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lanasstar

shauna shipman i love you !! you need to die next season but i love you!!

buddiethelcainfan

shauna shipman i will never understand you.

dronyoung

tankhall

In 2018, I wrote down a passing thought in my cheap little leather-bound journal I was writing a collection of songs in that would go on to become Preacher’s Daughter. “If I finish this album the way it needs to be finished, it will change my life, and it will leave a hole in my heart for years that I won’t know how to fill.” I’ve always had a knack for eerily accurate self-premonition. Preacher’s Daughter certainly left a hole, and it certainly changed my life, but only on the outside. All the songs I wrote for it were about characters, a girl in a “faraway” place living her “faraway” life, albeit still parallel to mine, but wholly detached from me. Willoughby was doomed to be closer to home. I wrote Nettles and Waco the same week, the first week I spent in the Alabama house where I would finish Preacher’s Daughter after so many years of trying. The difference was I wrote them about me. There were no characters at first; it was just me. In fact, I wrote them in an attempt to hide from Ethel Cain for a moment. She eventually devoured those little ditties too, of course, as she always does. In hindsight, I’m glad I had to share them with her. I couldn’t have carried the full weight of them myself, I know that now. My premonitions were out in full force; over the course of the next few years, I’d script out my own life in the same morbid fashion I always have. Maybe it was a lesson in not training my eye downward as I’ve spent the majority of my life doing.

I had 3 weeks for the holidays between mixing and submitting Perverts and jumping back into the maw of taming an unfinished Willoughby Tucker. I spent the first three months of 2025 on probation, unable to go much of anywhere, awake only when the sun was down. I’d never mixed a record of that magnitude, which was daunting with deadlines immovable. I remember 9am on my 27th birthday rolling around after being awake for hours whittling away at mixes, announcing the album and entire tour before going back to mix an album that still wasn’t done. I’ve never cried so much finishing a record, and that was before it was even out. Combining your Saturn return, your first shot at true love, and the longest tour of your life is something I would never recommend to anyone. It was the death of both ego and everything around it. I couldn’t be more grateful. Never in my life have I been so turned inside out, so uprooted and unraveled. Looking back, I needed it more than anything.

Thank you to everyone who listened. Ethel Cain and Willoughby Tucker will always be my children, my burnt offerings, what I leave in the storm. Sometimes I wish it didn’t have to be this way, but I also fear it’s the only way. Ethel Cain, Willoughby Tucker, I really will always love you. I hope you can forgive me.

friedobservationdeer

So imdb has dropped the cast list for season 10 episode one. And look what we've got here:

Let's not panic because I have a theory that someone better cook up on ao3 or lmk if it's been done already.

This Valentina Diaz HAS to be either a relative of Eddie (safe option) or one of Eddie's sister's WIFE.

I swear it is canon or headcanon that Adriana is queer? So if her wife joins the 118 we get buddie canon AND INSIGHT into Eddie's childhood with his SISTERS.

But if Valentina is a relative, we still get buddie canon because that relative would've been able to clock Eddie whilst they were kids. And Valentina will probably assume Eddie is dating Buck because she knows that Eddie is queer...giving us what we all desire: Eddie character development + buddie canon

Now if Valentina is a random character we might get Eddie speaking SPANISH (if she speaks it lol)😫

And if Valentina is a secret mystery love interest, then I'll just end my life.

Okay bye xxx

#eddie diaz #911 abc #911onabc #evan buckley #buddie #911 spoilers #911 season 10 #gay eddie diaz #EDDIE DIAZ SISTERS???

You know what I find so funny? The fact that before Buck came out as bisexual and started dating T****, all fics written around that time followed the same narrative:

Eddie: I'm so in love with Buck but he's so straight.

Compared to fics now:

Buck: I'm so in love with Eddie but he's so straight (lies)

The point being, after Buck's 1.0 era in the early seasons, WE ALL thought Buddie would never happen because Eddie was very much queer and Buck was so obviously not.

Therefore, by Buck later coming out as bisexual, it was sort of a subliminal message that the main obstacle to buddie canon has been removed.

Now all we need is some Eddie Diaz character focus (because my headcanon is Eddie's known he's queer for quite some time but the writers dgaf to show us) and then we get buddie canon.

Buddie canon season 10 btw x

*I WANT TO SEE EDDIE'S SISTERS AND I WANT TO HEAR SPANISH AND SWEDISH. I didn't study them for nothing, Tim Minear x

#eddie diaz #911 abc #911onabc #evan buckley #buddie

warpedpuppeteer

New Buddie headcanon just dropped. Eddie as sun-coded and Buck as moon-coded🤌🏽

buddiethelcainfan

Eddie is so sun-bleached flies.

PLEASE TIM MINEAR HEAR MY CRIES.

#MAKE EDDIE GAY #ETHEL CAIN MUST FEATURE IN THE NEW SZN

one-teenage-mess

I cried for like twenty minutes when Van Palmer died. All the way through the end of ep9 and into the beginning of ep10. I have not cried like this over a character death since Natasha Romanoff in 2019. Send help.