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papayajuan2019

folks, they're saying it's the highest score a body has ever kept

I will not rip out my hair

#daily mantra #bpd mantra #bpd got hands #cptsd struggles #trauma survivor #tw trauma #bpd #bpd feels #bpd got me like #borderline personality disorder #cptsd recovery #she says she'll help me get some rest #and then wakes me up at 8 am this morning #i will not split on my girlfriend #say that outloud three times in a row

heavensghost

sorry for acting batshit crazy I was feeling a little unwanted

bp-demonz

It's days like these man

bp-demonz

I'm gonna shit in my hands and rub it in my eyes

It's days like these man

#i stg #if i wasn't clean for 6 years #I'd have a razor in my hand #no questions asked #bpd got hands #cptsd struggles #trauma survivor #bpd #bpd feels #cptsd recovery #i really just wanna die

when you're heavily dissociated and people are trying to talk to you

dankmemesreasonforliving

If anyone needs me, I'll be screaming at my reflection in the mirror jsyk

#the bpd is bpding #bpd got hands #cptsd struggles #trauma survivor #tw trauma #bpd #bpd feels #bpd got me like #borderline personality disorder #truth #cptsd recovery

misscrazyfangirl321

Thinking about... Grieving the undead.

misscrazyfangirl321

You aren't dead, but you're moving 12 hours away.

You aren't dead, but you're leaving our friend group.

You aren't dead but you've moved to a different state and now we text twice a year.

You aren't dead but you blocked me.

You aren't dead but we stopped talking, not on purpose but so long ago that I wouldn't even know what to say to you now.

You aren't dead but you're a stranger to me now.

You aren't dead but we lost touch and now I don't even remember your username.

You aren't dead but I ended things with you and now we never speak.

You aren't dead but I still have to grieve you. Whether I'd change it if I could or not, you're still a presence that I'm used to and now you won't be there anymore.

And so I grieve.

bpdohwhatajoy

💯 🤣

chronicallyonlinesworld

bp-demonz

It's weeks like these that make me wanna relapse and binge drink again. Like, I am damn near my limit, and shit just keeps piling on 🙃

bp-demonz

funny i say shit like this and things are still actively getting worse, almost as if the universe heard me and was like "yo, bet?"

bp-demonz

I literally relapsed last weekend lfg 🎉

#recovering alcoholic #recovering addict #vent post #bpd got hands #cptsd struggles #trauma survivor #bpd feels #bpd got me like #borderline personality disorder #i hate bpd

U mfs are lucky I'm strong as hell because the amount of times I want to k*ll myself in a week would shock y'all

#aint no joke #deadass #bpd got hands #cptsd struggles #trauma survivor #tw trauma #bpd #bpd feels #bpd got me like #borderline personality disorder #cptsd recovery #truth #fuck this year dude #im so sick of people telling me theyre there for me #but punkin out on last minute when shit gets too heavy #this is why i dont open up #this is why i dont talk about my shit in depth #is because its always too fuckin much #vent posting

fruitblush

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