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Five Kasen

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ʙʟᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 𝟷𝟿 | ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 𝟻𝟹𝟼 🪐✨

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'I'm going slightly mad.'

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"This very heart which is mine will forever remain indefinable to me. Between the certainty I have of my existence and the content I try to give to that assurance, the gap will never be filled. Forever I shall be a stranger to myself".

— Albert Camus

[fairydrowning]

Things you can add to a hand written letter:

Stickers

Pressed flowers

Polaroids of you or anything you like

Rings

A recipe which you love to make

Drawings or paintings

Peoms or peotry

Little notes with your doodling on that

Heart-Shaped locket with or without your picture

Bookmarks

Handmade paper things like origami or heart-shaped rings

Seeds of your favorite plants or flowers

[wholesome-dragon-lady]

The blood of your vanquished enemies

[the-wyzzyrd]

A little bit of slime that sticks to everything

Copious amounts of sand

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Be kind to yourself.

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I'd like to know more about nightmares and OCD/paranoia etc.

I'm finally trying to figure out how to better describe my personality patterns after years of confusion and mistakes on it. (I'm seeing a professionist rn, but we haven't reached a useful point, we're still talking about my first memories)

I've several OCD and paranoid traits, then a main depression trait and I was wondering -

I've always had troubles falling asleep, because of stuff I was deadly afraid of, then when I managed to I had nightmares and used to wake up a lot during the night. I was scared of so many things and did a lot of things in order to feel safe.

This hasn't changed since I was a child. I remember having only one nice dream: each night I have at least one nightmare, up to many more.

The nightmares are generally about threats or issues I should escape safe from. When I wake up they usually follow me and take a big part of the day to vanish away.

Can nightmares be related to OCD or PPD?

If there are people reading this who could give me an insight about this/their experience it would be very much appreciated.

I'd like to find peace, while my mind's just so busy.

Thanks 🙏🏼🌚

[midnightmothnest]

if you can’t eat a whole meal, eat half. you ate, that’s what is important.

if you can’t get out of bed, try and sit up instead of lying down. it’ll be better for your back and your blood pressure.

if you can’t shower or have a bath today, try and brush your teeth and clean your ears. it’ll keep you a little cleaner, and we often forget those areas. 

if you can’t get dressed today, change underwear and use some deoderant. it’ll leave you a little fresher until you have the strength to change fully.

and remember, i’m very proud of you. your best will look different every day, and that’s okay.

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Just opened a new study blog ~

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just trying to enrich myself :) 🌚

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"We are sun and moon, dear friend; we are sea and land. It is not our purpose to become each other; it is to recognize each other, to learn to see the other and honor him for what he is: each other's opposite and complement."

Narcissus and Goldmund, Hermann Hesse.