Be Fan Crazy With Me

I'm a huge fan of many different Asian BL/GL dramas. This is my safe place to rant, review, and write for the fandoms.

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It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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100 likes!

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I never had people draw fanart for one of my fics or write something based on it, but I just know that that is such a high honor and show of love. I once had someone ask me if they could translate my fic in Chinese and I was like, wow, they love it enough to want to put time and effort into it to show it to more people.

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To all writers, you can use this post to let people know that you would be delighted to receive fanart and would love if they get creative with what you created.

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KinnPorsche + text posts (pt. 56/60)

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Jeff talking about the LGTBQ+ community - with subs

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Best Idea for a Crossover with Love in the Air

Manner of Death

Love Syndrome

Not Me

Eclipse

Between Us/UWMA

Voting ended onJul 12, 2023

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I love cool music in fight scenes. That's why my characters are constantly involved in unnecessary fights. Just so I can imagine the music that would play in the movie version.

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Title: That's Pran...I'm Pat

Fandom: Bad Buddy

Relationships: Pat/Pran, Korn/Wai, Pat & Pran & Korn & Wai

Warnings: A tiny bit of Angst...otherwise all fluff and good friendship

Major Tags: Major Tags: body swap, secrets revealed, good friend Korn, good friend Wai, communication, found family

Summary: Pat and Pran have had their bodies swapped for days now, and they have done everything they can think of to swap back. So now they have decided to just enjoy the alone time they have. That is until their best friends, Korn and Wai, show up at their door.

KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK!

“Why is somebody still knocking on the door?” I look over at Pat, who is still in my body beside me and sigh. Pat looks at me and says, “Wow, I love you, Pran, but damn it’s weird looking at you like this.” “Three days, Pat! How or why is this happening? We settled any argument before, didn’t we?” I say as I try to think of anything we could be missing from that night before we switched.  “I don’t know, Babe, this is the fourth day, and I feel like I’m going crazy.” He says as he hits ‘His Pillow,’ well the pillow that he uses when he sleeps here. Which is the place that we both tend to spend. I mean, a sister kind of ruins the mood to be romantic at all when you share the same room.  I feel so cheesy at what I am thinking, and maybe Pat’s body has made me cheesier. Though, I know it will make him smile, so I say, “At least we are here together. There is nobody else I would rather be dealing with this with.”

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Title: Is this a nightmare...or Did this really happen?

Fandom: Love In The Air

Relationships: Phayu/Rain

Warnings: STOP IS HIS OWN WARNING, Graphic Violence, Nightmares, Canon Kidnapping

Major Tags: Protective Rain, Protective Phayu, Blood, Violence, Angst with a Happy Ending, Anxiety, Ending Makes up for the amount of angst

Summary: After the kidnapping, Rain sleep is raked with nightmares of it turning out a lot worse than it actually did.

Blood, there is so much blood! How can he be still alive?  I watch as Stop just keeps hitting him, why won’t he stop?  I try to struggle free from the goon behind me, but I can’t. I struggle against the grip and feel the blade slicing my face slightly, and I don’t care.  You hear that world, “IF PHAYU DOESN’T LIVE I DON’T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING, ANYTHING!!!” Just please save him!! He can’t handle this anymore.  No, not another kick, I see the asshole keeps kicking Phayu in the ribs, so much that there is blood dripping out of my boyfriend’s mouth.

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Title: He is Colorblind...People

Fandom: 2Gether

Relationships: Man/Type, Man & Tine, Sarawat & Man & Boss, Tine & Type, Sarawat/Tine

Warnings: Type does not say nice things...but it's okay Tine tells him off

Major Tags: Colorblind Man, Man doesn't know, Tine is the smartest person in group, Protective Tine, Man and Tine Bestie Agenda

Summary: Type is tired...tired of work, tired of doing chores around the house, tired of hearing Man complain about his friends. That is his reason why he snaps at Man...it was just the laundry was not in his way of doing it and he feels irritated. Not realizing how much he hurt Man, the reason why it ended like this or that he would have his brother being so protective of his boyfriend...so much that he yells at Type.

“You know that Wat kept talking about the-” Ahh, this is like the fifth time I have had to remember that I love my boyfriend. I feel like if I don’t do something soon, I am going to strangle him. I have been trying to get this paperwork done for the past hour, and have not been able to, because Man just keeps on talking. I love him so much, that I honestly know that I am going to marry him one day, but damn when will he just shut up. Also, it’s just stupid complaints about his friends, it’s getting me on my last nerve.  I feel myself growing more frustrated the more he talks, but I am trying to stay calm so, I don’t hurt his feelings. So I just straighten my back and say firmly, “Man?” He automatically stops talking and looks over, showing that he is listening. So I continue, “Babe, I am trying to work. Can we please not talk about this right now?” I sigh when there is silence finally after an hour of my boyfriend’s incessant talking. I look back down at my laptop, while doing my last few Excel sheets, finishing the last of my work. It seems to take me about five minutes, and it feels good being done. 

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Title:Wait! Why Do You Look Like Me?

Fandom: TharnType

Relationships: Tharn/Type

Warnings: I kind of intended to eventually have T3 in it

Major Tags: Body Swap, Misunderstanding, Jealousy, Fluff

Summary: Tharn and Type are happy to sleep in a little bit in the morning, maybe even cuddling or just having a relaxing start to their day. Though waking up and looking at your body on the other side of the bed is not part of that relaxing morning that either of them thought of.

“TYPE!!” I wake right up, when I hear Tharn at least I think it was, he sounded weird, yelling at me. I stretch my arms, is it just me or am I all of a sudden taller. I am so confused with what is going on, but Tharn is more important right now. I lift myself up on the pillow and scoot up to the headboard so I can grab my phone. The only problem is how did I get on the left side of the bed? Hmm, whatever, that’s not the point. The only part that sucks is my phone is on the other side. I start rolling myself to the other side, but before I get to my phone, I feel somebody grab the phone. I look up confused, why is Tharn taking my phone. 

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Title: I Can't Meet Your Parents?

Fandom: Bad Buddy

Relationships: Korn/Wai, Pat/Pran, Pat & Wai, Pran & Korn, Pat & Pran & Korn & Wai

Warnings: Wai DOES NOT have good parents, Past child abuse

Major Tags: Misunderstanding, Bad Parents, Pat & Wai are besties, Pran & Korn are besties, Pat & Pran & Wai Bond over Bad childhoods, Angst with a happy ending

Summary: The first thing that Korn hears when he gets to Pat and Pran's house for dinner is his boyfriend saying that Korn can't meet Wai's parents. Now, he is not rushing anything, but he thought that since Wai meeting his family went so well that he would meet Wai's sometime. However, there might be a little more to the story than he overheard, and luckily, Pat and Pran are there to help.

“No, I don’t want him to meet my parents” Wait, what? What is my boyfriend talking about? I never even thought that that was a possible decision. I thought that it was inevitable that I would meet them eventually, I mean Wai has met my parents and family. Wai has taught my sister how to draw, and she is so good now. My brother calls Wai, “Hia Wai,” he thinks of him as an older brother and goes to him for dating and other advice. My Mae treats him as a son, especially since Wai helps her cook all the time. Oh and, my Por has been wanting to renovate the house for a while, and Wai has helped him get some design ideas, also, Por used to be a musician so loves that Wai is so good. He is part of my family, and I thought I would just be part of his.  I was about to walk into Pat and Pran’s house when I heard my boyfriend say, "What am I going to do now?" I don’t want to eavesdrop on their conversation because that makes it seem like I don’t trust him. I know it might not seem like right now, but I do. It just doesn’t feel like he trusts me or our relationship if he never wants me to meet his family. I walk in further, hoping to hear more or at least pretend I didn’t hear anything.  “Oh! Hey Korn, good you are here. Pa and Ink won’t be here for about an hour or so, so you and Wai can just relax.” Pat tells me as he walks to the kitchen, which by the noises and smells coming out of it is where Pran is. 

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Title:Soulmate? No, stay away from...actually come back

Fandom: Be Loved In House: I Do

Rating: Teen

Relationships: Shi Lei/Jin Yu Zhen, Shi Lei & Yan Zhao Gang, Shi Lei & Wu Si Qi, Jin Yu Zhen & Yan Zhao Gang, Jin Yu Zhen & Wu Si Qi, Wu Si Qi/Yan Zhao Gang

Warnings: Angst, Communication Failure

Major Tags: Alternative Universe - Soulmate, Soulmarks, Mad's Color Soulmate AU, Angst with a happy ending, Hurt/Comfort, Mutual Pining, Idiots in Love

Summary: Yu Zhen was burned badly by everything that happened with Zi Tong. So much that he doesn't want to think about the mark on his wrist that could help him find his soulmate. He even covers it, which is fine until he starts to have feelings for someone new and he doesn't know if they are soulmates or not.

I know that it’s weird to have a ‘no romantic relationship policy’ at work, just in general. Though, especially when you live in a world where everybody has a soulmate. The first thing I thought about was, would I really fire somebody for finding their soulmate? I just feel heartbroken by someone I thought was my soulmate, but it turned out he wasn’t. It also turned out he knew for a while, I feel like I should have known too. I just fell in love with him and thought he was mine. Though I should have known better, based on the colors on my wrist, they don’t exactly look like him.  I just feel so alone and don’t know what to do since I was supposed to have met the person around college time, but I don’t know who that could have been. Now, though I have another problem, I am starting to have those feelings again. I think I am falling in love again actually even though we barely have met, he is just so beautiful. The paleness of his skin, the fact that he stood up to me, he is just so amazing. I honestly would do anything for him, oh wow, is this love? This can’t be love, how can it be? It would make it so complicated and I don’t do complicated, it doesn’t work for me. However, if anybody doesn’t think that Shi Lei is not an Adonis of sorts, they surely have never seen him half-naked or even better fully naked. Honestly, I would explore that body if I could.

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Title:Helping Out At The Island

Fandom: Bad Buddy

Rating: Teen

Relationships: Pat/Pran, Pat & Pran & Junior & Tong, Junior/Original Male Character, Pat & Pran & Original Male Character

Warnings: This is kind of part of a Season 2 Canon-Compliant AU I made so It's best to read in order but you don't have to.

Major Tags: Engaged Pat/Pran, Volunteer with Kids, Flirting, Teasing

Summary: Ever since the first time, Pat and Pran have gone back to the island many times throughout the years. After that second time, Tong has become somewhat of an uncle to them and Junior their younger brother. They are part of their small found family, and the island is very important to them, they even have offered to help out many times. So when they get a call from Junior about helping with one of their kids camps...they are already heading out the door.

I smell the fresh sea and salt water of the familiar beach town that Pran and I just got to. I step out of my car and smile at the place that became a second home to me and Pran, a home away from the city. It’s weird how much we have changed since the first time we were here. At that time, I annoyed Pran by going on the architecture camp trip, honestly, I feel bad for that. Though, what I don’t feel bad about is how much it simply made Wai so angry. I feel a teasing grin come on my face thinking about it, Wai and I are best friends now. We just have that teasing best friendship that works for us. The kind of friends, where we are the only ones who can tease each other in this way, or call each other these insults because anybody else did, they would be dead. 

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Title:Is Age Really Just a Number?

Fandom: Be Loved In House: I Do

Rating: Teen

Relationships: Wu Si Qi/Yan Zhao Gang, Shi Lei/Jin Yu Zhen, Wu Si Qi & Shi Lei, Wu Si Qi & Jin Yu Zhen, Yan Zhao Gang & Shi Lei, Yan Zhao Gang & Jin Yu Zhen

Warnings: Insecurity, Angst

Major Tags: Found Family, Good Friend Jin Yu Zhen, Good Friend Shi Lei, Good Boyfriend Wu Si Qi, Age Difference, First Love, Angst with a Happy Ending

Summary: Zhao Gang asks for Yu Zhen's advice about his internal conflict about the difference in age between him and Si Qi.

“I have been living with Si Qi for a little more than four years and have been dating him for almost four. I feel like I am pressuring him to be with me, even though I know that we have been together for so long.” I look up at Yu Zhen and try to gauge his reaction to what I am saying. He seems to not want to react at all to what I am saying, which scares me for what he is going to say. He seems to think for a second, and then he looks at me, “First off, I think you should talk to your boyfriend about these worries. Second, why do you feel like you are pressuring him?” I look away and quietly answer, “Our age difference makes me worry that it’s just a childish crush on his part. I worry that this crush is just a phase and it will leave eventually. I am scared that I am pressuring him into liking me, I started loving him maybe even before he moved in. I am scared that, the pressure of me liking him, made him think he liked me.”

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Title: Journey of Omega Type

Fandom: TharnType

Rating: Mature

Relationships: Tharn/Type, Type & Techno, Tharn & Techno, Type & Type's Parents, Type & Original Characters, Techno & Tharn & Type & Original Female Character

Warnings: Reference to Non-Con, Reference to Non-Con Underage, Past Child Abuse, Toxic Masculinity, Internalized Homophobia, Omegaphobia

Major Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Omega Verse, Alpha Tharn, Omega Type, Omega Techno, Techno and Type are the BEST BEST friends, Type's Aunt is Queen, Implied Possible Future T3,

Summary: Type has had a lot that has happened to him that Tharn doesn't know about...more than the kidnapping. He didn't have very good friends, or family growing up until he met Techno. Also being an Omega with a father who hates male Omega's and homosexuals...it makes you into something that isn't really you. Luckily, he moved into his aunts house who was very supportive and had his best friend. Now it's just about also accepting Tharn.

PRESENT: I know most people just assume I am an alpha, because, of my rough exterior and dominating personality. Part of me wishes I was because it would be so much easier. I wouldn’t have to go through heat, I would still have my parent's approval, and I wouldn’t have to have a knothead try to dominate me. Those are just some reasons why I worry about it, especially the last one, I might be an omega, but I don’t need anyone. Though would you feel differently if at 11 years old you got kidnapped and sexually assaulted because you were an omega and an alpha 40-year-old man, couldn’t help himself? Oh, and ever since your Por doesn’t even talk to you like it’s your fault for being assaulted or an omega. Then your Mae said to just not talk about it, to the point where you're just hiding yourself. For me, I started hiding my hurt, sadness, weakness, self-destructive thoughts, and insecurity, under a mask of indifference and then that indifference turned to anger.  PAST SNIPPETS: I was so happy when I got to be 12 and met a friend, Khom, who was not part of the few blocks by where I lived, who was okay with me just being me. Though my por told me if I hang out with this kind of person then I might turn into that. I had no idea what he was talking about at the time, I just knew that the boy was my friend. It didn’t matter to me who he was, as long as he was my friend. I decided that I wanted to hang out with him, and so I went to his house after school and his mae was so nice. I felt like Khom’s family was so different from mine, they seemed to be more open and caring of one another. I remember one day when he and I were running around the house playing a silly game with his little sister and I pushed a chair in too hard against the table and a glass plate fell on the floor. His por came upstairs asking what happened and he told us not to run around the house I automatically stood up in front of my friend and his sister saying, “It was my fault, don’t hurt them.” 

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Title:Workplace Flirting

Fandom: Manner of Death

Relationships: Inspector M/Dr. Oat, Bun & Dr. Oat, Bun & M, Tan & M, Tan & Oat, Tan & Bun & That & Sorn

Warnings: A little bit of insecure Dr. Oat, but otherwise PURE FLUFF

Major Tags: Alternative Universe - Canon Divergence, Though also more like Canon Fix it, Future Fic, Flirting, Kissing, Inspector M/Dr. Oat In Love, Inspector M/Dr. Oat are whipped for each other

Summary: Even though they live together, it still can be hard to see each other sometimes. With M's work schedule, M working with Tan and Bun to get the corruption out of the higher ups, Oat's school and work schedule...they barely have anytime. Which doesn't help Oat's worries and insecurity...luckily M is there to help.

“Bun, when is the Inspector going to come for this report?” The other doctor just smirks at me and goes back to eating his lunch. I blush slightly because this is what I get for dating the town inspector. Though, I always feel like he has no right to tease us since he is the same way with Tan. I would like to say that M and me, were one of the reasons why they stayed here and didn’t go to Bangkok. We probably are a small part about why, but not a huge part. I mean there are those two kids who they treat as their pseudo-children/little brothers. Also, they love both of their jobs, Tan wants to help the kids, and Bun can’t help but love this job more than his past one. They both feel like they can do some good here and help with getting the town on track. I just know that family is important to both of them, especially, found family. Especially since they both don’t have a very good birth family to speak of.  Despite all that, it’s not fair for him to tease me and M, when he and Tan are just as bad, actually probably worse. Though, as I see Bun smirking at me again I know it’s good, and then saying, “Oh hi, Inspector. I will leave my intern and assistant with you.” After he says that he walks out of the office with his lunch bag. I roll my eyes and decide at that moment that the next time I go to the Mist with Tan, Bun, and M, I will tease Tan and Bun just as hard.

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