Calx

jirai + lolita he/him

[calxwalx]

Hello! my name is Calx and welcome to my blog! I am a sharing yumeshipper! any other yumeshippers/selfshippers are welcome and I would love to see you guys interact <3 (will I ever be active? probably not but when I am I will try and post some bangers!)

pronouns: he/him, it/its age: 17! (don't be weird) content warning: there will be triggering topics as I do vent on here about sh, Sui-ideation, and mental health issues in general SO PLS PLS PLS continue with caution and stay safe<3 fandoms: BSD, pjsk, d4dj, ensemble stars, a lot of danmei, PMMM or magical girl anime in general, NGE, Nevermore (webcomic), R1999, limbus company, CRK. F/O: Dazai (BSD) - Gregor (limbus company) - eternal sugar + hollyberry(CRK) DNI: jirai-maxxers, homophobic/transphobic, racist, pro-shippers, antis for yumeshipping/selfshipping (aka against fun and whimsy)

[nekovale]

So, I don't know how many Bsd fans are also Fate/Stay Night fans...... BUT I AM and this is the only reason this exists Fate is one of my favorite series and I was listening to the Fate/Zero ost one day because it's one of my fav ost ever... and I started thinking about a possible crossover and it kinda snowballed from there lol Explanations and ramblings under the cut!

For who doesn't know what Fate/Stay Night is about: the gist of it is there's a recurring event where seven mages (masters) summon seven heroic spirits (servants) who fight between each other to win the Holy Grail. Basic things to know are: servants are divided in classes and each has a Noble Phantasm, aka a servant's ultimate weapon/ability; each master has three command spells which compel the servant to obey to three absolute orders; servants need mana to keep existing. said mana is usually provided by the master, but can also be transferred with bodily fluids (that includes sex) The pairs I had thought of for this au are: - berserker!Chuuya + Dazai (in this case the berserker's typical madness happens only with Corruption, which is Chuuya's Noble Phantasm and can be stopped only using a command spell) - saber!Akutagawa + Atsushi - caster!Nikolai + Fyodor - lancer!Bram + Aya - assassin!Nathaniel + Margareth - archer!Mark Twain + Lucy I have absolutely NO idea who to cast as rider lol Kunikida is the Church's overseer though (an impartial judge for the Holy War) I've thought about these combinations for fun since I don't have an overarching plot or anything, just some little disconnected scenes, but I liked the possible interactions with these pairs. I wanted to have characters from the main factions in the series (so like, the Port Mafia, the Agency, the Guild...) but since servants are heroic spirits of the past (and in this au they're not their irl literary counterparts, but characters on their own. Chuuya's real identity would be Arahabaki, etc) I wanted to pick characters who also could have a particular design while fitting the role........... I wanted to put Lovecraft in there too but he's definitely a berserker and I'm not giving up Chuuya for it lol This wip has been eating my brain for literal months, so here it is!! It got me back into doodling just for fun so it was a good time. I actually have more sketches but I feel like these are already a lot lol...... so I'll post those at a later time (also because I'm rewatching ubw now so I might end up doing more....)

[calxwalx]

Never played/watched Fate but now I might for the sole purpose of getting an even better understanding of this au. Also looking for fanfics as we speak!!!

[miseriiangel-deactivated2026010]

me talking about my very much alive best friend as if he died (i worded one sentence wrong and now it sounds like he died when really he just left school)

[calxwalx]

ily too bro <3

[calxwalx]

The universe gave me OCD because it knew I would be to powerful if I was able to handle anxiety in a more productive/healthy way…

[gothwineaunts]

You call it hope—that fire of fire! It is but agony of desire.

[calxwalx]

GOING INSANE GOING INSANE GOING INSANE

[gothwineaunts]

And neither the angels in Heaven above Nor the demons down under the sea Can ever dissever my soul from the soul Of the beautiful Annabel Lee - Edgar Allan Poe, Annabel Lee

[calxwalx]

OH MY GOD. THEY HAVE BLESSED US AGAIN.

[iri-desky]

I'm not elaborating any further than this

[calxwalx]

I have no words.

[majosullivan]

I cannot wait to see the shift in their dynamic after the events of episode 120. It is going to be glorious going forward, since for Montresor, he’s now stuck in a psychological horror, constantly feeling that his sanity might slip away as he desperately attempts to process what the hell is going on. For Will though, he’s just having a bit of a wacky week

<(96/??)

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[calxwalx]

It’s gonna be so much fun seeing :D

[urlocalpestcontrol]

*Ugly crying* WHENNNN???? WHEN GIRL WHENNNNN

[calxwalx]

I NEED to see them interact, talk, lock eyes, sit next to each other again… maybe kiss afterwards as a little treat?

[calxwalx]

The current lack of Gregor merch out there is too painful for me to bear, therefore I will take it upon myself make it. There will hopefully be a custom plushie, doll, keychains, pins, badges, stickers, acrylic stands, photocards + illustrations. Maybe a tapestry? The options are endless because I have saved up money and have a seemingly incurable love for this man.

Also I currently don’t have the means to sell any of this stuff once I make it but maybe I will one day!

Another also, I plan to make nevermore stuff next ^^

[r0sy-maple-m0th]

♕ EAH x Nevermore ♕

full cast lineup!

ORIGINAL POST

CHARACTER SHEETS;; Morella || Berenice || Eulalie || Pluto || Duke || Lenore || Annabel Lee || Prospero || Ada || Montresor || Will

split into their respective groups;;

no real notes for this one since its not the typical character sheet post but yeah here are the full designs! thanks for tagging along ;D

one last tag list;; @itzkawaiiduh @cherie-soup @a-man-in-the-crowd @existentandexhausted

[calxwalx]

I will be thinking of them for the rest of time and gosh this au is so good<333 they look so perfect and amazing and and and and

[thecourtofteeth]

what's wrong with him

[calxwalx]

everything <3

[jiraisupportgroup]

[strawberryfairyflower]

@aghusernamesaredifficult (idk if you call yourself a jirai but I thought of you with this)

[miseriiangel-deactivated2026010]

@calxwalx

[calxwalx]

I WILL BE USING THIS THANK YOU BESTIEEEEEEE

[miseriiangel-deactivated2026010]

Jiraipilled Kandi Cuff!!

[calxwalx]

AHHHH THIS CUFF LOOKS SO CUTE ^^

[calxwalx]

My beautiful wonderful creation:

[alwaysless]

Keep thinking how much Montresor and Duke have in common.

Both are charismatic but tactless scapegrace of their group.

Both like to give people nicknames.

Both are obsessed with attention. They just HAVE to be in the spotlight. Drama queens.

Both have problems with feigned fearlessness. They laugh in the face of danger and flirt with death, and eventually it killed them.

Both are related to cards because Monty is a gambler and Duke is a magician. And now, with an ep122 flashback? «In your other hand» AHA

Both have tactile pet-coded bestie.

I swear to God they would hate it.

[creantzy]

Jayvik as the soup-feeding incident in crime and punishment

Drawn entirely with the Viktor brush btw 😭

[calxwalx]

Creantzy thank you for blessing me with this 🙏🙏🙏