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[bodilypa1n]

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                      ꒰ ͜͡➸  hiya, call me v

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                        ꒰ ͜͡➸  active mar ‘22

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this is just my vent blog for my relapse. ive had an e/d on and off for 6 years, but i want you to know i want you to be okay. recovery is not linear and that’s okay. don’t hate yourself for hurting. feel free to message me if you need to talk/vent/etc., but please know i will never encourage anyone to hurt themselves.

i have autism, a system, and an e/d (obviously) among many other things & this blog is VERY triggering so proceed with caution. 

my main is @burntpile, i like/follow/comment/message from there.

my system headmate, astra, has her own ed blog @edastra-ed. she’s cooler than me, so give her a follow.

she also has a (low-cal) recipe blog she’s very proud of: @recipesforbusybees.

pls like to let me know you've read this post!

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stats:

5'3

sw: 210

cw: 158

ngw: 155

ugw: ~100

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[frankie31]

[dicompossing0in0process]

✨grunge malespo✨

[bodilypa1n]

BTW IM FINALLY GOING ON T!! kinda worried ab that weight gain but tbh some ppl said its easier to lose weight & gain muscle on T so 🤞hopefully it wont make things worse

[adastra-ed]

may calorie trackers~

hiii me and @bodilypa1n made trackers again this month!! im posting both of them this time~ credit to either of us is appreciated but not required. alternate versions are available below the break!!

[ibuprofengirl]

btw there should be Drink Stores and they should be open 24/7 and they should have Every Drink. coffee tea boba lemonade etc. and they should be on every street every 300 meters. bc girls need drinks

[puppetbilly]

and they should be free. who are they to deny a drink to a girl in need

[vampireskilledme]

I never told you what I do for a living

[feeling-kinda-sad-ngl]

every once in a while i like to watch this video and cry

[mcrgl1tter]

[g0thangel98]

[dollsoup]

another one i will rb everytime i see im not sorry

[doublism]

creep by radiohead isn't funny it happened to me!!!!

[s6sh6]

[adastra-ed]

april calorie tracker~

no, this is not an april fool's prank! @bodilypa1n and i teamed up to make some calorie trackers for our lovely e/d friends. this one is a cute pastel blue theme to welcome in the light from spring!! im rb'ing his right after this so check his out too! credit is nice but not necessary, tho q reblog is appreciated! 💙 let me know if you need a version with just the emojis so you can input your own numbers!

alternate versions under the break (tw: th*nsp*)

if youre reading this i love u! i made these with picsart :3

[bodilypa1n]

april emo calorie tracker

heyoo @adastra-ed and i made matchy-matchy calorie trackers this month. this one has an emo aesthetic bc its spring but im still wearing black. credit not needed but rbs are appreciated if you use it!

alternate versions (with th/ins/po) below the break

these were made with picsart on an android so if any of the emojis arent real emojis im so sorry lmao

[bodilypa1n]

for some reason i have deluded myself into thinking my metabolism isnt all fucked up and that actually the past six months of ab*se i put my body through means nothing actually and im fine ??? if i went back to regular eating id be completely normal i think with zero consequence

[rat-in-a-coffin]

the mentally ill urge to go into a manic episode while blasting pirce the veil and run out in the middle of the night, take a shit load of pills and just lay on the ground and watch the stars as you slowly fade away

[peach-pot]

instead of going on testosterone you should just be bitten by a radioactive cis boy and get more masculine traits spiderman style