Queen

Cancer Sun, Capricorn Moon, Sagittarius Rising 25y.o.

[womanonthehill]

the things this man makes me feel

[womanonthehill]

@ Makeup by RASIKA

[womanonthehill]

he is insanely gorgeous

[loveisonlyforthebrave8]

happy one year kinnporsche anniversary (vegaspete edition)

[s-leary]

[guzhufuren]

VegasPete + petplay text posts for @petesbubblebutt (pt. 33/35)

bonus:

[chalkrevelations]

I’m sure someone must have talked about this somewhere before, but every now and then I have a new revelation about VP and I’m just, like, how did I not see this before?

In Ep 11, when Pete tells Vegas he’s not eating, and Vegas asks him if he thinks he can choose, and Pete’s response is “I’m not choosing, I’m just not eating” …

Despite all the food = relationship/connection/nurture metaphors salted through their entire storyline, It just hit me that this conversation is a metaphor for what Pete has been doing EMOTIONALLY all this time. Even back with the main family. Possibly for his entire life, the whole time that - he’ll admit in Ep 13 - he’s been feeling empty and useless.

He’s not choosing. He’s just not feeling.

Until he grabs Vegas’s face with both hands the way he grabs that bowl of noodles with both hands. Until he lays back and offers himself up during sex like he slurps down those noodles while making ecstatic little noises. Until he’s reminding himself of Vegas’s touch while weeping into his fucking dinner.

Vegas is the one who makes him feel something. Vegas is the one who feeds him, on 376 different levels. And Vegas can’t force that. He can’t force Pete to feel something any more than he can beat him into eating. It’s only after Vegas reaches back across the chasm to meet Pete’s offered hand (because Vegas is starving emotionally, too) - the way he proves the noodles aren’t poisoned by taking the bowl back from Pete and eating out of it - that Pete’s willing to eat.

I’m just going to be sitting here with my head in my hands for a few minutes. Don’t mind me.

[quantumpsychotic]

It Still Stings: The OA's Power Still Resonates, Despite Its Premature Ending

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Still, the central question remains for so many of The OA’s dedicated fanbase. Where was this show going? Even in this article, my hesitancy in talking about the ins and outs of the series’ plotlines should be clear. It’s a series concerned more with ideas than about sensibility. Marling and Batmanglij are telling a fantastical story, one highlighting the grandness of the world, yet the brutality of its dark corners. It becomes more procedural throughout its two-season run, albeit not less unbelievable. The show taps into the power of dreams, the connection humans have to ancient, holy spaces, our link to animals, and the possibility of multiverses (The OA beat the Marvel movies to the punch in this regard).

[asliceofoceanmist]

bible's ig update: Silver 🖤🖤

[loveisonlyforthebrave8]

vegas theerapanyakul outfit appreciation (part 3: red velvet) (favourite favourite favourite, let me wax poetry over this look)

[guzhufuren]

VegasPete + text posts for @sapphicblight (pt. 31/35)

bonus:

[beaft]

characters who view themselves as tools/weapons first and people second... characters who martyr themselves for a cause because they think that's the only way they can be worth something... characters who push themselves past their breaking point again and again and again... characters for whom devotion and masochism are inseparable... characters whose self-sacrifice becomes self-annihilation...... what was my point again? i had a point. anyway.

[loveisonlyforthebrave8]

vegas theerapanyakul outfit appreciation (part 2: witchy shirt)

[loveisonlyforthebrave8]

this is a vegas theerapanyakul appreciation post.

[bustinbustinbustin]

vegas's necklace chains

[boredvick]

I’ve outlined an entire 17-chapters fic only to realise at the 16th chapter that the ending wasn’t going to be at all what I wanted it to be. I found a compromise that doesn’t work as well but I needed to have my characters do what I want for once.

Always trust Vegas to do whatever he has in mind though.

Needless to say, the ending probably won’t be the one I settled for. He’ll get his way in the end. Fuck you Vegas. (ilysm)

[asliceofoceanmist]

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