Dead Inside

[maybeshehasbpd]

This isn’t a life. I am not alive. There is no way this is it.

[but-im-not-alive]

Even my psychiatrist thinks I'm doing well but death is always calling from the back of my mind

[itsemobunny]

Being passively suicidal is funny as fuck like yeah i don't plan on doing anything and knowing me i never will but the idea of a gun to my head sounds really fucking good right now.

[lullxbyblue]

How are you supposed to just get up and go to school and go to work and come home and make dinner and fold the laundry and not want to kill yourself the whole fucking time.

[maybeshehasbpd]

This isn’t a life. I am not alive. There is no way this is it.

[ufoscomeandgetmeplease]

”I feel like such a temporary person in everyone's life“

[obscurix]

what the fuck did i do SO wrong that i have to feel like this for the rest of my life

[deathcoredoggy]

One minute you’re recovering so well, feeling like life is worth living and you are worth loving. The next you are alone again, feeling 13 years old and harming yourself, reminded of why no one could ever like you in the first place. I fear I will always return back to that person…

[obscurix]

all of my memories have holes and i feel like im constantly running out of time.

[honeypleasejustkillme]

it’s crazy how i have people around me but yet feel so alone and misunderstood.

[a-hospital--for-souls]

I can always kill myself. That's the only comforting thought I have.

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

kinda tired fighting for a life i don’t even want

[but-im-not-alive]

I truly never expected to make it to adulthood, I never planned to make it this far in life, and I'm still stuck in the same mindset I was at 13. I've been medicated, sought therapy, and forced myself to get out of bed every day. Yet I'm still here 14 years later, wishing it would end. "It will get better" is a lie. Everything is worse, and I'm not sure how much longer I can withstand this pain.

[ladygrey111]

The whole, "K*lling urself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" bullshit is spouted by the ignorant lucky ones who have only had temporary problems. Some people's problems are permanent so maybe try offering actual help and support to them rather than regurgitating an overused phrase that means nothing to people with real struggles.

[the-big-mood]

Sad mama dog reunites with her lost puppies. A dog mama named Cora ended up in a shelter after her owner had taken her babies away from her. Depressed, she wouldn’t move away from a corner, so The Marin Humane Society tracked down Cora’s puppies and reunited the family

[ishowdespair-deactivated2026012]

[slaughteringbunnies]

how are ya feeling?