Blæwen

Returned to Tumblr after a decade. Blue | 1995 | they/them | reader and writer Personal blog 911 | Good Omens | Heartstopper | Supernatural | Heated Rivalry

[blaewen]

And btw it’s very fucking rude even years later to be like

Oh no I didn’t mean to hide from you that I am doing this thing with people that hurt you and I’m having a blast with them! It’s just a coincidence that I forgot to tell you!

[blaewen]

I’m starting to feel much better in terms of tiredness and emotional fatigue. It’s giving me more time to be fatigued about work.

I’ve started living in my space again instead of it just being a container for my suffering. I started having fun again.

But also what it took to get better was going no-contact with my best friend. Shit’s fucked up. I miss that mf.

I think that’s also what’s giving me the strength to be back here. I am used to sharing small thoughts from my daily life that are sometimes very funny and sometimes right down depressing and I guess screaming them to the void is better than keeping them in?

Also complaining. I have other friends to complain to but there’s something different in aiming at someone that has all the context of your life and won’t require an explanation and won’t judge you. So yes let’s do the opposite of that. Gonna complain to virtual strangers instead 💃

Technically I am not complaining to anyone, this is a dead blog with no notes but it’s MY dead blog with no notes.

[kosmogrl]

[papurrcat]

Happy Pride Month

[melancholygirls]

I passed a flower shop next to a tattoo shop and at first I laughed because I thought it was ironic and then i freaked because IMAGINE YOUR OTP IN A FLORIST/TATTOO ARTIST AU

[stillalittlekid]

OMG I COULD TOTALLY IMAGINE THEM LIKE THAT IT WOULD BE SO PERFECT

[christ-with-a-why]

[melancholygirls]

I cannot BELIEVE a post I made when I was 13 is circulating! And also apparently started this trope? I thought somebody had the idea separately and it blew up that way😭

[penandinkprincess]

laughing about the idea of ilya over time being able to predict when shane is going to be brainstorming late into the night and then waking him up about something. shane has A Specific Look when this is going to happen, and ilya knows that even fucking him stupid isn't going to save him from being shaken awake at 3 am to have rapid-fire english happen at him.

someone at dinner is talking about the complexities of funeral arrangements and how hard it is to organize everything when already grieving and ilya sees The Look happening on shane's face at his side and is then just

knowing he's going to get woken up at fuck o'clock tonight to talk about the fully-detailed options of cremation versus burial shane is going to run past him.

the only preparation he can do is to wear his wedding ring to bed so when he wakes up he remembers that he loves this man even when he's yanking him out of a rem cycle to take him through a verbal powerpoint.

[bigbigbigtruck]

i’ll be real, kitten, daddy needs multiple wealthy and powerful folks to die in a painful, drawn-out, and generationally humiliating manner

[butchgender-remade-deactivated2]

[cal3ris]

is this gonna get me fired you think

[luxerrlerbit]

[kosmogrl]

[seathiing]

One of my co-workers has a standing desk that he uses sitting down. It looks like this

[astronyu]

[cheeso]

theres no difference between exercise and black magic both of them hurt your body at first and drain you of energy but the more you dabble in it the more powerful you become

[urulokid]

this is the most inspiring thing i have ever read

[dontlistentothemmoose]

reblog to reclaim your power

couch to 5k necromancy

[wizard-council-bureaucrat]

You are not supposed to tell people this

[fairycosmos]

OHHHH i get it now i was supposed to die as a child

[blaewen]

Sometimes I want to scream into the void so loud for so long. Like maybe it will get rid of that tingly burning miasma that’s choking my stupid heart.

[buckvalentina]

i can’t believe he made his own “dead wife at the beginning of the movie” montage

[janthony-anthony]