gracefulghost

3 rainy weather On a jouney to finding a soulmate that is probably pointless

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How I perceive myself

How others perceive me

Jkk I actually don't know how others or I perceive myself.

All I know is that I love rainnnnnn

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Why is tumblr dead.

Is tiktok the new tublr?

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Not that deep

some people will never get it u know.. Even if they get exposed to it. you'll never know if you don't try, but I do understand if you don't want to try, because you dont want to experience the pain of not being understood..

If they dont have the same experiences as you, it is very likely they will never see it like you..

like this image of a deer

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Imagine what is it like being at the brink of maturity.

I like to imagine being middle aged as experiencing like enough so "your demons are calmed and your regrets are forgiven".

This was a youtube comment.

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The pretty privilege

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Can we please stop referring to unhealthy foods as calories?????

I absolutely hate it whenever people refer to unhealthy foods as CALORIE dense like its not about that??!! ITS about the fact the the ingredients is bad, not counting how much energy units it gives? ANY TYPE OF OIL is high in calories?? I wish that they would actually mention what is actually in unhealthy food that makes it unhealthy, for example, saturated fats cause cardiovascular disease exc. and not like Ohh THIS HAS A WHOPPING 1000 CALS. Its honestly annoying.

and Who cares UNLESS your trying to loose weight?? and you wouldn't be overweight unless you have some sort of medical condition if you just eat whole food? IF you want to loose weight just eat like whole foods check the nutritional info and eat less??

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Kill me

I want to die

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It's always so frustrating when you feel like you literally hate someone for no reason

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Like its the little things they do that piss you off so badly...

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Theres no point in trying to find another you.

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You will most likely fail anyway.

At the end of the day, no one will truly understand you. and you will never truly understand anyone. You will never be them and they will never be you. There is a tragedy and also beauty in that.

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How to become more beautiful/Reasons to not be angry

Anger accelerates ageing

You are not punishing unreasonable people

People will think you are unreasonable even if you are right

It's harder to listen to people when they are angry

People want to stay away from angry people

People aren't gonna change

Anger can lead to physical and mental chronic illnesses

There is a part of your brain called the amygdala and the more often you are angry the stronger the neurological pathways are for intense emotions.

Everything will be more than alright if you don't get angry

Instead

just walk away

Because your beauty doesn't deserve to be tainted

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How I want to feel

"The Composer William Bolcom wrote this piece in memory of his father. Bolcom's father was described to as being very gentle and loving and a really good dancer" have to give credit to the bottom video

The top video is my favourite version because I still prefer to hear the melody clearly rather than the unique hazy interpretation. I do know that it is meant to be played with a ghost like feel to it which is different to a usual rag, however the top one makes me feel very melancholic but the bottom one I can barley hear it so I still prefer the top one.

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I just realised that 10 years old girls are so little

I wish to be 10 again, even though I hated myself when I was 10.

taken from an aeroplane at dawn