Being Weird

[weepingpussywillowtree-deactiva]

sometimes I think about how far we still have to go with consent

my worst relatives try to sneak meat or meat products into my food despite the fact that I'm a vegetarian

my ex's brother gave his mother an edible without her knowledge and when she got freaked out and paranoid they laughed, and people I've told that go "yeah that's shitty but it's just weed"

when I go to the doctor and ask them to describe what they are going to do before touching me they get frustrated

when I ask a friends of a friend who is a small influencer to keep me out of frame in videos they film for social media in public they look at me like I've pissed in their cereal

idk man, we've got a long way to go.

[bookworm73sblog]

Happy Pride!

[hollanovarchive]

Hollanov Amnesia Fics

Ilya Centered

🏒 In Vino Veritas | 3.1k

Ilya gets drunk and refuses to be touched by anyone except his boyfriend. Unfortunately for Shane, Ilya does not realize his boyfriend is the one taking him home.

🏒 The Thing About Jane | 7.4k

Three days after winning his first MVP award, Ilya Rozanov is critically injured in a serious car accident. Through the fog of head trauma, he struggles to remember certain details of his life, which sends him on a personal journey to find the whole truth

🏒 there's no pretending | 13.1k

The term, he’s told, is temporary retrograde amnesia. Ilya doesn’t need the direct translation to understand: he forgot things. Ten years of things

🏒 Missing Hours | 19.7k

Ilya doesn't remember the moment his head hit the pavement or the sound of screeching brakes. He's forgotten he ever left Russia, and the names Yuna Hollander and Shane mean nothing to him, though these people clearly know him pretty well.

🏒 The Knockout Lockout | 23.9k

“…ya – hey! There you are,” the stranger says shakily, one strong hand clutching Ilya’s face. “Fuck, Ilya, you’ve gotta stay awake, okay? They’re coming, just hold on. I’m here.”

🏒 the golden boy and my worst regret | 38.1k

In 2022, Ilya wakes up in a hospital in Ottawa with no memory of how he got there. He has hazy recollections of 2015, but he can't remember anything about the past seven years. He is shocked to learn he is now married to Shane Hollander, a fact that forces him to reconcile the decisions of his past self with the expectations he inherited from his father

🏒 all's well that ends well (to end up with you) | 53.2k

An amnesia fic that sees Ilya wake to a life that he loves, one that he fought for even if he can't remember what that fight looked like. With the hesitant help of Troy Barrett, he'll do everything he can to keep it

Shane Centered

🏒 Am I Married? | 3.0k

Shane wakes up in the hospital, loaded with painkillers, and the most beautiful man he's ever seen is holding his hand

🏒 the body just knows | 3.6k

After the game accident, Ilya goes to visit Shane at the hospital only to find out that Shane had no recollection of the past eight years they've shared together

🏒 Another sweet version of Shane | 3.8k

After that bad accident,Shane caught a temporary amnesia.He forgot something, but as soon as he saw Ilya,he was pretty sure that was his boyfriend

🏒 Still Here, Still Yours | 9.7k

After an on-ice accident leaves Shane Hollander with temporary amnesia, he wakes up believing it’s 2017—only to learn it’s 2023 and that he’s married to Ilya Rozanov

🏒 To Be Remembered, Is To Be Loved | 13.8k

Shane's last memory is July 2010, a.k.a the first time they hooked up in Toronto after shooting the commercial. Problem is, it is 2022, and they have been married for almost a year, but Shane cannot remember the past 12 years of his life with Ilya.

🏒 Signs of Life | 28.3k

Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away

🏒 The Importance of Strawberries | 40.7k

In 2031, Shane wakes up in the hospital certain that it's 2010. Ilya is there to remind him of the two decades he's missed and the life they've built along the way

🏒 A Sound Is Still A Sound Around No One | 43.2k

In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt

🏒 The Second First Time | 59.7k

Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate

🏒 Whatever We Become (I Was There Before It All) | 64.0k

Shane is hurt during a game. Another head injury, only this time the fallout is much more permanent. Mentally he's back in January of 2017 and he's still dating Rose Landry and actively denying his feelings for Rozanov. Only everyone keeps telling him he and Rose broke up, he's gay, and he's in a committed relationship with his rival. Apparently a lot can change in a year.

Fic Rec Post

[mapetitefeedeslilas]

Shane who, before him and Ilya get outed, keeps hearing people, fellow players, his own friends, talk shit about the man he loves and it pains him, so one night he googles "Ilya Rozanov nice person" and ends up in a subreddit where people share stories of celebrities that are surprisingly nice people and the page dedicated if Ilya is full of wholesome stories

hospital personnel from where he used or still visited the paediatric department with the team, parents of patients, even former patients themselves seeing how great, attentive, funny and light-hearted he was

puck bunnies or women he had one night stands with during the years playing for Boston saying he was a phenomenal lover and a consent king, or women that approached him whilst inebriated and whom he gently turned down, bought a bottle of water for and paid for their cabs to get back home safely

neighbours saying he was very polite, people he was nice or helpful to through the years, a mom with a screaming child whose first class seat on a flight to Moscow he gave up so she could have more room for her herself and the baby, a classmate he defended in school, a former teacher saying how smart and talented he was in spite of not having much time to study because he was training a lot, Russian-speakers saying his interviews in his mother tongue are a thing of beauty and incredibly well-spoken, waiters and shop assistants stressing how polite his interactions were

Shane devours these stories with tears in his eyes and a heart about to explode, the tab perpetually open in his phone, incognito mode.

And when someone talks shit about Ilya or when, after their outing, hate starts to be thrown at him even more viciously from the media, he goes back to the tab, just to see that there actually many that agree with him: Ilya, the love of his life, is the most wonderful person

[stainedglasswhimsy]

I want a fic where Jealous Shane is digging for info on Ilya’s hookups but finds this instead

[hollanovarchive]

Hollanov Pre TLG

🏒 The Great Jersey Mix-Up of 2018  | 5.6k

Shane accidentally wears Ilya’s jersey to his team practice. The Voyageurs react about as well as is to be expected, and Hayden jumps to some very confident and very incorrect conclusions

🏒 You take me to bliss (never felt a love like this) | 4.5k

Ilya and Shane smoke weed together for the first time one hot afternoon in June at the cottage.

🏒 A Priceless Collection | 6.1k

Ilya discovers Shane's secret collection of hockey cards and is surprised to see just how many Ilya Rozanov cards Shane has

Use My Skin to Bury Secrets In | 6.2k

It’s been weeks now since he’s been back and the Raiders’ first practice is tomorrow. He’s staring down at the barrel of a long, long few months of solitude. The thought shouldn’t be so daunting still, but it is. It is. It’s different now that Shane is his boyfriend, now that he knows what it’s like to spend long, uninterrupted days together and now that he knows what it is to feel the lack of them.

🏒 Measured In Moments | 6.4k

A collection of moments from Shane and Ilya's first year in a long-distance relationship

🏒 Never Throwing You Away | 8.0k

Shane is frustrated when he shows up at Ilya's house to find out he hasn't packed a single box. An interruption from Cliff Marlow sends him spiraling further, until Ilya shows him just how in love with Shane he is

🏒 short way home | 8.6k

A few months after Ilya joins the Centaurs, his apartment gets a gas leak. It's a perfectly inconvenient time to be out of housing, but luckily, Yuna and David come to the rescue. Now, Ilya just has to survive a week living with in-laws that may or may not hate his guts.

🏒 My love mine all mine | 10.0k

After the cottage, after the confessions, before the trade to Ottawa, Shane and Ilya are adapting to a new version of their relationship, where needs and wants still have to be discussed. They're not great at the whole 'communicating' thing yet, and it all comes to a head when Ilya pushes Shane in the arms of someone else, for what he thinks is the good of everyone involved.

🏒 Centaur of Attention | 10.6k

The missing scene before TLG where Ilya gets traded to Ottawa, and Hayden starts to get suspicious. (this is my fic)

🏒 Find My Irresponsible Boyfriend | 11.6k

Shane and Ilya's texts and location sharing throughout their relationship post-cottage

🏒 The Same But Different | 15.3k

In the time between leaving the cottage and Ilya’s transfer to Ottawa, Shane and Ilya try to navigate their new unfamiliar relationship under old familiar circumstances.

🏒 I already miss you | 16.0k

Ilya is finally seeing Shane for the first time since their summer at the cottage but Shane's parents crash their first evening alone in weeks. Set during that agonising final season Ilya plays for Boston

🏒 Oh I’m Tricky, But You Figured Me Out | 22.7k

Just Shane casually assuming he'll always have to share and never be enough for Ilya and Ilya horrified to realize just how resigned Shane is to assuming Ilya will never be satisfied with him the way Shane is with Ilya

🏒 Best Boyfriend | 47.7k

After “The Cottage” but before The Long Game, it's a game of gifts and gestures.

🏒 All Around You, All the Time | 52.8k

ilya’s first year in ottawa looks a little different than originally planned, maybe sort of because he ends up spending it recovering a broken leg in his boyfriend’s apartment, but probably mostly because he meets jackie pike

🏒 if you ever try to leave me again | 56.7k

During a Boston-Montreal game, Ilya's neck is cut by a skate, and Shane is forced to witness the love of his life bleeding out on the ice in front of him. All of the plans they have made seem to be slipping away before his eyes, right when they were so close to finalizing Ilya's transfer to Ottawa. As they race against the clock to save Ilya's life, Shane reckons with the secrets they have been forced to keep and fears that they might never get to live their truth out in the open.

🏒 The Boston Year | 63.6k

A look at the year that Ilya still played for Boston, except they explicitly state their dom/sub relationship, and explore that dynamic (and kink) together.

🏒 Countdown | 83.5k

There is a year before Ilya can sign with Ottawa, Shane counts down the days until their forever

[unavailabletozombies]

The Ottawa Centaurs love a bet, at any moment there’s at least 2 running and a score board kept in their locker room of who’s winning.

—

How long before Wyatt brings up the latest superhero film during practice?

5 minutes and it’s a rant about a change they made to the villain’s powers which ruined the plot

How many times can someone flirt with Haas before he realises?

Unknown, LaPointe takes pity on the woman after her 7th line and tells a blushing Luca that “she’s not asking about your stamina because she cares about hockey”

How many things can they stack on a passed out Chouinard at Bood’s BBQ before he wakes?

33, and he only wakes because a rookie yelps and he jerks up thinking it’s one of his kids

Before the ‘video that changed the world’ drops, there’s a season long bet on who Ilya’s mystery partner is.

Troy wins - ‘I think someone who works in hockey’ - but Ilya tries to claim he cheated with insider knowledge.

“How could I? You walked away any time I got close to the topic.” Ilya’s dignified response is to stick his tongue out and demand half Troy’s winnings.

After Shane joins the team their bets become ways of affectionately chirping the couple.

How many times will Ilya say ‘my husband’ during a post-game interview?

24 times in a 4 minute clip, Shane is beet red in the locker room as his friends cheer and groan every time another mention is made, but grins as he adds another tally mark next to his name on the score board.

Which rook calls Roz or Hollsy dad first, and who do they say it to?

Luca to Roz, cue Ilya following him around for the rest of the practice

Ilya: “do you see me as a father figure Haas?”

Luca: “Fuck off”

Any other Centaur: “Don’t talk to your father like that!”

How many times can someone flirt with Ilya before Shane gets his ‘murder face’?

1.5, Dykstra starts skating away in fear half way through his second line as he feels the death glare from half the rink away

It’s their favourite way of showing love and even if Wiebe maybe wishes they’d focus more on the game than their bets, he’s more than happy to collect the end of season winner’s prize money.

[hollanovarchive]

Injured Hollanov Fics

This is an ongoing list that will be updated as I read more !!

🏒 The Drive North | 3.4k

When Ilya texts Shane that he's in the hospital with a concussion, Shane drops everything—including sleep—to drive from Montreal to Ottawa to spend a few hours making sure his boyfriend is alive and surviving. He arrives to find his parents already on watch, a drugged-up Ilya speaking Russian, and a night nurse who seems a little too interested in the concerned "friend" by the bedside

🏒 (Ass)inine Confessions | 3.5k

Ilya delivers a TED Talk titled "Shane Hollander 101" and Hayden is the unwilling audience.

🏒 You Have Reached Lily | 3.7k

Hayden calls Lily after Shane’s injury

🏒 For You (I Would Cross the Line) | 4.2k

Shane has always prided himself on his ability to keep his cool on the ice. This changes about halfway through his first season with the Centaurs.

🏒 Bruises Left Behind | 5k

Ilya feels bad for being rough with Shane on ice… Shane, on the other hand, is kinda into it.

🏒 Hold You as the Water Rushes In | 6.4k

Ilya gets hurt during his game against Shane (Centaurs vs Metros)

🏒 Take the Hits | 6.8k

Ilya has made it clear to the Centaurs how this game is going to go. Win the game, watch Shane’s back and send Montreal home crying. But Ilya is faced with watching his worst nightmare from 2017 happen again in front of his eyes. Shane gets hit. Bad.

🏒 Snowy Night | 6.9k

🔒The Centaurs end up in a car accident on a snowy drive

🏒 And If My Last Thoughtd Were if You | 7.5k

The day he finally can invite Shane back to his place, months after the Tuna Melt incident, Ilya got shot instead. He still drove back home, because death can wait, he needs to win Shane back first.

🏒 Roz’s Body Count | 7.7k

Ilya accidentally hits Shane too hard on the ice, and the following chain of events leaves him hollow and uncertain and wishing things could be different

🏒 There I Saw You Standing (Must Have Been the Holy Light) | 8.3k

There’s a sudden cacophony of yells. As Shane turns to find the source of the noise, the only thing he can see is red splattered across the ice and a #81 jersey.

🏒 Still Here, Still Yours | 9.7k

After an on-ice accident leaves Shane Hollander with temporary amnesia, he wakes up believing it’s 2017—only to learn it’s 2023 and that he’s married to Ilya Rozanov.

🏒 Throat Curtain? | 18.2k

When a brutal elbow leaves Shane Hollander spitting blood on the ice, he lands immediately in the hands of the opposing team's dentist. Shane thinks the dentist saw a cavity. The dentist knows he saw a secret.

🏒 A Sound Is Still A Sound Around No One | 43.2k

In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt

[hollanovarchive]

Jealous Hollanov Fics

This is an ongoing list that will be updated as I read more !!

Jealous Ilya

🏒 The Photoshoot | 2.1k

The Centaurs are involved in a sexy photoshoot

🏒 Don’t Go Sharing Your Devotion | 2.4k

Ilya is jealous of men wearing Shane's jersey at the bar.

🏒 Blind Eyes Red | 2.4k

When one has a boyfriend as attractive as Shane Hollander, it is hard to keep everyone from looking at him. Luckily for Ilya, he's mastered the art of pissing people off, especially his boyfriend. And he's just as sure Shane Hollander actually likes it

🏒 Fluent (In Each Other) | 2.7k

Ilya is happy Shane is learning Russian. He just wasn’t prepared for how it would feel to watch someone else teach him, correct him, and make him laugh. Ilya reacts normally. Which is to say: not at all.

🏒 Message Recieved | 2.9k

“Instagram is for… chatting, yes?” Ilya waggled his eyebrows. “But also, for, what do you call it? Sliding into DMs?”

🏒 If You Think I’m Pretty (Lay Your Hands On Me) | 3.8k

someone gets handsy with Shane at Rose's movie premiere, and Ilya reminds him who he belongs to.

🏒 All Eyes on You | 9k

Shane’s Calvin Klein campaign goes viral, not only in the hockey sphere, but all over the internet. Ilya tries (and fails) to not show his jealousy

🏒 Right to be Hellish | 10.7k

Shane is avoiding Ilya. Ilya tries his best not to go batshit crazy

🏒 Pub(l)ic Property : Groin | 11.5k

In which Shane Hollander's pubic hair goes viral, the internet colour-matches it to Pantone 15-1214 (Warm Sand), and Ilya Rozanov - creates accounts on Reddit, TikTok, Instagram, Tumblr, AND YouTube to anonymously defend his not-boyfriend's crotch using genetics Wikipedia and advanced hockey analytics.

Jealous Shane

🏒 The Momager Problem | 2.9k

yuna adopts ilya as her second son via brand deals. shane suffers

🏒 Best Bromance? | 4.3k

When Ilya develops a close bond with his new teammate Troy, Shane has to watch someone be openly friendly with his boyfriend in ways he can’t.

🏒 Better Whip Me If I Misbehave | 4.4k

The jealous Shane/pathetic top Ilya fic where Shane makes Ilya beg for it

🏒 Jealousy Actually | 5.5k

Shane getting jealous over an actress who confessed on national TV that Rozanov is her celebrity crush.

🏒 High on Stardust | 6.3k

Shane scoffs, which isn’t much of a helpful response. So instead, he catches Ilya by surprise and shoves him against the wall, choosing his words carefully. “I’m not jealous, because I know exactly who you belong to. But do you?”

🏒 The Gift | 8.1k

Only a few months after the cottage, Shane meets Svetlana—and goes to great lengths to defeat his jealousy.

🏒 Take the Moon and Make It My Ring | 8.2k

Shane finds some (perfectly explainable) lipstick on Ilya's collar, and they both go through emotional saw traps

🏒 All My Perversions | 16.6k

A sex tape of Ilya with a girl leaks. Shane reacts normally

[socialistexan]

I've rarely seen a more validating sentence in my entire life.

[punished-venom-solitair-e]

reblog to disturb jk rowling

[randomkatefangirl]

And the bots strike once again. 🥲 😂

[hollanovfuckoff]

POV OUTSIDER FIC REC. PART 2

POV CENTAURS

links to prevoius fic recs: A/B/O, POV OUTSIDER PART 1

First of all, my man Troy.

The Phone Number by @dntat-makesthings |2,7k| M

A Fucking Babe |12,7k| M

"Maybe he should ask Ilya for Shane Hollander’s number. Shane was a fucking babe.”

Yeah, well. He is oblivious and hopes that Shane will top him. Oh boy. You can guess how this ends for him.

death wish |2,9k| Teen - Also Troy does not only text Shane, but he explicitly tells Ilya how he likes him later. The title speaks for itself.

it's a fine line (between love and hate)  |4,1k| M - hockey is a foreplay for them. But from the outside it looks like they will break up soon. A classic.

The PDA Jar |8,1k| - Every time the team catches Shane and Ilya in a public display of affection, they have to pay a fine. Do you think it will stop them?

Heated Proximity |3k| E - literally everyone from the Centaurs has a gay awakening while catching Hollanov doing it. Shame there is no chapter for coach Wiebe.

lost in translation |4,5k| M - this is POV OMC, who joins the Centaurs and it's so funny and silly!! good stuff

from the outside - series of 5 works, rated Gen. Honestly you should just read them all, especially Scott Hunter's part. It's so cute

Pinged |8k| not rated - Harris Drover has a gaydar and he is trying to figure out what's Ilya's deal. Perfect!

+ bonus for those who made it to the end of this list

#noticing |2k| Teen - Svetlana's POV! Yay everyone cheered!

[zanniscaramouche]

HOLLANOV FIC REC

I have become obsessed with this genre of fic written in POVs that look at Shane and Ilya's relationship from the outside. Not only do they always bring such neat perspectives and juicy humour, but always a lot of heart. I've found this especially true with fics written specifically from Hayden's eyes. As the best friend of a guy who holds his cards close, his discovery journey's are often a fun and wild ride. 💖remember to kudos & comment on fics you read 💖

Outsider POV

🏒 911, Jackie speaking by camiii / @camiii - 6k “Jackie?” Shane’s question cuts through the silence, and Jackie winces at the frantic rasp of his voice. “Right here, honey.” She tries to keep her voice light, wrapping her hand around Hayden’s wrist and meeting his worried gaze over the phone. “What’s going on?” - Ilya is hurt, but the hospital will only talk to "Jane". zannithinks: what an absolute beauty of a story. Seeing the boys through Jackie's eyes was so special, shattering preconceptions, redefining the meaning of friendship, and highlighting the importance of the right to be there for the ones you love.

🏒 Maybe: Jane by anatomybygreys - 5k The Boston Raiders tease Rozanov about his mystery long distance girlfriend, sending Jane stories and embarrassing pictures of Ilya. Shane and Ilya don’t think much of it - until Theo Michaud gets traded to from Boston to Montreal and updates his contact list. zannithinks: this was perfection, a retroactively obvious but never seen before complication; featuring a lovely sense of team camaraderie and Ilya's attention-loving antics. Special nod to Hayden and Shane who are the definition of Subtle (yikes)

🏒 It’s Always Hollander and Rozanov, Right? by Internerdionality / @internerdionality - 5k Five times Scott Hunter thinks about Hollander and Rozanov together, and the one time he gets to watch. zannithinks: this is what we all secretly wanted! Scott clocking the boys, and liking what he sees more than he thinks he should. That final scene is soooo hot!

🏒 moments to be tolerated by thestarsarewinning - 3k There’s a muffled shout from next door. And another. Hollander, Luca thinks, and then wishes he hadn’t been able to tell. - five times the Centaurs hear Shane and Ilya having sex, and one time no one hears zannithinks: what a fun little ride through the trials and tribulations of having Shane and Ilya on your team, for better or for worse (RIP) those poor boys

🏒 Drunk and Disorderly by FireflyAlchemist - 3k “Wait, Mr. Raiders fan,” Rozanov calls. Constable Sullivan pauses. “I get a phone call, yes?” - Unable to do what he normally does after Montreal games, Ilya goes out to a club, gets super drunk, and ends up getting picked up by Montreal police for public intoxication. Sitting in a holding cell, the only number he can remember is Shane's. zannithinks: what a sweet character study of our favourite bad boy who's secretly a marshmallow. This ends with tooth-rotting sweetness!

🏒 you bottom feeder by heyy_jude - 2k He heard a rough grunt, and then Rozanov’s voice. “Get on your knees.” A muffled thump. Rozanov moaned appreciatively. - Scott Hunter overhears something he shouldn't have. He enjoys it a little too much. zannithinks: ok this is just a fun and fantastic consideration for everyone - Scott deserves more orgasms after all the grief these two give him!

🏒 The Elevator by Lexi_Leckstar - 1k Yuna shot up. “The elevator!” she screamed in horror. - Yuna wakes up the night after Shane and Ilya came out to them. zannithinks: what a funny little premise paired with a big squeeze to the heart from a mom just trying her best.

Hayden Pike POV

🏒 I Like Jane For You by Icopythefax / @exactphoify - 17k After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane. zannithinks: you may notice I say that every fic is my favourite Hayden-discovery fic, but THIS ONE holds a truly special place in my heart. This legitimately had me on the floor unable to breathe through the entire range of human emotions. If you read any fic, it must be this one!

🏒 your good buddy lily by larry_larson / @larcenistarsonist - 17k of all things, hayden doesn't expect a t-shirt to be the thing that exposes it all zannithinks: oooh this one stands out for the way it touches on Hayden's complex emotions surrounding Shane, beyond friendship and into the intricacies of being celebrity athletes. A great look at what's beyond the mask of a supportive best friend, and it isn't always pretty. A standing ovation from me!

🏒 Hayden Gets The Message by KarsKars - 5k He hadn’t meant to look. Honest. He really hadn’t. But Shane was in the shower, and Hayden had picked up what he’d thought was HIS phone. - Hayden starts to put the pieces together and figures things out much sooner than expected. zannithinks: Hayden playing Sherlock Holmes is a kink of mine.

🏒 the other line by Anonymous - 5k Shane's not that subtle. - the phone call from Hayden's side. zannithinks: ok I love the turmoil in this one, and I actually love just how turned on Hayden gets from not only Shane's voice but knowing he's coming undone.

🏒 hayden pike v the ‘lily’ thing by goldengalaxies - 4k “Just hang up.” A very, very familiar Russian voice. What the fuck? Ilya goddamn Rozanov was with Shane, at the cottage. With Shane. - hayden has a long standing dislike for ‘lily’. a second phone call at the cottage makes him dislike lily even more zannithinks: this author has an entire series of outisder POVs focused around the discovery of hollanov, and honestly each one is fantastic! This one I particularly enjoyed for it's short scenes through the whole timeline and Hayden being a true Hater right from the beginning.

🏒 you his boyfriend or something? by ingberry - 2k Shane is at a sports bar in Tampa when people at his table start talking shit about Ilya. It becomes impossible to keep his mouth shut. - an alternative retelling of how Hayden finds out. zannithinks: Technically this isn't Hayden's POV, but... it's still mostly about our beloved best friend. The last few lines took me out at the knees.

🏒 take away the salt from your eyes by playinginthunderstorms / @playinginthunderstorms - 2k "Shane." "What," Shane snaps, yanking off his shirt. Then he freezes, holding onto it with both hands like he's only realized what he's been wearing, and says with equal vehemency, "Fuck," and flings it toward the headboard. "Fuck!" He says again, louder. - Shane gets back to his hotel room after running away from Ilya's place in Boston and panics. Hayden is also there. zannithinks: ok this has to be at the top of my list of Hayden discoveries. The dialogue, the mess of emotions, the authenticity in every word. love love love to see it!

more rec lists: canon/canon divergent | a/b/o + bdsm au | outsider pov + hayden

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[pixiecaps]

Bad Bunny after winning best música urbana album with “DeBÍ TiRAR MáS FOToS” at the 2026 Grammy Awards:

“I’m going to say ICE out. We’re not savage, we’re not animals, we’re not aliens. We are humans and we are Americans. Also, I will say to people, I know it’s tough to know not to hate on these days and I was thinking sometimes, we get contaminados [contaminated], I don’t know how to say that in English. The hate gets more powerful with more hate. The only thing that is more powerful than hate is love. So please, we need to be different. If we fight, we have to do it with love. We don’t hate them. We love our people. We love our family, and that’s the way to do it. With love. Don’t forget that please. Thank you.”

[ilovetimewarpbombie]

The inherent political statement of only speaking in spanish. Of introducing himself by his legal name. Of having most, if not all (don't wanna assume) his background dancers be visibly latinos. Of showing glimpses into the latino experience with such love and care and domesticity (we all laughed at the kid sleeping in the chairs lol), and including ALL latino countries. "The only thing stronger than hate is love." I suppose Joy is all a part of the fight, isn't it?

[ginwuh]

tumblr is my little vague diary. you guys know nothing and everything.

[bookworm73sblog]

Art

[bookworm73sblog]

The Arrival Of Jessamine Lovelace

"Her name is Jessamine Lovelace," she said. "And she's just been orphaned."

Or, the one where the London Institute welcomes Jessamine Lovelace into their world.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/75129786

Read on ao3.