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an ugly truth

how the light betrays

me

my mind

and so do you

|| Ophydia

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I HAVE BROKEN PIECES

I CANT FIND!

SOMEWHERE

FRACTURED!

IN MY MIND

|| Ophydia

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i’m willing and ready to die for my beliefs and for truth

and how about you?

// Ophydia

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I REFUSE

2 BITE

MY TONGUE 4 U

|| Ophydia

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i wonder if the truth is as bad as

the character that you play

or as bad as the words you couldn’t

but wished to say

|| Ophydia

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Even the words to describe

the blackest blue,

cold-hearted truth!

Could never envisage

that form of darkness,

that clouded my view!

|| Ophydia

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PRAYING 2 THE SKY

bring me to light and truth!!

help me to see through the cracks that hold the lies!!

friends and angels surround me!!

while some guard

and some spy!!

so i wake and i pray for vibrancy

to shine where these dull shadows lie

and i see flowers that should wilt!!

but they don’t!!

rays beam down right from the sky!!

panic in my breath

there’s not a bee!!

not a fly!!!

only chemicals and pain steaming from the leaves!!

and right before my eyes!!

when they bloom

it’s all disguise

|| Ophydia

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IM BURNING FROM THE INSIDE OUT

I TOLD YOU

THAT I THOUGHT

MY MIND WAS

HELL :(

AND NOW I KNOW THAT

TO BE

TRUE

IN THE DARKNESS

WHERE I SPENT MY TIME

WITH YOU

|| Ophydia

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I ASK FOR TRUTH

AS HARSH AS A LOADED GUN

I EVEN BEG

BUT IT NEVER COMES

):

|| Ophydia

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THE PAST REPEATS ITSELF

LIKE YOUR CHILDHOOD

YOUR YOUTH

STILL LIVING IN THE DEEPEST DARK

AND PARTS

IN YOU

|| Ophydia

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THANK GOD AT LEAST

i see darkness all around me

that only i can see

it grabs me by the throat & fills my lungs so i can’t breathe

but i can’t ask for help i think

i was born without freedom of speech

but someday light will prevail

is what i believe

saving me from drowning in black seas

in this life i pain and suffer

but smiling i thank God on my knees

for coming with light

and saving the last bit of life left in me

|| Ophydia

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i hope i echo and my name bounces off the walls inside your mind

i hope it haunts you and echos in a way that isn’t kind

|| Ophydia