Bowie

Venting and other stuff. (Mostly drama)

[bowsanddrama]

Introduction <3

Hi! I'm kinda new to tumblr. This profile is mostly about my social life and thoughts. English is my second language so excuse my bad grammar please!(TW: my profile might trigger some people since I talk a lot about homophobia)

About me:

My pronouns are she/her and I'm bisexual. Unfortunately, my family is very homophobic and I don't have much support except a few friends whom I don't talk with at the moment. This is mostly why I made this account: To talk about my sexuality and make some queer friends. I'm 18 and I'm currently studying for the uni exam.

Interests:

Supernatural

Dc comics

Batfamily

Everything witch related

Worldbuilding

Fiction

Tarot

God of war

Resident evil

Horror games

Horror movies

Heavy metal

Metallica

Pantera

Iron maiden

Judas priest

Guns 'n roses

Nirvana

(Currently trying to learn guitar!)

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This is all for now, thank you for reading.

[sugar-petals]

hot take in a roundabout way i think that's also why so many of us opt out of becoming parents ourselves

[bowsanddrama]

TW

My parents are acting crazy again. So fuckin tired of this shit. I'm so tired. So tired of everything. Tired of violence. Tired of living in fear. Tired of gradually dying inside everyday. I'm so tired of their yelling and anger. What fresh hell am I living in?

[bowsanddrama]

Hi everyone. I need some study tips! I need to study like- URGENTLY. I have two years of curriculum I need to learn in 49 days. There's not much time left for the uni exam and I've been through a lot this year. I couldn't really study cause I'm a procrastinator, I had some family issues, my grandma died unfortunately and my friends broke up with me. I'm done with all that. I have to make my family proud.

[notgreatbob]

''i wasted those years'' who cares. you lived the only life you could've lived in those moments

[callmezeemonic]

You did the best you could with all you had and knew. That was then. Here is now

[thewhimsicalarchives]

Knowledge can’t be taken away from you.

[bowsanddrama]

Trying to motivate myself by reblogging aestethic study stuff....😖😭

[bowsanddrama]

TW: vent post

I had a great day today. I had an exam in the morning and we went for a walk in the beach with my family afterwards. We ate some seafood, went grocery shopping and got ice cream for dessert. I studied a bit more and went to the kitchen to ask my mom if we were going to have ice cream. She hit me and yelled at me when I asked her (cause she's frustrated I guess? Idfk) Then my dad did the same cause I made mom angry. Should've known something was gonna happen. This day was going way too good. I'm so fuckin tired of getting hit and yelled at for the smallest things. Like, why the fuck are you hurtin me? I'm your kid! I thought you loved me but now you're telling me to go to hell cause I wanted ice cream. Wtf. I'm just so fuckin tired of being scared of my own family. I hate being their punching bag. I hate it when they take their anger out on me and apologize 15 minutes later. I hate it when I accept their apologies anyway cause I love them and need them like a fool.

[king-lena]

thinking about what misha said about if cas had been on since s1 that dean would be pregnant with cas’ child a long time ago…… playing off of that idea, thinking about if cas was there from day one as dean’s boyfriend/husband/partner and he kept it hidden that he was an angel. until s4 when he reveals that this whole time he’s been on a mission from heaven to keep dean safe.

[gemgdynamxght]

it’s actually maddening how i moved to an all girls school and my whole family, most of which had attended there, was telling me before, “no! there’s so many lesbians there”, “no! you’ll turn lesbian by the time you leave!” and more.

It implies two things :

* They didn’t expect at least some of the female population to be lesbian (i’m talking like not even 1 or 2 in 5000-6000 TEENagers.)

* They got infected with 🌈🦄 lesbianism 🌈🦄 at some point or at least once

[bowsanddrama]

I go to a religious school too and people are still shocked when they hear there are lesbians.

[imafreakinchud]

i hate praying to a god i don’t even believe in

[bowsanddrama]

So fucking creeped out rn. Yeah, I'm 18 but it's not okay to send anyone dms like this! When you look at my profile, I might seem vulnerable and like an easy catch (which makes this situation worse.) But I have something called common sense. That means I don't sext with a creepy old man on the internet. Stay safe out there, everyone.

[mothtomygrief]

I want a girl who looks at me like she’d fight God herself if it meant keeping me safe

[bowsanddrama]

Story time!

So, I go to a religious school full of bigots. Me and my queer friends created a safe space for ourselves to talk about our feelings. Two of my friends are lesbians and they're dating. This year a new girl came to our class and she came out as bi to us. At first, it was all nice and I tried to talk to her since we're both bi and so she wouldn't feel left out as the new girl. One day, we're talking as usual and she tells my lesbian friends to kiss in front of her to prove they're lesbian. It turned awkward real fast. After some other incidents, we stopped talking with her and I'm glad we did.

[bowsanddrama]

That awkward silence when you open up about your sexuality to your "supportive" friends....

[bowsanddrama]

I just realized my social circle is extremely limited. I can't find anyone I wanna date irl. All I want is a masc lesbian/bi gf. 😭😭

[bowsanddrama]

Procrastinating by watching videos about procrastination.

[bowsanddrama]