Annihilation/TOV/Who's Lila? Crossover Fanart / Web Weaving / Movie Poster Mockup)

Fanart and web weaving for "Annihilation" by Jeff Vandermeer, "The Oldest View" by Kane Pixels, and "Who's Lila?" by Garage Heathen. Based around staircases and the words "not supposed to be", which appear in all three pieces of media. Made entirely in GIMP.

Further thoughts below the cut:

The original idea came to me when I made the Who's Lila?/TOV crossover fanart, which included the words "not supposed to be here". I was reminded of Annihilation and realised that the literal *first sentence* of that book also includes a similar phrase. From there, I then realised there are staircases in all three pieces of media as well (less prominent in Who's Lila than the other two, granted, but still important). Things...kinda escalated from there lol.

I really like how these words appear in all three pieces of media, and have both similar and wildly different meanings in each case. Wyatt telling the viewer/his 'audience' how he is not supposed to go down these stairs, Wheeliam telling players they are not supposed to be in the corrupted save file, and the biologist telling readers that the tower should not exist.

And yet all three statements work for all three pieces of media - Wyatt, Wheeliam and the Biologist should not be where they are. We as the audience should not be able to witness what they - and we - do. The things they (and we, through them) experience should be impossible.

And yet. Their choices lead them to be where they are, and we as the viewers/readers/players made the choice to view, read or play the piece of media.

(This one took a long time to make. Multiple days, including planning and learning the skills neccessary to get my ideas across. It is a bit of a culmination in multiple ways. It did not come out 100% how I originally wanted/planned it, but close enough that I am still very, very satisfied with it.)

(I had originally hoped to include House of Leaves into this piece as well btw, but this failed when I could not find the connecting phrase in there. In terms of staircases and themes, it connects very well with the other three pieces of media though.)

(Btw I just noticed that this is not just a fandom crossover, but a media crossover as well - a book, a video/online series and a videogame, combined in digital art.)

(original draft made on Sept 10th 2024)

[minpupunkun]

-Backrooms x RPGMaker-

[grumfy]

Theseus and The Minotaur

[missromantica]

[ciricearts]

she's hereee<3

[ashubii]

This is why I have TikTok

[orteil42]

i strongly feel there should be a bart simpson emoji

[orteil42]

[therealbitterstar]

am I hallucinating or is Alyx erasure like an actual thing in this fandom I don’t see nearly the same amount of love for her as other characters

not hating on anyone I try not to do that. I just think it’s a little funny considering how she was straight up designed to be likeable

idk tho man I might just be gay and in love

anyways. Reblog if you love Alyx or whatever

[girly-media-studio]

Water Themed Characters

[vinegar-rights]

my doll

[chipper-smol]

the realization that the unhealthy trait you’ve given your favorite oc for funsies is actually something you unintentionally do is like watching a five year old innocently and perfectly mimic your bad habits

[hiveswap]

Not attracted to that character i just want him to experience being scared for his life and panicking

[sycamorality]

op disabled reblogs but i really wanted this post on my blog again