certified brain soup

vent blog (kinda) where i post about my experiences with certain conditions | not posting my main

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Intro

call me Soup (they/he)

here i will post my experiences with these things:

autism (diagnosed)

anxiety&ocd (waiting to get diagnosed)

bpd&npd with antisocial&paranoid traits (suspecting, not diagnosed yet)

my current "mascot" is Caesar Zeppeli from JJBA !! i love him so much <3

dni list: fascists, bigots, fakeclaimers, proshippers, radqueer, pro-ana, pro-contact, anti-recovery for any disorder (opposing healing or believing that a disorder makes someone unredeemable), anti-endo

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CAESAR!!!!

this blog has been inactive but yes!!!! Caesar!!!! my boy!!!!

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religion as a concept should be criticized but a lot of posts i see about religion and toxic believers just scream "i hate people with disorders that cause delusions"

no, religious people aren't "delusional" or "stupid", you're just ableist

no, you shouldn't reality check anyone "to make them face the TRUE reality they CHOOSE TO IGNORE", you're ableist and spreading harmful misinformation

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URGHHH I HATE ALL OF THESE FUCKING PEASANTS. So what have we got? Straight white boys saying the n-slur and f-slur and making fat jokes while they’re all skinny. Mentally healthy girls making jokes about and at the expense of schizophrenic people. Bonus points to them because I’ve talked to them before about why and how schizophrenia is not a joke and they should STFU damn it but they still haven’t. And that’s not even all of it.

All of them are worthless or next to worthless to me. I fucking hate these idiots

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i don't fucking trust ableists who make fun of or demonize schizophrenia and narcissism and pretend to accept me and my autism just a quick look at autism history reveals its prior associations with both conditions you either respect us all or no one at all, pick a side

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the amount of abuse tutorials available online is terrifying and the fact that people support such behaviors and demonize the victims for fighting back and just existing is beyond inhumane

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the urge to make a lot of fanart for these two animes with almost dead fandoms in order to revive the fandoms and be treated like a fanart overlord that everyone idolizes... chat i'm extremely motivated

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i recently found out that i in fact have some paranoid traits

i knew something was wrong but didn't know where to look but luckily my hyperfixation on personality disorders saved me in this regard

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being very intelligent, smart, knowledgeable, skilled etc but also making small and stupid mistakes is a horrifying combination

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neurotypicals MIGHT be stupid (not all obviously but enough for me to notice a pattern and be annoyed )

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hi guys i'm famous ^_^

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at first i was like "yeah i want an anxiety diagnosis! it's not as stigmatized as other things i have so i'll be fine!" but then i realized that doctors will use it against me to refuse treatments or even examinations which can possibly kill me

also put medical misogyny on top of that since i haven't transitioned yet

now i'm not so sure - maybe a bit of yelling and pressuring can help so my concerns can be treated seriously

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imperfect victims unite >_<

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seeing all that empathy talk in leftist spaces is exhausting

"what happened to empathy" "empathy is so demonized" "the woke agenda is actually just empathy" "we leftists are better because we feel empathy"

you're mistaking compassion and understanding for empathy while demonizing people that are different than you

you are not a leftist; you are merely a poser; you are no different than a right winger that hates disabled people for being "too weird"

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thank you for the notes <3 ^_^

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all these weirdos who yell about trans people and others and their "delusions" are disgusting ableists

they claim that "we shouldn't play into these degenerates' delusions" as if delusions were actually intentional and malicious

first of all, it's using mental illness as an insult to put someone "in their place" because mentally ill people are seen as undesirable

second of all, it's literally spreading medical misinformation - you ARE supposed to treat delusions as reality in order to help and comfort the person and reality checking can hurt the person or damage your relationship

just more proof that different types of discrimination love to go hand in hand

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having special interests/hyperfixations that you're anxious about is a deadly combination

"wow! i love learning about all these diseases and causes of cancer! i love learning about malware and the dark web! i hope i don't spiral and go insane for the next 2 months"

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seeing all that empathy talk in leftist spaces is exhausting

"what happened to empathy" "empathy is so demonized" "the woke agenda is actually just empathy" "we leftists are better because we feel empathy"

you're mistaking compassion and understanding for empathy while demonizing people that are different than you

you are not a leftist; you are merely a poser; you are no different than a right winger that hates disabled people for being "too weird"