I'm Trash And I Can't

I've found a nice safe place among all the bpd blogs out there, But I started overloading my main blog with borderline stuff and i thought I'd make my own little bpd side blog? Main is I-declare-a-truce 😊

[i-declare-a-truce]

Sexting guys is so amusing because he’s getting so fucking into it and Im checking my email

[i-declare-a-truce]

Dear Lord, I know he must be one of your angels, but is it okay if I keep him for a little while longer?

A poem i’ll hopefully write one day (via i-declare-a-truce)

[i-declare-a-truce]

Dear God, please let this one love me back.

About the most perfect being to ever grace my existence (via i-declare-a-truce)

[feelboss]

me: i’m fine

internally: *the tunnel scene from willy wonka*

[sid-is-sad]

that bpdfw 7.17.17

ok to rb if you have bpd or bpd traits

[avosoph]

The scary thing about personality disorders is that you’re never quite sure where the illness ends and where you begin

[marshtit]

sometimes i think im overreacting and i dont have The Disorder at all but then i re-read the diagnostic criteria and its a personal fucking drag

[democrips]

fake conversations in your head of you venting to someone

[blandyblaugh-deactivated2018121]

working through trauma by yelling at no one while driving alone

[dandelionpuppy]

validating yourself by imagining situations where bad things happen to people and you save them

[basketcasemp3]

does anyone else feel like….idk how to explain it….like completely disconnected from life around them? constantly going “these are my friends” and “this is my home” and “this is my life” and “this is my body” to remind yourself that you’re not just some timeless floating essence and even those mantras are completely useless and you almost never come down from it and you’re feeling like….everything is real but also completely fake at the same time

[im-choking-on-a-lifesaver]

Please stay, no matter how hard I push you away. Please stay

[anarcho-smarmyism]

*says something kind of mushy to someone i look up to*

*person doesnt respond within 2 minutes*

my Brain Goblin: REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET RE

[sobeitjayt]

Dont start fallin in love just because somebody showing you a little bit of attention

[leviage]

me: I’m mentally ill and struggling to get the energy to do tasks that are necessary for my everyday life

a neurotypical: having you considering taking on several time consuming and tiring hobbies, such as running, getting up at 5am to do yoga, and making green smoothies with 20 ingredients every day

[birdphil]

[redportrait]

[mikedirnts-sideburns]

[akanedee]

if you ever call me annoying, even if it’s just jokingly, the chances of me ever speaking to you again are slim to none because I’ll be so afraid that every little word or sound that comes out of my mouth will aggravate you and make you cringe and hate my existence