✧₊˚.⋆ your life in love and deepspace for @blissfullyapillow ⋆⁺₊✧
Once upon a time there was a goddess of the light who watched over Philos. Kind and generous. Unlike other gods, she often came down from the skies to help Philosians. As a powerful transcendent being, the goddess could heal incurable diseases, lift the spirits of those who have already lost their hopes, stop wars, and bring the light to the hearts of Philosians. The rumor went about her especially adoring children. Disguised in human form, goddess traveled around Philos, put her blessings upon little children, and subtly helped them to grow into amazing people. No matter how many times humans hurt her, the goddess never lost faith in them. Her heart was just too big, too kind, too empathetic and full of love to turn away from those who need her. It was her undoing.
While the goddess was busy helping Philosians, other gods kept a close eye on her. Unlike her, they found a great enjoyment and satisfaction in watching Philosians suffer and die. The way goddess ruined their plans day after day slowly but surely brought upon her the wrath of other gods. One day they came together and took up arms against the goddess of the light. Their fight lasted three days and nights. During all this time the sun wasn't rising over the Philos and various disasters were occurring there. As a result of this exhausting fight, the goddess of the light was killed and forever banished from Philos.
As soon as she vanished, Philos was plunged into eternal night and permafrost, because cruel and sadistic gods took her place. However, it was not that easy to completely erase the very existence of someone as powerful as the goddess of the light. A splinter of her soul kept drifting through space until she regained her strength and got a chance for rebirth. This time not as an ethereal goddess, but as an ordinary human girl with the purest and the kindest soul unmatched in the whole universe and a unique power of sunlight. Wherever she went, people kept calling her an angel or saint because of her desire to help others.
But all is not rosy. It might be a long while before the goddess completely brings back her powers. Until then, she is doomed to live as a mortal girl, dying and reincarnating again and again, in multiple timelines and universes, forgetting everything about her previous lives, divine or mortal. Only sometimes in her beautiful dreams she still sees herself as an ethereal goddess wandering through the Philos. Not that she actually remembers it once she wakes up though.
— Myths and Legends of Philos
Born in a family of doctors, you were very determined to follow in the footsteps of your amazing parents. There was something about this profession that attracted you as if by a magnet. Not to mention that from a very young age, you possessed a rare evol of sunlight, which could be used to heal people and protect them. It only strengthened your resolve to grow up and help people just like your parents do.
Despite being a little child, you always were wise beyond your years. Kinder than anyone else in this world, you stepped in to protect people around you, comforted those who were in pain, and healed the bruised knees of your little friends. Your parents, your friends, everyone around you called you an angel behind your back. Of course, it made many people envious too, attracting unnecessary attention from bullies and mean girls. Fortunately, you had your childhood best friend Caleb stick up for you. Not that you couldn't deal with them yourself given your deadly evol, but having someone on your side was very encouraging back then.
Time passed, you completed your studies, and started working in Akso Hospital as a pediatrician. It was an easy decision given your huge love for children. Still, you couldn't stop at only this work. Having learned about your evol, your colleagues kept asking you for help and assistance. Especially in very serious cases when only hope for a miracle is left. Shortly after some of these miraculous healings, you became one of the most sought after professionals in the field of medicine. Around this time, you met Doctor Zayne for the first time.
Working pediatrician as a main occupation, you couldn't help but take various additional jobs and duties. Since you still wanted to work with children more than anything else, you volunteered at orphanages, traveled around disadvantaged countries, and even tried to expose a research institute that experimented on children. Besides, you often helped doctor Zayne and your other colleagues with some incurable cases. Don't forget that even though you used your power to make people happy, you still were a former goddess. Your powerful evol helped in the fights against wanderers more than once, which led to you often receiving job offers from UNICORNS. They sincerely wanted to see you as their Deepspace Hunter, but unfortunately it is unlikely to happen soon.
Even though you tended to refuse their offers, it didn't prevent you from joining some of their missions though. Particularly those where your evol can aid in the healing and protection of people from wanderers.
✧ Workplace: Akso Hospital
Sunlight is a very unique evol, reminiscent of your powers when you were a goddess of the light. By this evol you can produce sunlight from your hands that offers essential health benefits or causes sunburn, eye damage, and other significant risks depending on what effect you want to make on living organisms. Your powerful healing abilities are one of the reasons why you decided to become a doctor. Using your evol you can splice the bones, enhance the growth of the plants, treat various diseases including heart problems, high cholesterol levels, eye and skin disorders, and improve overall wellness. It also can have a positive impact on the mood and mental health by increasing serotonin levels in the brain, which can boost mood and reduce symptoms of depression. However, your evol can be used not only for good, but also for harm. Sunlight causes negative health effects like serious sunburns and total or partial blindness. Fortunately for your enemies, you rarely use your powerful and somehow deadly evol to hurt people. Although the ones who incur the wrath of the goddess face serious consequences.
⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ YOUR MATCH IS⟢ XAVIER
♡ The one who is ready to travel through galaxies for you. The one who always looks after you from afar and protects you from the shadows. The one who loves you so deeply, showering you with his silent affection. Your soulmate in every universe, in every lifetime. It seems like you captured the heart of the prince of Philos. Despite having many admirers, your heart belongs to Xavier. The two of you have walked together through fire and water, fighting against wanderers and protecting defenseless people, while you were helping at UNICORNS. No matter how cold and distant Xavier seemed at your first meeting, your intuition guided you, whispering that it is worth getting to know him better. You have never regretted your choice.
♡ While you and Xavier have a lot in common, which makes your relationship comfortable and filled with mutual understanding, there still are some differences that complement each other just fine. You are on the more empathetic and sweet side of the two of you, helping Xavier open up, understand himself and his feelings. In his turn, Xavier becomes your grounding and steady anchor whenever you feel overwhelmed by your deep emotions. He's interesting and playful enough to spice up your relationship, but without making you feel uncomfortable. Xavier does very well with someone on the more introverted side, yet fun to be around like you, because you less likely would raise his anxiety and jealousy. Quite the contrary, your sympathy makes him feel understood. You make him feel so loved, valued, and cherished that sometimes it makes his heart ache. Even though there are parts of your relationship that need improvement, it's very healthy in a way you two understand each other on the deepest level, accept each other's imperfections and grow together.
♡ Your sensitiveness and empathy are something Xavier loves about you the most, even if sometimes you feel like a burden because of these traits. As a man of action, not words, Xavier often ends up misunderstood, though his intentions are only good. All he wants is to protect you from this cruel world and be with you until the end of time. He appreciates that you can understand him without words, that you can feel what he feels and explain these new feelings to him. Being in such a close relationship with someone is very new to Xavier. He keeps experiencing unknown feelings and desires every day, and sometimes he cannot describe or even understand the nature of these feelings. Having you by his side, whose presence is so comforting and soothing, is Xavier's true blessing.
♡ In his turn, Xavier helps you overcome your trust issues. He's always here to listen to you and offer you his support and soothing presence. He never pushes you to open up, encouraging you to do it at your own pace once you are ready. Be it a long cuddles session, comforting words, or doing something silly to cheer you up, Xavier is ready to do everything to make you happy. Though, it's a work in progress for both of you, since Xavier himself often keeps back in these attempts to protect you. Not that he doesn't trust you, no. Just the opposite, he trusts you more than anyone else, because only you are allowed to see the real him. Xavier is just too afraid of losing you. His self-esteem leaves much to be desired. Deep inside, Xavier can't help but feel anxious that you can leave him for someone else, someone better and more normal than a mysterious alien like him, or that circumstances push you apart from him. That's why your safety is his priority even if it means keeping you in the dark, or killing everyone who poses a threat. Be patient with him, keep assuring him that he is more than enough, shower him with your great love and affection, and it won't take long before Xavier settles down into a comfortable and trusting relationship with you.
♡ Just like you, Xavier tends to be teasing and mischievous. He is surprisingly competitive, so it is impossible to predict who will be the winner of your playful banter. Especially Xavier enjoys flustering you. He's been waiting for you too long, and now he eagerly catches up on everything he craved all these years. But unfortunately for Xavier, you also have the power to fluster him! No matter how much he pretends to look nonchalant, his rosy cheeks and ears and awkward gestures speak for themselves. Just don't tease him too much if you don't want to face consequences once you two are alone.
♡ Xavier absolutely adores your relaxing hobbies that suit such a couple of introverted homebodies like you and him. There is nothing better than playing games with you all day long, teasing you when you randomly cuss every time he manages to win, and sleeping resting his head on your lap once he feels drowsy. Reading books and comics is another shared hobby of yours. Watching movies and anime too. Basically, Xavier enjoys any activities that allow him to stay home with you and bask in your affection without interruption. Though, he actually doesn't mind going out from time to time and doing something more thrilling like going to a festival, firework show, or arcade. Speaking of outside dates, Xavier is especially fond of cute picnics and stargazing with you. Although all these exciting activities will never beat his favorite home dates.
♡ The way your hands remain cold in any situation never fails to endear Xavier. It's a little amusing to him that such a warm person with an evol of sunlight has such cold hands. Due to the power of his light evol, Xavier's hands are always warm. He takes it as an excuse to keep your hands warm by holding them as often as possible. Absolutely not because Xavier is so enamored with you that he wishes to hold your hand all the time. Kissing your hands every day, every morning and evening, at every opportunity is his guilty pleasure. He is just down horrendous.
♡ Admittedly, Xavier often gets jealous. Unfortunately for you, who hold so many people dear and who adore children so much, he still can't keep his jealousy under control, even if it's little babies from your work who catch your attention. No matter how much Xavier tries to not make a big deal of it, he can't completely hide his reaction. Every time someone is too friendly with you for his taste, Xavier starts sulking and showing his irritation towards this person. But if you approach him with patience and understanding, show him how much you love him and him only, Xavier quickly returns to normal. As already mentioned, he fears losing you more than anything else; that's why he needs a lot of assurances.
♡ the moon (him) x his guiding star (you)
♡ soulmates in every universe
♡ places you above anything and everyone else. you are his world.
♡ exo - growl
♡ exo - angel
♡ eurielle - whispers
⟢ CALEB is your childhood best friend. It was him who always came to the rescue whenever you faced bills or mean girls. Every time you felt insecure or someone hurt your heart, Caleb was here for you, offering you his unconditional love. From early childhood, you were someone more than just a friend, and even more than a familial figure to him. Caleb always loved you. You were and always will be his first and only love. For you Caleb is ready to do anything. Even knowing how powerful you actually are, how your evol can turn everything into ashes, he can't help but worries about you, fussing around as if a mother-hen. It's just because you are so important to him! After everything that he's been through, you became the saving light in the darkness of his life, the only reason why he stays sane. The two of you share a very deep bond, but unfortunately for Caleb you see him only as your precious friend and dear older brother figure, while he painfully yearns for you for many years. Despite the fact that Caleb is pretty obvious about his feelings. His longing gazes and overprotectiveness speak for themselves. Still, Caleb never actually mentioned how he feels about you, because he prefers protecting you from afar. Not that he's absolutely satisfied with being only your friend, but the days spent by your side are his treasure. Caleb still visits you pretty often to play games or watch your favorite anime with you like the good old days.
⟢ ZAYNE is your colleague, and a very close friend of yours. The two of you met at the Akso Hospital and immediately clicked to the great surprise of his colleagues. They couldn't believe that this stoic and even intimidating at times doctor Zayne actually could get along so well with someone. But his fate was sealed once you intuitively felt that Zayne actually was a very good person and tried to get on with him despite his cold expression. You were just so sweet and bubbly, and treated all patients with kindness. Without realizing it, Zayne started seeking meetings with you. More and more often the two of you had lunch together, shared coffee and sweets, and discussed the work and each other's lives. Your growing friendship wasn't actually that surprising given how much in common you and Zayne have. But what he never expected was to fall in love with you after you helped him with his evol. Since your evol is a warm sunlight, it becomes a perfect way to melt his ice whenever his evol gets out of control. No matter how much Zayne objected and refused your help, as soon as your hands touched his frozen palm it was over for Zayne. Despite the fact that he plans to take his feelings for you with him to his grave, Zayne is absolutely smitten with you. He can't help but want to stay by your side even as your friend. The warmth you gave him that day is something Zayne will never forget. You have his heart.
⟢ RAFAYEL is your chance acquaintance, with whom you have a pretty good relationship. One day when you volunteered in an orphanage, the children you took care of were attracted by a mysterious artist. And even though they distracted him from his work, he gently taught them how to draw. It immediately made you warm up to Rafayel despite his sassy attitude. After that day spent with him and the children drawing and launching lanterns, the two of you grew closer. Sometimes Rafayel acts like a little child who can't take care of himself, so your nurturing nature helps a lot. You often visit your friend to make sure he eats properly and drinks enough water. From time to time, Rafayel joins your charity activities, traveling with you around the world. Even though he insists that he does it in search of inspiration, the truth is that Rafayel enjoys your company. You are bright and fun to be around, but not in an overwhelming way. The light of your soul is very attractive and inspiring. You bring an unknown comfort to Rafayel's life, especially given the fact that he's not actually a human and carries a heavy burden on his shoulders. Rafayel treasures you as his important friend. Despite acting nonchalant, he's always here for you.
⟢ SYLUS met you for the first time when he got badly injured and was covered with blood, and you stumbled upon him in the streets. Even though your attempts to heal him only amused Sylus, because his wounds usually heal by themselves, he just couldn't say no to the fussing around him, you. The way you were so sweet even with a monster like him made Sylus grow on you. That's why shortly after this incident you suddenly realized that you started meeting with Sylus more and more often. It seemed like a chance encounter, but of course it is not by accident or pure coincidence. To Sylus, you are someone like a cute little sister he looks after and endears. His respect for you had grown even more when you mentioned how you want to help children from the 109 Zone. Sometimes Sylus feels that you are way too kind for this world, and maybe that's why he adores and protects you so much. He's the type who jokingly teases you about your boyfriend, and how he'll kill him if he'd hurt you (or not actually jokingly?), and his gang including Luke, Kieran, and Mephisto absolutely agree with him.
⟢ TARA is your best friend. Your first encounter happened when you worked at UNICORNS, and since then you and Tara have been inseparable. Her sweet, outgoing, and bubbly personality works so well with you, who is as teasing and bright yet on a more introverted side. Tara is the type of friend who enjoys sleepovers with you, girly stuff like spa days, and, of course, love talks. She was the first person who found out about your mutual feelings for Xavier and encouraged you two to get together. Even now Tara eagerly awaits all news about your relationship progress! But she (mostly) doesn't push you to open up if you don't want to. Together you two go shopping or stay home and do window shopping, play various video games (especially otome games and dating sims), listen to music, and enjoy each other's presence. As already mentioned, both of you are on the teasing side, so playful trolling banter is an indispensable part of your friendship. Jokes aside, Tara is a loyal and fun friend who thinks the world about you and supports you more than anyone else. Sometimes she teases all your admirers that she will steal you from them and marry you herself.
