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i'm skylar and this is my bpd sideblog about for mobile!

[ptsdandflowers]

Me: I’m having such a good time

Brain: sure would suck if you get hit with a low mood, and go nonverbal, and come off as rude and uninterested in your friends

Me:

[bpdminds]

Someone: why are you always so clingy?? 

Me: 

[desnos]

[capitalizetop]

[lessbienreyna]

do you ever just,,, get this impulse to start screaming at people around you to hurt you and abuse you and point out everything that is wrong with you bc youre tired oh my god so tired of everyone being nice bc you dont deserve it??? you just dont you dont deserve love you dont deserve to be treated right you dont deserve it and all you want is people to be honest with you for ONCE and just break you altogether bc same

[yesbpdbabe-deactivated20210115]

isn’t it fucked up to know that you have lifelong mental illnesses that could’ve been easily prevented if you hadn’t had a traumatic childhood lmao

[bpdaliens-blog]

me: I have clinical anxiety and depression and it often limits me from achieving my goals

adults: um.... okay... but can u explain why ur lazy...

[bpdaliens-blog]

wanna help ur local trans, queer and mentally ill kid out?? me and my gf are planning to move in together but we can’t afford a deposit! (we will be able to afford rent, it’s all explained in the gfm) any amount will help us so much!! please reblog if u can’t donate!!

[b4dc0de]

life, or as i like to call it:

[bpdaliens-blog]

wanna help ur local trans, queer and mentally ill kid out?? me and my gf are planning to move in together but we can’t afford a deposit! (we will be able to afford rent, it’s all explained in the gfm) any amount will help us so much!! please reblog if u can’t donate!!

[jumex]

Cmon girls! *dissociates*

[c-ptsdofficial]

my moods swing so fast it gives me whiplash 

[bpdaliens-blog]

wanna help ur local trans, queer and mentally ill kid out?? me and my gf are planning to move in together but we can't afford a deposit! (we will be able to afford rent, it's all explained in the gfm) any amount will help us so much!! please reblog if u can't donate!!

[delusional-borderline]

i personally love torturing myself with memories of my ex fp, more specifically how pathetic i was and all the dumb shit i did to try and keep em and replaying the worst times is my favorite pastime :)

[bluehairedunicorn]

I love how my bpd will. Always. Bring. Up. the. Fukcign. PAST 🙂

[bpdaliens-blog]

shout out to my NT ex friend who’s still pretending to be mentally ill

[bpdconcept]

concept: i’m not the one who loves them or cares about them more and i dont perceive the relationships that way. i dont expect more than someone else can give. i’m secure in where we stand in relationships and do not need constant reassurance that we’re ok.