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I want to fall in love again... but my soul is terrified of it.

#i want that feeling back but i am so avoidant now #yearning hours #bpd #actually bpd

I don't know if this is a bpd thing but if I show someone something I like, and they don't like it or have a neutral response to it, I'll stop liking it or I'll just shut down the possibility of sharing anything else with that person.

#bpd #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #actually borderline #bpd vent #borderline thoughts #bpd safe #borderline problems

People need to realize that if you hang around an abuser or someone who supports one, you are just as bad as they are..

Not "wanting to get involved" should only be used in petty disagreements, not when trauma is a factor.

I've known too many people that will just stay neutral in a situation where somebody is being seriously harmed. Either that or they will say they're on your side while still hanging around that person.

Enabling and ignoring is just as deplorable as the actual abuse and shows a lack of care. Don't smile in my face, pretend to give a shit, and support somebody who harmed me.

#ive cut a lot of people off recently because of this #fake friends #fuck you #enabling #vent post #tw abuse #trauma

mothercain

should we listen to the tracks in order or does it not matter

i think every album in the world should be listened to in order

morutecutie-deactivated20250611

unfortunately i DID take what you said to heart and now i’m sobbing and debating on whether i should kill you or kill myself

hikk1pilled

One thing nobody tells you about eating disorders is how boring it is to have one, it's just constant waiting, waiting for my next meal, waiting to see the scale go down, waiting to see results, waiting to hit my next gw, it never ends

What if people know something about me that I don't know about myself? And I'm just a terrible person, but no one is telling me

#intrusive thoughts #bpd #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #actually borderline #adhd #trauma #bpd vent #borderline personality disorder

loaded-lou

Gotta love going from “i love life and life is good” to “i should be dead, i want to die, no one loves me and i should kms” and then back to “life is so good right now”

rottingorchid

trying to express how you feel and just ruining their mood

templetv-deactivated20260211

sorry for being distant all of a sudden, it was either that or screaming and crying and saying irreversibly damaging things to you after you ignored my feelings in favour of yours once again (I can't tell if I'm overreacting or not)

I have no one... all of my friendships are shallow asf... no one cares and neither do I

#bpd #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #actually borderline #bpd vent #borderline personality disorder #cluster b #actually mentally ill #bpd problems #bpd feels

wowlookwhosspirallingagain

bpd is drinking wine, screaming, self h@rm!ng, masturbating, crying, dancing and punching walls all in the span of 30 minutes

borderliner-sapphic

Oop..

#you didnt have to do me like that #actually borderline #actually bpd #being borderline

wowlookwhosspirallingagain

bpd culture is feeling a little bit unwanted and immediately shutting down and isolating from everyone even though you know all it does is make things even worse

My opinions and thoughts are constantly changing. It's pretty annoying. Lol

#i dont know who i am #am i even real lol #bpd #actually bpd #unstable sense of self #actually borderline #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #borderline personality disorder

noroamenial

Trying really fucking hard not to take all this out on someone

pallmallsandashtrays

TRIGGER WARNING: Traumacore and themes of SA ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️

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Why am I left to pick up the broken pieces?? Why do I still have to deal with the contamination you gave me?

Fuck you.

#traumacore #trauma dump #actually traumatized #trauma coping #trauma healing #tw: sa #sa

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