𝔅𝔦𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔰𝔴𝔢𝔢𝔱 𝔓𝔦𝔩𝔩

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨✦୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹ moved to @bittersweet--sys “ 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒'𝑠 𝑛𝑜 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑒 𝑌𝑜𝑢'𝑙𝑙 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑐𝑎𝑛 ℎ𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑒 𝑌𝑜𝑢'𝑙𝑙 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑒 𝐷𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘, 𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛, 𝑜𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑒 . ”

[bittersweet-sys]

! WARNING ⋮ this is a jirai blog run by a mentally ill landmine system . posts can and will contain rants / vents about sensitive topics such as SA , suicidal and homocidal thoughts , SH , ED , abuse , etc . block us / dont interact if you're uncomfortable with any of this , do not report .

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨✦୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

hii , you may call us whatever you'd like !! this is our jirai / system / diary blog where we'll just overshare ,.. we're looking for loads of mutuals , don't hesitate to moot us :3c

they / them , collectively androgynous and attracted to all genders ,

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨✦୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

self diagnosed OSDD , autism , and suspecting other disorders nihilist , atheist Czech-Slovakian 〔 genetically 〕 Shittodere , SH addict , recovering C.AI addict

our interests ⋮ TF2 , Dispatch , CRK , CoD , TADC , TFC , Spongebob , Minecraft , Wild Kratts , Gameoverse , Dandy's World

layout ( pfp , banner , dividers , userboxes , pinner post graphic ) made by our amazing mootie @7daysj1rai / @adhdemon4

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨✦‏୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

⊹ OTHER ⋮

list of alters , userboxes , and more to be added soon ...

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨✦୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

⊹ TAG SYSTEM ⋮

. .𓂃‏𖦹 𝕭𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖜𝖊𝖊𝖙 𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖎𝖓𝖌𝖘 ࿐⊹ // all posts

. .𓂃‏𖦹 𝖂𝖔𝖗𝖙𝖍𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖇𝖑𝖆𝖇𝖇𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌 ࿐⊹ // answering asks

. . 𓂃‏𖦹 𝕰𝖇𝖚𝖑𝖑𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖙 𝖆𝖋𝖋𝖊𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 ࿐⊹ // posts regarding mooties

. . 𓂃‏ 𖦹 𝕻𝖊𝖙𝖙𝖞 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖋𝖙 ࿐⊹ // reblogs

let us know if you want a dedicated tag ,, :33

[bittersweet-sys]

why do we need to beg for attention like some sort of battered shelter dog just to be noticed for once

is it so hard for any of you so called " friends " to care for us when we don't happen to be in the midst of a breakdown

why do we need to be miserable and on the verge of commiting s_icide just to feel safe

why does love come at the cost of gut wrenching pain

— 📎

[bittersweet-sys]

we'd honestly rip out our guts as long as it meant we would get to meet anyone out there who'd be willing to reassure us , help us with our anxiety , give clear explanations of the reasons behind their behaviour , and try to help us with doing tasks by motivating us but that's too selfish to ask for

— 📎

[bittersweet-sys]

might have to come in terms with the fact we WILL need a caretaker in the future

— 🌘

[bittersweet-sys]

back in my day we had uwu cats and alpha wolves instead of this ceo and y/n shit

— 💿

[bittersweet-sys]

notes game for 200 posts cuz yeah

200 posts isn't even alot but we just wanted an excuse to finally make a notes game... yayy.... blue = reached , in progress green = reached , done

1 note – hi you're the first one here :3c

5 notes – drink more water

10 notes – try to study math

25 notes – make a doc for all of our headmates

30 notes – learn Russian (or at least the Cyrillic alphabet)

40 notes – start drawing more

50 notes – POST those drawings...

55 notes – no sh for a whole week

65 notes – no sh for a whole week INCLUDING other methods other than c_tting

70 notes – be more open about not being able to do certain tasks or not understanding them

80 notes – get over our crippling anxiety and join rpblr again

100 notes – post about our oc lore

not gonna add a notes limit cuz we're not allat popular + spam is allowd ,, time limit is the 26th of this month edit: holy crap I should've made these milestones harder

— 🌘

[7daysj1rai]

approaches you like this and pets you

— 🌘

[bittersweet-sys]

I would've already killed myself years ago but if our presence makes our mother's life as terrible as she says it does then we will continue living just to spite her

she does not deserve to live a stress free life

— 📎

[bittersweet-sys]

I hate this stupid fucking feeling of depression none of my bitchy headmates ever help me I hate this I hate this I just wanna fuck up our whole body so everyone could see I'm geniunely suffering and go be useful by finally pitying me if they aren't capable of caring for me

— 📎

[bittersweet-sys]

crying over our mother fat shaming us but then I remember we're crying over an opinion that belongs to a literal transphobe, homophobe, ableist, etc, so it actually isn't that big of a deal

— 📎

[bittersweet-sys]

our earphones don't work anymore and thus we haven't been able to listen to music for like . two , maybe threw weeks we're going insane

— 🌘

[savetheglade]

btw. george saying "haha somebody eat me already" when he was talking about his time in exile absolutely floored me. casual suicidal ideation? in my pixar film? it's more likely than you think

i want to fold him into my rib cage <- affectionate

[bittersweet-sys]

I've been trying to find a good fanfic of mabel and jerry that isnt romantic for about ten minutes.... please vro... can i get at least a crumb of them having a father-daughter relationship.... or perhaps even a sibling-like dynamic with all their bickering..... please.........

— 🌘

[bittersweet-sys]

another song recommendation cuz yeah

— 🌘

[bittersweet-sys]

" Cowardly bewailing , Too frightened to stand tall Play the hand you have been dealt , You've got no balls at all . Drown in your blood Or live in your shit . "

— 🌘

[ibrokeeverything]

Thank you so much for the tag!!! @istillhaventpickedausername

Rules: Make a poll with seven of your all time favorite characters from seven different fandoms, and then tag seven people to do the same. See which character is everyone's favorite.

Who's your favorite?

Silver Vanrouge (Twst)

Tsukishima Kei (Haikyuu)

Kiriyama Rei (Sangatsu no Lion)

Cole (Ninjago)

Maul (Star Wars)

Verso Dessendre (Clair Obscur)

Ryland Grace (Project Hail Mary)

Voting ended onJun 12

NPT: @ninjaaa-go @darknessyournewfriend

I don't have seven people to tag 😅 so if anyone else thinks this sounds fun, go for it!

[neodith-reblogs]

fav

N (pokemon)

Silver (twst)

Ahsoka (star wars)

Runaan (tdp)

Alex (mcatga)

Patroclus (greek mytho)

Voting ended onJun 12

i cant think of another :/

@yeaveragenerd @wh4tthefreak75 @siriusthesleepy @blueorchid-95

[yeaveragenerd]

Yoooppee!!

The thing :3

Diego Brando (Jjba, Sbr)

Floyd Leech (Twst, I would have done Silver, but both prev already put him 😭)

Sebastian (Black Butler)

Hawks (Mha)

Willow (Toh)

Cassandra (Tangled the series)

Tango Tek (Mcyt)

Voting ended onJun 10

@catdisguisedasaduck @licoriceisback @domithekingoffools @picklefish27 @l0velyl4vender + open tags

(If I didn’t tag you, you were probably already tagged)

[catdisguisedasaduck]

Oh- okay!

Here we go!

Red Son (LMK)

Wakiya Murasaki (Beyblade)

Genya Shinazugawa (KNY)

AZUL ASHENGROTTO AAAAAAAAAAAH (TWST)

Zooble (TADC)

Amethyst (Steven Universe)

Hooty (TOH)

Voting ended onJun 10

@licoriceisback @sod-pop @rozejalee @fizzy-drinkzzz

Open tags!!!

[fizzy-drinkzzz]

Okie dokie

fav

RUGGGIEEEEEE (twisted wonderland)

Kai (ninjago)

Soulvester (dandy’s world)

Atsushi Nakajima (bsd)

Kurapika (hunter x hunter)

Ivan (alnst)

Venom Dough Cookie (crk)

Voting ended onJun 10

Ok uhmm @nonaverage02 @plushien @ashyd-shy @ruggie-idk-rugsomething @siriusthesleepy @fala-the-crow @mochi-does-art @kesylovespans @aureeeliaa @spidrsharks @real-name-will-hide @misteria247 @yeaveragenerd @gilmore-ezekiel @artticfennec @xosnowball @blueveildreaming @stadindays @tw1sted2thecor3 @pushingpesticides @inkudraws @clemtimely @dustsansm2 @californiagirlsareunforge

[artticfennec]

fav ig

chuuya nakahara (bsd)

idia shroud (twst)

sherbet cookie (crk)

fukase (vocaloid)

evv (friends oc)

kokichi (dangan)

valentine (monster high)

Voting ended onJun 10

@purezneon @theworldisbutastage-ocblog @niko-draws-stuff @kaeyalovahhh @al879 (yes I'm aware most people don't know evv but I love them)

[purezjirai]

seven different fandoms?? i can't just talk about TWST??? scary...

Lilia Vanrouge (TWST)

Hulkenberg (Metaphor)

Misa Amane (Death Note)

Amo (Gachiakuta)

Edelgard (FE3H)

Grell Sutcliffe (Black Butler)

Azula (ATLA)

Voting ended onJun 10

@avoyuki-avocado @cy-more-like-cry @boyblogdog @thevo1dosphere @sora-nakahara @lustedchains

[lustedchains-deactivated2026071]

All the fandoms have disappeared from my head

The babadook (THE BABADOOK)

Teruteru Hanamura (Danganronpa: Goodbye Despair)

Ivan Braginski (Hetalia)

Stein (soul eater)

Alucard (hellsing)

Jirachi (Movieunleasher’s starters)

The warden (superjail)

Voting ended onJun 10

Thank you for the tag!!! Hehee…

@nasshhhyyy @gvtznbonez @oceansdove @pientones @quintghoulcalledkel @reliquair @zup3rdup3rfr3ak @zombfiixx @miata-landmine + open!!

[nasshhhyyy]

ooh deer

sigh idk

phantom (phantom of the opera)

ren (14dwy)

hunter (the owl house)

snorlax (pokemon)

jacob alden🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤(lurking for love)

greece (hetalia)

JD (heathers)

Voting ended onJun 10

@gvtznbonez @birdres idk who else open tags

[gvtznbonez]

Angels bless Antarctica

Might suck at this

ronin (killer chat)

sol (tkatb)

ANGEL (Delicious date)

Casper (adwd)

mould (home is where he is)

Calypso (bluey)

Leon Kennedy (re series)

Voting ended onJun 16

@birdres @winnytrash-ex @zestylemonsz @er-idkhehe2 @hpdamechan @whitechocolatedarling @fall1ng-4ng3l

[fall1ng-4ng3l]

Omg mootie I didn't know u liked killer chat too !!

This was so hard to pick characters

Misaki Katsuo (killer chat)

Viktor (arcane)

xX_YAOITRON9000Xx (job hunting 9000 dehlux)

Ame Chan (nso)

Reno (final fantasy 7)

Juuzou (Tokyo ghoul)

Kylar (degrees of lewdity)

Voting ended onJun 10

@jest-star @earth2kade @ryuuhusbando @vampiredagger @foxthatweptitstail @addictcatat @kittiklawzz @fayonnaise @azieltones @bpdash @ch3rrygrave @reallifekatgirl @caineines @needybloggeroverloadd @comfort-indulgence @grotesquex @senketsuaakochan @y0ur-g0r3-wh0r3 @dazaisfavbitch @needygirlsymptoms @cybertoybox @shupyon @snowcvts @k4mi-noai @pochipochu @magical-idol-ame-chan + whatever moots I forgot I have too many

[ch3rrygrave]

yk what sure ill participate in this

Choose.

hatsune miku (vocaloid)

rui kamishiro (pjsk)

Kanna (love bullet)

agott (witch hat atelier)

Light yagami (death note)

riyo (gachiakuta)

Sayaka (madoka magica)

Voting ended onJun 12

@sourlycxts @minn-why-skye @pienicide @dinkingmyoiter6 @cerebrospinalflu1d @pitifulcrying @enaribbonz + anyone else who wants to!!

[sourlycxts]

ok fine

pick your favorite

jinx (arcane)

max caulfield (life is strange)

madoka kaname (madoka magica)

gangle (tadc)

rocky (project hail mary)

gwen stacy (spider verse)

ellie (the last of us)

Voting ended onJun 10

idk who to tag um!! @spokeisjirai @asmoticonn @sleepy-sodazzz @ anyone else? i don’t know who would want me to tag them

[asmoticonn]

Ahh this is such a cute tag game!! I love sharing my favourite characters (˶>⩊<˶)

Who's your favourite? :33

Gundham Tanaka (Danganronpa 2)

Tsukasa Tenma (Project Sekai)

Emcee (Carabet)

Caine (The amazing digital circus)

Robert Chase (House MD)

Denji (Chainsaw man)

Vella Tartine (Broken Age)

Voting ended onJun 16

TAGS: @yanshiho @magzrot @magical-idol-ame-chan @miffku @cringefail-loserfail2 @scissors-and-sonnets @savemenotime + open!! Srry for not tagging all of my moots, I lowk cant be bothered (╥﹏╥)

[magzrot]

woahh tag game !!

whos ur fav ??

bones ( jackpot crash course )

nam-gyu ( squid game s2 + 3 )

kyoko ( madoka magica )

nikolai gogol ( bungo stray dogs )

nagito komaeda ( danganronpa 2 )

jax ( tadc )

mangle ( five nights at freddys 2 )

Voting ended onJun 10

okk , apologies if any1 gets double tagged >< @veliouris @devilishluv @fallenangelsrot @lori-intestine @wr3nsst4rs @pixicidal @hpdamechan i thinkk thats 7 . . ? all moots welcome 2 join tho , it js said list 7 so i’ll follow it tehe

[devilishluv-deactivated20260723]

we been tagged in this a few times and we never replied cuz we didn't know who to even put here looolz

pick now .ᐟ.ᐟ

Shu Sakamaki (Diabolik Lovers)

Ame-chan (Needy Streamer Overload)

Andrew Graves (TCOAAL)

Azusa Mukami (Diabolik Lovers)

Nicole (Class of 09)

Ashley Graves (TCOAAL)

Jecka (Class of 09)

Voting ended onJun 10

tags 🔖 @bruised-bun @d0ki-d0ki-k0k0 @cantfuckingremember @zup3rdup3rfr3ak @ang3lofsorrow @mentallyillhasegawa @yournewlove @hpdamechan @sleepy-sodazzz @sleepymeowzidol @boy-fail @jjnebg00 @lov3rsbruis3s @shslcyuutie @princespousal @takingmytimeonmyride @tenshidol @7daysj1rai @f4scinat0r-deactivated @slitpost @duo-of-hope @antichristxxxxx @l0rd-devil-stnk - we cheated we added a lot more peeps :P

[7daysj1rai]

WAHHHH TY THE TAG !

₍₍⚞(˶>ᗜ<˶)⚟⁾⁾

Rachel “ray” gardener ( Angels of death )

Sadako yamamura ( Ring )

Iruma Suzuki ( Marimashimata! Iruma - kun )

Uno ( Nanbaka )

Hifumi Yamada ( Danganronpa : Trigger happy havoc )

Polyurethane ( New panty & stocking with garterbelt)

Oyo - kun ( Pepoyo )

Voting ended onJun 11

Taglist !

@bittersweet-sys , @0nline-n0w , @spellcastinghearts , @ryujicupcake , @toothworxx , @senketsuaakochan , @slitpost , @nyancvtt , @sleepy-sodazzz , @mumus-candied-bonezzz , @222yokai222 , @birdres , @starrie-dove , @emartery , @jirais-original-sin , @dinkingmyoiter6 , @zombfiixx , @citrine-incarnate , @f4nd0m-h0pp3r

And the moots already tagged : @lustedchains , @purezjirai , @devilishluv ,

+ Very open tags ! DM for add / removal!

[bittersweet-sys]

what do you mean we gotta think of seven characters from DIFFERENT fandoms .... sigh

🤤

Mayor Jerry ( Hoppers )

Sniper ( Team Fortress 2 )

Sprout Seedly ( Dandy's World )

SpongeBob SquarePants !!!!!!!!! ( i think this is fairly obvious /silly ... )

Nathan Byrn ( Half Bad series )

Monkey King ( Monkey King

Robert Roberton III ( Dispatch )

Voting ended onJun 17

@7daysj1rai ( tagging you back :3 ) , @magical-idol-ame-chan , @vanillabean5645 , @hpdame , @x-kangelkawaiii-x , @syrupy-lies , @ch0co-c0rn3t-lov3 , @sleepy-sodazzz , @casanovabpd , @thevo1dosphere , @foxthatweptitstail + open tags !!!!!

[bittersweet-sys]

that feeling when you're one of the few alters that like posting online in the sys so now you gotta lock in and think of as many interesting things to post about and quickly publish them before someone else fronts again

— 🌘