BRANDY WROTE IT

22 Peace and Blessings🤍 Welcome to the inner workings of my brain

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In other news…

I SAW HOZIER LAST FRIDAY OMGGGGGGGG

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I’m a little evil, I’m not the nicest all the time. I feel like every girl should be. Be a little mean ladies, it’s gonna be alright.

Real talk tho… TW⚠️ unsolicited advice

As a woman that also likes women and everything else I can say with full honesty when dealing with the opposite sex, I have found that being nice works 0% of the time. You gotta be strict asl. Men push boundaries to see what they can get away with. So be “evil”, get used to saying no, FULLSTOP. Don’t take shit from nobody. Enforce your boundaries and then double down again. Matter of fact, not only double down, but make him feel like an idiot for asking you more than once.

But low-key this goes for everyone, when it comes to your well-being and the things that you want out of life, there is no settling… there is no negotiation. Be “mean.”

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Everybody take a shot!!!

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And a happy mothafuckin JUNETEENTH to my fellow Soulaans. Freedom looks good on us ✊🏾✊🏾✊🏾🖤💚❤️

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I wake up everyday and am burdened with the responsibility of having to kill the urge to be chosen, just to live with some semblance of peace.

[writingdose]

a writer’s struggle

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Maybe I’m just extra achy today and it’s the body pain talking but, I miss you and I wish I could tell you that. 

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Happy pride month y’all!!!

Especially to those who are a little bit like me, messy and imperfect and lonely.

To those who:

…will never be out to their family

…who know what it’s like to not feel safe

…who have been rejected or cast out

…who rely on found/chosen family

…who are struggling mentally

…who are still figuring it out

…who didn’t think they’d make it this far

Your sister Brandy see and loves you and wishes you a happy and rejuvenating pride month. 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️💕☀️🐳

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As the sun goes down

my heart goes with it

and darkness fills my chest to the brim.

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I’m always telling myself,

That in another life things would have been different

My mom would understand me better and we’d have a stable relationship

My dad would still be around…no drugs

That I’d be loved for who I am, as I am

I’d be prettier

Less intense

Easy on the palate

A sweet taste

No need to preform or act out a caricature of what people think I should be like 

Treated gently, like something precious

Loved deeply

I mourn for what never was and crave it so deeply that the only way I know how to cope is to…

Tell myself that an alternate version of me has all of these things, that in another life things are easier. I don’t feel like I lack anything, That my yearning to be loved is met and satisfied.

Now all I can do is beg and cry out to the man beyond the clouds,

To take away this feeling, this need to feel loved in this life, since I have no access to the other one. 

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Everyone keeps disappointing me and I don’t know what to do with that…

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That feeling when…

you really wanna go

home but you don’t know

where that is….

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I go to school right outside Pittsburgh, so when I’m reading all these “The Pitt” fics on AO3 and they mention a place I’ve been and describe it in such great detail, I’m immediately thinking…”The author is definitely from here,” lol.

and I think that’s so cool🥰

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Yoooo can someone explain to me the phenomenon of all the “Dennis Whitaker is clicker trained” fics on AO3??? They’re so good, but guys what the fuck??😭

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Can I be your x chubby reader fic inspo???

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Weird girls have the best pussy

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Yall it’s the queen’s 22 Birthday yall!!! TURN UPP