trying to sleep. INFP/J

So damn tired. They/them +18 only interactions

[caydevakarian]

For those following my fanfic Auras of the Fade on Ao3 please meet Persephone Ingellvar of the Mourn Watch partner to Emmrich and Lucanis.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/62086417/chapters/158793046

its 18+ aka

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Already know I wanna send this to people on June 1

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Audio:

Erika, referencing ebenezer scrooge: You, boy! What day is it?!

Brennan, as a young boy: It's Pride, bitch!

[caydevakarian]

So I've never found a picture of Emmrich sans clothing I've felt fits my interpretation of him, some seem so elderly for a 52 year old. I based him off of Mads Mikkelson who is older and made him a little less muscled. I mean he exercises every morning and someone with a fear of death would definitely take good care of themselves. So being an adequate artist i drew it myself ^^

[caydevakarian]

its real and its mine 💚💜💚 all 400 odd pages of part 1

[caydevakarian]

Next chapter is uppppp and i promise no more illegal cliffhangers... maybe

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[thedaswolves]

🖤 happy World Goth Day 🖤

[caydevakarian]

She finds him like this far too often

[caydevakarian]

Chapter 26 is up! Featuring the art scene i drew and posted yesterday 🌶️🔥

[caydevakarian]

NSFW 👇🔥 🌶️

was figuring out how to post this so its not just... in your face 😅💚💜💚💜

scene from chapter 26 auras of the fade: clear sight

I just couldn't find a pose i liked and had to do it myself, theres also how I imagine his physique considering that older men like Pedro, Mads and Keanu are older and definitely great to look at. i wanted to give it a little go.

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dragon age shitposts

[caydevakarian]

how i feel when I can't even post what I've drawn 😭

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can i please get more pictures like this. this how it feel

[cogneartive]

more examples

[caydevakarian]

honestly with how my fanfic is going...

[caydevakarian]

so this image is a direct reference to this scene in Auras of the Fade: Clear sight Chapter 21!

‘Hmf. No amount of pet names is going to smooth this over.’

‘Professore…’ Lucanis purred

‘Lucanis your charms can only take you so far.’

‘Tesoro, vita mia.’ He smiled

‘That might work on Persephone but I have had years of mindless flattery from my failing students.’ he blushed slightly anyway

Lucanis walked behind his chair and rubbed his shoulders ‘You can’t stay mad forever.’

‘I was planning for an appropriate amount of time.’ he was trying to ignore him

‘So five minutes? Ten?’

‘Do you really think that is an appropriate amount of time to convalesce my anger?’ he looked up at him and Lucanis planted a kiss on his nose. Emmrich crossed his arms. ‘Our family's safety, our friends!’

‘I handled it.’ He kissed his cheek. ‘No one was in danger.’

‘Lucanis, please we’re trying to have a serious discussion.’

‘Mhm very serious.’ he kissed his neck

‘You’re being flippant. This will not work on me.’ he lied ‘You deliberately withheld information.’

‘No I didn’t.’ he nibbled his ear

‘Ah, please this is no time for..’ Lucanis snaked a hand up his chest to unbutton his shirt

‘We’re having a discussion.’ He kept unbuttoning and kissing the older man's neck

‘I think we can do that without any mischief.’ Lucanis moved on to unbuttoning his waist jacket next

‘Mischief? I don’t know the meaning.’ Emmrich felt his tongue on his neck. ‘But I can stop if the discussion is over.’

Emmrich found himself a little lost for words and a little wanting. ‘Well… it still needs discussing.’

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'I only hurt my arm... I can walk.'

'Rook, a hurlock shot you off a cliff and you hit your head. You've thrown up six times.'

'I'm fiiine.'

'Emmrich is going to lose his mind.'

[omabell-illustriert]

I took another picture. Just in case you need Bone Daddy to look at you.

Please don´t reupload

[caydevakarian]

Davrin 'out of weapons not out of options' the grey warden