BOY / PROPHECY.

i see everything that is my curse 👻 👻 👻 slow + selective fandomless oc est. 10. 02 .17

[mangledmenagerie]

Ask my muse about their tattoos.

[erika-writes]

[etherealsuggestion]

I’m distant but it’s not cute or mysterious; I really want to be closer to people but it’s hard

[thotferatu]

[freaksgifs]

[boyoracle-blog]

bee-tee-dubs: i’m over here, too.

[boyoracle-blog]

me, writing memes: fuc

[boyoracle-blog]

dangeress:

inkskinned:

oh, you think it’s not love because we are only friends? you think this isn’t love? do i not miss her when she’s gone. is her smile not the thing that makes me happy. do we not sit in silence together comfortably. are we both not weird and honest and joyful with each other. am i not proud of her as if she was my blood. right now she’s on vacation and seeing her glowing with the sun makes me so happy for her. i’m sorry if you don’t have something like that; a trust that’s bone-deep, a knowing that you can go for days without speaking and still pick up the place you left off. knowing if you said “help” she’d come running as fast as the wind. but it’s love, you know. found family always is.

[doglets-deactivated20140515]

actually all of my systems are nervous

[inkskinned]

What's the difference between love and obsession?

i asked my therapist this,sitting on the edge of a couch, panicking,because ocd means that you obsess about little things (if i defy the rules,the world ends)and she says: “you love himenoughthat your obsessions take a back seat”and i say, “butdoes he?”and she says, “you love himenoughthat you talk about him in the depth ofa bad night, where everyone else would talk aboutthe white numbness that collides with your life:you talk about himbecause you want him to be happywhile you suffer.”and i say: i obsess easily. I want for normal things. she says:the sun obsesses about the earth, then.no all loveis obsession.

[boyoracle-blog]

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001.     patience / tolerance. roman has an anxious, anxious mind. he has a tendency to get wrapped up in his own thoughts. fabricates a context to fit his paranoia. as a result, he’s been super lonely for the past few years. when meeting someone new he will 10/10: catatrophize, judge, pick.. he’s the worst™ but god, he has such a big heart, and when someone can sit around, muster past the fact he’ll stutter and draw away a few times before he’s comfy, he’ll really, really appreciate it. being one of the most patient idiots since neville chamberlain, ro’s a damn fool for someone that is willing to stick him out. he knows he’s difficult and it shows they care.

002.      be kind to/love animals! and ur mom if you can.. and everyone, ever. this is a little bit of a stretch, but ro’s a sucker for kind people in any degree. don’t like strangers? fine. don’t like your mom/dad? fine. bypass. he can deal. don’t say thank you to waiting staff? dismiss his cat if he stomps over for a cuddle? boi, you boutta get it. except not bc roman doesn’t like fighting. wtvr. just have manners and be nice to the damn cat and he might heart eyes from a distance. p.s. ro’s a mommy’s boy, but fuck dad’s.. but also.. fuck dad’s, ygm?

003.        confidence. 👀 good feckin’ lord, this boy is weak af for someone that knows what, who, and how they want something/someone. it’s probably in line with, ‘date your opposite,’ because god knows he has no idea what the livin’ heck he’s up to. or who he likes. or how he’s meant to use the shit he’s got. or what he’ll be doing this evening (let alone the next few years). someone get this boy a life coach. anyway, confidence is sexy. this translates to both an independent mind/heart (someone who doesn’t give un petit fuck about what people think regarding looks, vibes, whatever) but also! during! sex! ro’s touch-starved and nervous. dick him down. thanks.

[boyoracle-blog]

social media + roman:  1/?

[boyoracle-blog]

THE ROAD BETWEEN. COURTNEY PEPPERNELL. 

it was five o’clock in the morning and i couldn’t sleep / so i drew a breath and released a sigh / wondering / how things would get better / or if i had forgotten how to cry. 

when they told you how much they were suffering, you responded by holding out your hand / but sometimes pain weighs too much / and worse than being too heavy to carry / it’s contagious. 

forgive even when you made a mistake / forgive even when you blamed yourself / forgive even on the days you stayed in bed / forgive all the lies you put inside your head / forgive the the weeks when you felt you couldn’t go on / forgive the illness, because you haven’t done anything wrong.

the ache that sits between your rib cage, it will renew you / ache now, love later.

part one. the cave.

[boyoracle-blog]

what... if i went through some of my poetry books & posted some tht fit for ro? would a poetry spam annoy people? am i gonna do it anyway?

[incorrect-deathnotequotes]

My father didn’t raise me to be a quitter. In fact, my father didn’t raise me.

L (via chainsmcker)

[thegayfleet]

[garbageboy-stinkman]

its true!!