Hello, I just discovered your works, and they're really cute! But do you still go on here and do you still write fanficfions now?
Thank you! I likely wonât be returning to this account, and I no longer write for idols outside of doing interactive stories on amino which I wonât really post here since the interactions wouldnât work. Iâm trying to get back into writing but itâs the only otome for now which Iâll make a separate account for, this account will stay just in case I do write for idols again one day.
You sat on the couch staring at the TV, lazily flicking through the channels unsure what to watch, stopping when you saw your boyfriend on the screen, you perked up at the sight of him, immediately paying more attention.
Originally, he wouldâve been home by now but to your disappointment he had texted you an hour ago to say heâd be home late, his recording running overtime. He would text you updates throughout to tell you what he was doing and ask what you were doing, but since it was just during his breaks the conversation never lasted long, making you impatiently anticipate his next text.
The show was already over when you finally heard the front door open, Yamada tiredly calling out to you as he walked in. He immediately put his things down before sitting next to you on the couch, leaning against you, he loosely wrapping his arms around your waist, you could feel him relax.
âHow are you Y/N?â He looked into your eyes as he spoke, staring until you answered.
âIâm good, you look tiredâ He nodded, closing his eyes lazily as he continued to lean against you, slightly tightening his grip around your waist. âHave you eaten?â He nodded again before speaking.
âI ate on set, what about you?â You could hear the tiredness in his voice making you stare at him before responding.
âI ate already tooâ He hummed at your response, pulling you closer to him as he did. âAre you sure you donât want to go to be? You seem really tiredâ He just shook his head in response, clearly not planning to get up anytime soon.
âI donât want to get up, youâre comfyâ You chuckled at his response making him smile.
âI really think you should go to bed, youâll be more comfortable thereâ You moved to get up but he didnât loosen his grip, making you unable to move.
You walked behind Kento, following him through the crowd of the amusement park until you both got somewhere quieter. He stopped abruptly, looking back at you and pointing at your feet.
âDo you have blisters? You seem like youâre in painâ He seemed concerned making you nod immediately. He sighed before turning around and kneeling in front of you, his back facing you. âGet on my backâ
âNo no no, everyone will stare at usâ He looked up at you with a light smirk on his face.
âSo? Itâs better than walking in painâ You considered it for a moment before shaking your head. âJust get onâ
âBut-â He made a tsk noise, silencing you immediately. Hesitantly you climbed on his back, placing your arms over his shoulders you felt him hold onto your thighs, standing up and starting to walk as soon as he was sure you were secure.
He walked back into the crowd confidently, still carrying you on his back. You felt people staring at you, looking around you made eye contact with a passerby, breaking eye contact as soon as you could you immediately buried your face in Kentoâs back, trying to block out the stares. You heard and felt Kento chuckle lightly, making you scowl.
âY/N look upâ He said teasingly, with your face still buried in his back you shook your head before replying.
âNoâ
âWhat was that? Youâre muffled I canât hear youâ You could hear the smirk in his voice, but you decided to play along a bit lifting your head slightly.
âI said noâ You lowered your head again as soon as you finished speaking, making Kento laugh. âStop laughing!â
You sat on the park bench and looked down at your wrists, still blank, unlike all your friends who already seemed happy with their soulmates, matching tattoos on their wrists. You couldnât wait to meet your soulmate and finally have your mark appear, but as each day passed you got more worried, fearing that they might have died before you could meet, or they were somewhere you would never go and youâd be apart forever.
You were so focused on your thoughts you didnât notice when a man sat next to you, looking at you worriedly speaking once you sighed again.
âAre you okay?â Startled you looked next to, nodding at the stranger.
âIâm fine just thinkingâ You paused before speaking again âHow long have you been there?â He shrugged at you before replying.
âAbout a minute. Worried you wonât meet your soulmate? You keep staring at your wristsâ You nodded confirming his suspicion, making him smile understandingly before speaking again. âItâll be fine, youâre still young thereâs plenty of time to meet them. I havenât met mine either, seeâ He stopped to roll up his sleeves and hold out his wrists, staring at them in astonishment when he realised they were no longer blank. âWhen did this happenâŠâ He trailed off, trying to think of all the new people heâs met today. Seemingly coming to a realisation he reached for your wrists, adjusting them so he could see them clearly. âLook! You have the same mark as meâ He smiled excitedly at you, putting your marked wrists side by side.
âYouâre rightâŠâ You trailed off before smiling back at him, realising you donât even know his name. âWhatâs your name?â
âMy names Daniel, Kang Daniel. Weâve only just met and I already solved your problem, you must think Iâm really amazing.â He gave you a smug look before speaking again. âWhatâs your name?â
You walked towards your apartment, stopping just before you turned the last corner when you heard familiar voices.
âChinen we said neither of us would confess!â You were sure that was Yamadaâs voice, peeking around the corner you saw both Chinen and Yamada confirming your suspicions, you pulled back again so you wouldnât be seen. You didnât want to eavesdrop, but it would be awkward to walk into their conversation now.
âBut we both really like Y/N! What if they like one of us?â Chinen sounded frustrated, but you were more shocked that your name was mentioned. Deciding youâd heard too much without your presence being known you decided to reveal yourself before the conversation went any further. You took a deep breath before stepping out from behind the wall, Chinen spotting you as soon as you were visible. Yamada had his back towards you, unaware of your presence he was about to continue the conversation before Chinen stopped him, signalling for him to turn around.
You walked towards them with your eyes downcast, both of them staring at you as you moved to unlock the front door. You pushed the door open, looking up at them before speaking.
âWe should talk insideâ They both stared at you for a second before nodding in agreement and walking into your apartment. The three of you made your way to the living room, awkwardly sitting on the couch in silence before Yamada spoke.
âY/N, how much did you hear?â He clearly looked nervous, though you were sure they both already knew youâd heard what they were talking about.
âI heard enough to know the subjectâ You looked down at your hands after you finished replying, unsure where to look. You could feel both of them staring at you, but you still didnât look up until Chinen spoke.
âSo you know that we bothâŠâ He trailed off but you knew what he was implying, nodding your head you noticed them both tense up even more. âWhat do you think? Do you like either of us?â As soon as those words left his mouth you looked up at the both of them before nodding hesitantly, making them both perk up, clearly hoping it was them. There was silence for a few seconds, you werenât sure if you wanted to reveal who you liked in front of both of them, but currently, it seemed unavoidable. As you debated with yourself they both got increasingly nervous but more hopeful at the same time, until Yamada finally broke the silence.
You clutched a flyer in your hand as you looked around the streets, trying to find the pound, it would be much easier if it wasnât on the outskirts of town, somewhere youâd barely been. You were about to go down another street when you heard a voice call out behind you.
âAre you lost?â You turned around to see a kind looking boy staring at you curiously, you nodded at him making him walk closer to you before he continued talking. âWhere are you trying to go? I know this area pretty well.â You held up your flyer to so he could see it clearly.
âIâm going to the pound.â You replied. As soon as those words left your mouth he smiled, obviously very happy with your choice of destination.
âIâm going there too! Follow me.â He starts walking confidently, gesturing you to follow, as soon as you do he starts talking again. âItâs great to have new volunteers~ Iâve been the newest one for monthsâ
âWhy arenât there more?â You ask him curiously. To your surprise, he stops in his tracks before replying.
âIsnât it probably the same reason youâre only starting to volunteer? No one knows where it isâ You nod at his answer when suddenly he held out his hand. âWe should know each otherâs names if weâre going to work together, Iâm Justin.â
âIâm Y/Nâ You shook his hand quickly, the area where your skin touched feeling tingly for a few moments afterwards. He continued walking but this time at a slightly faster pace, only slowing down once you could hear barking in the distance signalling the pound was close. âItâs just around the corner. Inductions start at 9 AM, youâll need to be there since youâre new.â You nodded in understanding before he continued. âWhat do you want to do afterwards? Are you going to work with the dogs or the cats?â He was looking hopefully at you, clearly wanting a certain answer.
âI want to work with the dogs.â You replied, he smiled brightly, clearly, youâd said the answer heâd wanted. âDo you work with the dogs?â
âI do! Iâll make sure you get to walk a really nice one, okay Y/N?â You nodded excitedly at his words, already looking forward to it. You could see an old looking building up ahead, seemingly the source of the barking, your suspicions were proven right when Justin started pointing at it. âThatâs the pound, quite small right?â You nodded, it definitely looked smaller than you thought it would. âBy the way, how often are you planning to volunteer Y/N?â
âJust on Saturdays, I have other commitments on other days.â Youâd wanted to volunteer more, especially if it meant youâd get to see Justin.
âThatâs the same as me, I guess weâll be seeing each other every week then.â He smiled kindly at you, seemingly looking forward to it. You finally reached the pound, Justin opened a gate before leading you inside directing you to an office. âThis is where the inductions start, someone will come soon to show you around, Iâll wait until youâre finished so we can walk the dogs together.â You thanked him before knocking on the door, walking inside as soon as you were given permission.
Inside was a middle-aged lady, she introduced herself as the manager before quickly starting to show you around. As you walked around the compound the barking was deafening, especially when someone approached any of the dog areas.
âOver there are the pound dogs, youâre not allowed in there unless youâre with an employee, do you understand?â She was looking at you sternly making you nod immediately. Suddenly she called Justin over, making him run to your side immediately. âShow Y/N the walking route Justin, I have more paperwork to doâ She left as soon as sheâd finished speaking, leaving you alone with a beaming Justin.
âCome this way Y/N, Iâve already leashed a dog for you.â He leads you back to the gate you entered the pound though, but this time there were two extremely excited dogs waiting. âThis is Chocoâ Justin untied her leash from the fence, handing it to you before untieing the other dog. â This is Max, theyâre siblings, they look a lot alike right?â You nodded as he opened the gate, Choco immediately tried to run out, overpowering you she pulled you forward. âYou need to be more careful Y/N, they donât get to go out enough so theyâre always overly excited.â He grabbed her leash helping you control her, only letting go and starting to walk once he was confident youâd be fine.
You both continued walking in silence, glancing at each other every now and then until you noticed him staring.
âWhat is it? Is there something on my face?â You asked him worriedly, was silent for a few seconds before hesitantly speaking.
âNext week before we come to the pound, do you want to go to a cafe with me? We can eat breakfast together.â You looked at him surprised, making him even more nervous. âItâs okay if you donât want to I ju-â
âAre you asking me on a date?â You asked, cutting him off.
âI think I amâ He looked at you nervously, waiting for your reply.
Would want to confess to you but would find it really hard to do
Heâs just too shy
Goes to do it several times and backs out before finally being successful
Has a mini fanboy session when you say yes
By that I mean he might let out a very high-pitched noise and flail a bit before remembering heâs still in front of you and trying to act cool again
Doesnât really know how to act around you when you first start dating
The awkward phase would be cute but once heâs over it heâd be the best
Tries to be sweet
Lots of random gifts
There doesnât need to be any special occasion if he sees something and it reminds him of you heâll buy and give it to you
At first, he would always plan dates in advance, mainly because he never wants anything to go wrong
Once youâve been dating for awhile lots of improvised dates would happen
Gets really sad if youâre sad
Tries to cheer you up but it might not go very well because now heâs also sad, goes for comforting you instead which he hopes will eventually cheer you up
Lame but really cool at the same time???
Can be clingy but also wants to be left alone sometimes, it all depends on his mood
Comfortable silences
Would hide any negative feelings at first but would eventually start confiding in you a lot
Goes from deep to weird really quickly
Can talk about the meaning of life then go straight to âwhatâs inside my eye bagsâ
Does really romantic things sometimes, usually just out of nowhere
Would be screaming internally while doing those romantic things, he likes doing it he just gets embarrassed
You flinched slightly as insults flew out from the directorâs mouth, remembering you were being filmed you adjusted your expression immediately, trying to look as calm as possible no matter how much the insults hurt. You looked at Ryosuke, your closest friend on set, who was sitting a couple seats away from you. He was glaring furiously at the director, seeing this made you feel slightly relieved, at least someone was on your side. As the insults from the director continued Ryosuke suddenly stood up.
âThis has been a hidden camera!â He said loudly, startling most of the studio.
âWe were only just getting started! Whyâd you reveal it so quickly?!â The director scolded him, receiving a glare in return.
âYou went far enough fake director~â Ryosuke replied in a teasing voice. To you, he seemed mad, but it was clear he was trying to act polite, attempting to end this as cleanly as possible.
Knowing it was a prank comforted you a little bit, but you still felt terrible. âWhat if that is how he actually thinks of me? Was it just a way to express his dislike towards me without consequences?â Several thoughts ran through your head, unable to get rid of them you made sure to finish the filming as quickly as possible so you could get away.
As soon as cut was yelled you quickly went back to your waiting room, intending to quickly completely leave the set. You were making sure you had all your belongings when you heard a knock.
âCome inâ You called out, nervously turning to the direction of the door to see who it is. You sighed loudly in relief when you saw Ryosuke open the door, making him chuckle.
âAre you okay y/n?â Ryosuke suddenly turned serious, approaching you with a clear look of concern on his face. You paused for a moment thinking of how to reply, you didnât want to lie to him and say you were okay when you werenât, but you also didnât want to worry him.
âIâll be fineâ You replied, trying to smile at him. He hummed in acknowledgement before speaking again.
âSo youâre not fineâ He looked into your eyes before quirking an eyebrow. You nodded before looking down, breaking the eye contact. Â âAbsolutely nothing that fake director said was true, youâre an amazing person y/nâ He reassured you. You continued to look down, but what he said next made you look up immediately.
âI only fall in love with amazing people after all.â
Yamada: Initially heâd be startled, asking you what youâre laughing at in a teasing voice. But heâd find the situation funny, eventually laughing as well.
Yuto: Laughter is contagious, heâd start laughing with you quite quickly even if he doesnât know what youâre laughing about.Â
Keito: Heâd be confused, to say the least. Looking at you with a puzzled look heâd try to ask what youâre laughing about if you canât answer heâd eventually give up, trying to figure it out himself but probably being unsuccessful.Â
Yuya: Would immediately try to ask why youâre laughing, if you canât answer heâd just watch you in confusion, probably giggling himself eventually because of the situation.
Yabu: Would find it very cute which would cause him to chuckle as well or maybe even laugh. But he would still be curious about what youâre actually laughing at, making sure to ask you later.
Hikaru: Probably knows the reason for your laughter but would feign ignorance to tease you, jokingly asking why youâre laughing at nothing.
Daiki: Would be extremely curious about the source of your laughter, continuously asking what youâre laughing at as he tries to not laugh himself and fails. His reaction would probably make you laugh more, causing a continuous cycle of laughter. Eventually, youâd both be laughing, but youâd probably have no idea why.
Inoo: Would initially be confused, asking if he did something funny. If you shook your head, heâd just- âWow I can make you laugh without even doing anything, I didnât realise I was that greatâ But after youâre finished laughing curiosity would get to him, heâd want you to tell him what you were actually laughing about.
Chinen: He would find the situation funny, probably almost immediately chuckling at you. Though he would also be quite startled, heâd get over it quickly and just watch you laugh until youâre done.