love me anyway .

extremely low activity multimuse .   20+  only .

[castlesfallen]

i feel like my castle's crumbling down / and i watch all my bridges burn to the ground / and you don't want to know me / i will just let you down / you don't wanna know me now .

castlesfallen. an independent , highly private and selective multi-muse blog of various fandoms . this blog will remain extremely low activity as i work a lot and work comes first . 20+ only . minors dni . previously immutatio , entardesers , and mysahs . penned by hayden . thirty - one . she / they .

rules. muses. interest tracker. prompts.

[castlesfallen]

i do plan on writing soon . i've just been busy with working and streaming lately . i'll try to be here a bit over the weekend and get some things queued up then . ily all and thank you for your patience .

[castlesfallen]

small little semi - hiatus because all i've been doing lately is working and playing dbd . i'm not gone , i'm still around and checking in often but just putting a tiny break from writing so i can take away the stress of feeling bad for owing things despite my being low activity to begin with . i'll get to things soon .

[shadowbrn]

@castlesfallen. ❝ why? ❞ c.j. asked, raising an eyebrow at scott, ❝ my sister and i had things under control before you came into the picture . . . we don't need some werewolf swooping in and trying to save us or fix us. ❞

[castlesfallen]

" c.j. , i'm not trying to save anybody . " he was always trying to save somebody . . . everybody . but what good would him admitting that right now do ? " will you please just let me handle this ? "

[subduedrebel]

˚➶ ｡˚ ┊ closed starter for ; @castlesfallen! ┊ ˚➶ ｡˚

❛❛ okay! i know that you didn't just say that to me out loud. ❜❜ the blonde playfully remarked while she couldn't believe what she was hearing from lucas right now. her mouth hanging open from such disbelief. ❛❛ you want to take that back or what? ❜❜ apart of her was only kidding. . . kind of.

[castlesfallen]

oh no , he said it and he meant it . lucas's face is plastered with a playful smile , arm wrapping around her waist to pull her in closer . " or what ? " he mimics her words , tilting his head to meet her gaze . " you know , you keep acting like that and you'll be teaching sawyer how to charm her way out of anything . do you really want to be teaching our daughter that ? "

[subduedrebel]

˚➶ ｡˚ ┊ closed starter for ; @castlesfallen! ┊ ˚➶ ｡˚

❛❛   oh  no,  jamie.  you  do  not  want  to  make  that  mistake!  just  trust  your  aunt  peyton  on  this  one.  it  probably  won't  go  over  well  with  your  parents.  don't  forget  that  i  was  also  your  age  once.  and  i  may  have  not  always  made  the  best  decisions. so,  you  should  trust  your  own  judgement.  ❜❜   she  was  trying  to  give  him  the  best  advice  as  she  could.  knowing  how  it  felt  to  have  also  been  in  his  shoes  once  and  struggling  to  make  the  better  decisions. 

[castlesfallen]

jamie bites his lip for a moment , trying his hardest to hold back the comment on the tip of his tongue . he , however , felt like she had walked right into it on her own . he lifts his head to look up at his aunt , before his gaze falls back to the basketball abandoned on the floor a few feet away . " it's hard to believe you were ever my age once . " he teases with a grin , glancing back up at her moments later . " so am i supposed to trust you or trust myself ? i'm getting mixed signals here , aunt peyton . "

[theha1rarch]

@castlesfallen liked for a (taylor) lyric starter!

"when you are young they assume you know nothing."

[castlesfallen]

" that's insane ! " dustin announces , clearly taking offense to that as his voice raises . " i know more than any of them know ! "

[theha1rarch]

@castlesfallen liked for a (taylor) lyric starter!

"i've never heard silence quite this loud."

[castlesfallen]

" sorry , i was just — " nancy slips her phone into her bag quickly before turning back to steve again . " nevermind . . . what did you say ? "

[theha1rarch]

@castlesfallen liked for a (taylor) lyric starter!

"it feels like a perfect night for breakfast at midnight."

[castlesfallen]

" i'm going to look like a total corpse in the morning but if i say yes . . . would you at least entertain the idea of , i don't know , stop talking and let me sleep ? "

[mcflymemes]

PROMPTS FOR INTIMATE PILLOW TALK *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary

it's funny. sometimes i think i've already fallen in love with you as much as possible... and then we share a night like this.

i'm falling more and more in love with you every day.

what about me turns you on the most?

do you feel connected to me when we're together like that?

was it good for you? is there anything i can do better next time?

you made a few sounds i've never heard before.

are you satisfied by our physical intimacy?

can i get you anything? do you need me to do anything?

you know i love you, right?

that was the best night of my life.

i don't even know who i was last night.

what do my lips taste like when you kiss them?

what's your favorite thing about my body?

i've never done anything like that before.

thanks for going easy on me. clearly i've still got a lot to learn.

you were so gentle with me.

wish we could just stay like this forever.

you can stay the night, you know. you don't have to leave just yet.

you look so beautiful like this.

i could get used to this. nights in bed with you laying beside me.

i just can't stop looking at you. i can't believe you're real.

was i too much for you? did i go too far?

i need to be close to you like this.

can i kiss you again? i promise i won't get carried away.

just stay like that and let me admire how beautiful you are.

no one has ever loved me like that.

i've never been touched like that before.

it's like your body was made for mine.

don't go. don't get out of bed just yet.

i'm not ready to let go of you.

let's just cancel our plans for the day. what do you think?

why don't we just stay like this forever?

come closer. please.

i heard you talking in your sleep.

i didn't know it could feel like that.

i'm glad to share one last moment of calm with you before the storm.

i think we're more than friends.

whatever happens, we'll always have each other. last night is proof of that.

well... that was fun. give me a moment to catch my breath.

we could take a shower together if you wanted.

what time is it? maybe we should go grab lunch.

i'm too comfortable to move. let's just stay right here.

you're really cute when you blush.

thank you for trusting me like that.

i have a confession to make. i think i love you.

your hair's a mess.

what did you dream about?

feel like going another round?

i've never seen you act like that before.

i don't know what came over me.

no, please don't get up. come back to bed.

was it that bad?

i'm sure the neighbors really enjoyed hearing all that.

so... does this change anything between us?

i don't regret a single thing about last night.

would you hold me while we sleep?

i feel safe in your arms.

nothing will take me away from you.

we had a long night. you should get some rest.

you're the best i've ever had.

i'm so in love with you it hurts.

don't hide that beautiful smile from me!

we could try spooning. i hear that's nice.

so... what happens now?

[shadowbrn]

@castlesfallen. ❝ dad, ❞ davis sounded exasperated and he knew it, but he just didn't understand why his dad was making such a big deal out of his relationship. ❝ i don't know what you're talking about. my eyes are . . . totally normal. ❞

[castlesfallen]

" kid , i think you just admitted you had a problem . " cue the smirk making its way to his lips as he leans against the wall . " because i never said anything about the normalcy of your past relationships . i just said you were never the most heart eyes over them like you are with lydia . "

[shadowbrn]

@castlesfallen. ❝ that's . . . literally the least true thing you've ever said. ❞ kaleb pointed out, ❝ there's always something to save. the world isn't just some utopia. ❞

[castlesfallen]

" it's not . of course it's not . but i meant here and — and now . they're all gone . shouldn't we know when it's time to give up ? when it's too late to do anything about it ? i want to help . i want to save lives . but sometimes we're just too late . "

[everdawn]

JUDE knew that madi could play this game for a long time, but so could he; it was the one area where they were far too similar, and it was amusing. he chuckled as she took a few steps closer then raised an eyebrow.  ❛❛ but victory isn't as sweet when it's just handed to you, mads, ❜❜ the male declared with a smirk.  ❛❛ i don't know. why don't you try a few things and see if anything works ? you might make an interesting new discovery. ❜❜

[castlesfallen]

who did madi hate more in this moment ? herself for starting it or jude for his need to drag this on and win ? it's all fun and games to him , to get her to squirm and crack first and she knew that . in all fairness , it had been the same in regards to him . but maybe she had more of a need for him to crack first all of a sudden , if only to be kissed where they stand . " oh yeah ? and what if i don't ? what if i just stand here and drive you crazy until i'm too much for you and you kiss me just to shut me up ? what then ? "

[everdawn]

 ❛❛ THAT'S exactly what someone who's acting weird would say, ❜❜ the older femme pointed out with a smirk, unable to help herself. she let madi avert her gaze and gave her a moment to sort out whatever was going through her head.  ❛❛ then i won't force you to talk about it, mads, ❜❜ quinn concluded as she wrapped an arm around her niece's shoulders.  ❛❛ but there's a reason you asked me to stay. so, i'm ready to listen when and if you do want to talk. ❜❜

[castlesfallen]

" well , maybe i just wanted the company or something . " madi responds , trying to brush it off as if it's nothing . but as she sits there , pulling her knees to her chest in some kind of protective comfort granted to herself , she finds herself getting more into it . " everyone keeps saying i'm , like , in love or whatever but i'm not because that would be stupid and i'm not stupid . it's all just really gross , you know ? "

[everdawn]

WHILE aware that the messy aftermath of his latest fight was the least of his mother's worries, scott was attempting to keep the atmosphere light.  ❛❛ i know, mom. i know, ❜❜ he said reassuringly, letting out another soft sigh before he pulled her into a comforting hug.  ❛❛ it, unfortunately, comes with the whole werewolf and keeping beacon hills safe thing. ❜❜ it would do little to ease her worry, but it was something he had to do.  ❛❛ i can handle it though, i promise. any injuries i get heal almost instantly. ❜❜

[castlesfallen]

" i'm sorry , scott , did you really think that was going to make me ease up on you ? " her words are only coming from a place care and worry for her son , not of actual anger . unless , however , that anger was directed towards the people who constantly try to kill him . " last i checked your injuries usually take hours to fully heal and a lot of those injuries could still be fatal . "

[connief1sher-deactivated2024070]

connie   took   a   step   back   away   from   the   stove   ,   instead   finding   himself   sat   comfortably   at   the   dinner   table.   no   longer   intrigued   by   whatever   steven   had   been   chefing   up   in   the   kitchen.   ❝   i’m   not   hungry   anyways   ,   last   time   you   cooked?   ❞   connie   isn’t   being   truthful   ,   but   it   doesn’t   matter.   a   wide   grin   his   planted   across   his   face.   ❝   i   was   sick   for   days.   ❞

[castlesfallen]

" excuse me ? " steven says automatically as he spins around to face his boyfriend , mouth hanging open in clear offense . " you and your bold faced lies , i swear . i'm going to get you back for that . " he abandons the stove , moving a chair directly in front of conrad before he sits down . " last i checked , you said it was good and wanted more . and you were absolutely fine after eating it . but if you'd prefer to cook for yourself after a long day . . . go for it . "

[laten1ghts-deactivated20240507]

i   look   at   brittany   as   she   hands   me   my   test   back.   hand   flat   on   the   table   top   looking   at   the   other   blonde.   ❝   i   don't   care   if   i   got   it   wrong...   ❞   i   said   before   looking   over   my   test.   i   didn't   want   to   be   stuck   in   lima   for   the   rest   of   my   life.   but   having   a   baby   was   leading   me   to   believe   i   was   gonna   be   stuck   here   anyway.

[castlesfallen]

" okay . " the blonde says simply as quinn tells her if she doesn't care if she got the answer wrong . the cheerio gives off a lighthearted shrug as she looks back down at her own test before her gaze lands back on one of her best friends . " you're , like , really cranky today . "