DayDreamer

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[celestiaink]

My three favourite favourites. 😌✨ You have no idea how serious I am when I say I would marry all three of them. 💍💖

This drawing was a challenge—capturing Sanzu, Ran, and Rindou in one picture turned out to be harder than I expected. 😅 I’m not entirely satisfied with how it came out, but I still wanted to share it with you. 🖤

The inspiration? Rafayl from the game Love and Despair. 🎮 Have you played it? It has such a captivating vibe, and I wanted to channel a bit of that into this piece. 🌌

[celestiaink]

I'm a little obsessed with Tokyo revengers at the moment.

And my baby mikey deserves all the love in the world.💗💕❤️

But I'm not so satisfied with my lines, they're too thick (so sad)

[celestiaink]

I created a new background for my husband's portrait. I adore Izana, and I believe he deserves more recognition than he received in the anime. ❤️❤️❤️His elegance is truly captivating, and I aimed to capture that essence in my drawing. However, I must admit that I didn't quite achieve the desired effect with the background.

The things I would let him do to me. 🙂‍↕️🫣

[rosaliestoasterstrudle]

[quasirr]

Ran Haitani the man that you ARE.

I wanted to color one of my traditional sketches and lowkey it turned out so good wtf

[celestiaink]

I had to draw this dragon tatoo on draken's back. 😮‍💨

[celestiaink]

That's how I would imagine Ran Haitani on the cover of the Japan Vouge. 💜😈🙇‍♀️

The drawing was incredibly fun for me❤️🥰

[celestiaink]

Embarking on my first drawing post! 🎨✨ Presenting Izana from Tokyo Revengers in a stylish twist. Join me on this artistic journey through the fashionable world of Tokyo Revengers characters. 🌟

[celestiaink]

Haikyuu headcanons part 1

When there S/o wear their volleyball Shirt. How it comes and how they react.

Nishinoya Yuu

•The idea was less yours than his. He had mentioned it at the very beginning of your relationship and said how great he would find it if you would put on his libero shirt.

• For a long time the topic had already been forgotten and Nishinoya was deeply involved in his training. Which meant that you two hardly got to see each other anymore

• Of course you knew how important the next competition  is for the Karasuno volleyball team and for nishinoya, which is why you support him with all your heart

• even if you miss him very much you try to help him with everything. One evening you went to his house to bring him something to eat. but his mother opened the door, since he was not there, so she asked you in. You sit in his room and wait for him.

• his training shirt was hanging on the door and you took it and soaked up the smell. it smelled of him and your longing only grew stronger. Without thinking much about it you put on his shirt.

• when suddenly the door opened and Nishinoya stood there. You looked at your friend in shock when he saw you in his shirt and his eyes sparkled. Your face went red and you wanted to say something, but immediately fell silent with nishinoya's hug and praise. "You look great S / o- chan. Please come to my next game in this shirt. Then I'm even more motivated"

Asahi Azumane

 •Asahi is not a type to tell you about his wishes. Rather, he wants to fulfill all of your wishes. And honestly, Asahi never really thought about how he would feel if you put his shirt on.

• So this situation happened rather accidentally without intention on both sides. But this sight - you in his shirt - that changes a lot for you both.

• You paid a visit to the volleyball team to make sure your boyfriend wasn't overworking. Because even if the game is very important for the team, they have the bad habit of training beyond their limits.

• In a moment of inattention, the ball hit you when you were about to fill up the water bottles and you got wet.

• The whole team apologizes to you on the spot. Asahi tries to help you dry as much as possible and to caution the others. You just wave it off and ask asahi for a dry shirt from him which he will immediately hand over to you

• When you changed your clothes and went back to the others, some of the players had to smile because the shirt was clearly too big for you, but you didn't mind. And Asahi? Until now, he didn't even know how much he wanted to see you in one of his shirts. The sight was adorable. He takes you in his arms and smiles "You should wear my things more often." You smile at him and you flushed your face a little and nodded in agreement. how could you knock him off a favor?

Kageyama Tobio

• You were frustrated It was nothing new that Kageyama is not the brightest when it comes to interpersonal relationships. All he has in mind is volleyball.

• For a few weeks now, you have made it your goal to put on his trikot in a official  game and cheer him on. You absolutely wanted it. Where did this desire come from? The basketball team. Or the girlfriends of some players. They're talking about this great feeling when they wear their boyfriend's tricot.

• and you want that too. but kageyama doesn't seem to understand. you used almost everything on your box of tricks. You intentionally forgot your umbrella in the rain. You stumbled and ended up in the dirt. You even stayed with him and left your sleeping stuff at home. But all of that was a failure. Instead, he gives you his umbrella or he asks Shizume for replacement clothes and lends you his mother's pajamas.

• It was just frustrating. At least you only wanted to put on his shirt once. Kageyama meanwhile notices your mood and wonders what is going on and what makes you so sad.

•It was another rainy day and again you fogot your umbrella. But you didn't care anyway since you accepted it. You ran through the rain and are caught up by kageyama - who also drenched his way to you - and finally ends up at his home. He leaves the bathroom to you first and meanwhile wanted to find dry cloth for you. After you finished showering you saw his jersey hanging on the door. Without thinking much about it you put it on and knew directly what feeling the girls had described.

• There was a knock and kageyama announced itself before he entered the bathroom and immediately came to a still. He saw you in his jersey and his heart was pounding much harder and faster. He suddenly noticed how warm it was getting around. "You have my jersey on? Aren't you uncomfortable?" You just shake your head and leave the bathroom but yell after him "I'm going to keep it okay?" and left a flustered boyfriend behind.

[celestiaink]

Hey, can I request a Haikyu scenario with Sugawara and how the first date would go with him and s / o. Thank you very much (and sry for my bad english)

Hey Thank you for your request I had lot of fun writing this cute Headcanon with Sugawara.

Sugawara:

•sugawa ha been exited and nervous all the time since he asked you about the date and you said yes.

He is unfocused and absent  at school and during training.

• his volleyball colleagues have already noticed this and are teasing him a bit.

But they are very happy for both of you that you finally managed to get together. They all give Sugawara tips for your first date. But the useful ones come from daichi ennoshita and yamagushi

• on the day of your date, sugawara gets up early to think through the days schedule again before he gets ready and making your way to you.

•He will pick you up classically from home and when you standing in front of him , the blush will shoot him in the face and he compliments you how cute you look.

•you spend the day in an amusement park where you try out all the attractions you want. He'll buy you Cotton candy  and wins a soft toy for you.

•When the day is over and the  night falls in you both are exhausted but the day is not over. As a surprise sugawara asked nishinoya and tanaka to organize a picnic in the park. And the two if them did a great job. Secluded from others and under the stars there is a lot to eat.

•A good balance to the day in the amusement park full of fun moment and a lot of action. During the picnic you two have time to rest and just talk to each other while watching the stars.

•towards the end sugawa brings you back home and thanks you for the great day and hopes for a continuation. His highlight ist when you agree and say Goodbye to him with a kiss

[celestiaink]

Headcanons Haikyuu Captains

Daichi, Oikawa, Kuroo, Bokuto, Ushijima with a S/O who is also a sportler.

Daichi Sawamura:

 •Support you wherever he can, if he himself has no training.

•  is good to cheer you up and give tips if you don't know what to do next.

• He is very understanding if you cannot come to his games because you have one yourself on that day. He also tries to be there regularly at your games.

• He waves to you and nods encouragingly. If you win, he praises you and hugs you immediately. If you lose then you can be sure that he is there and comforting you as much as possible

• When you are at his games he looks at where are you sitting. It calms him to know that you are there and he tries to do his best

• If he wins, he looks at you immediately and smiles happily at you. If he loses and has to be strong as a captain for everyone he wants to let his despair and frustration out when he is with you. So let him cry and be there for him.

Oikawa Tooru:

• He thinks it's great that you are an athlete and have your own team. He always wants your attention but training and volleyball are his great love next to you.

• After training, he wants your attention again. he loves that you are as passionate about your sport as he is about his. but be careful if he realizes that you devote your time too much to sport, he will be jealous.

• if it is up to him, he wants you to be at each of his games. He knows that it's not always possible but it doesn't stop him from sulking and whining at his comrades.

• When you're at his games you cheer him on loudly. He grins at you and shows off to his teammates. If he wins then you can expect many kisses and he wants to be praised by you. but should he lose oh boy you need a lot of patience with him. you should leave him alone he will report back on his own  then you can cheer him up and comfort him

• actually you don’t want him to be at your games. He is incredibly popular and draws everyone's attention to him. first he is offended because he really wants to see you play. but then he is curious and still goes to your games. hidden of course

• he is amazed when he sees you playing and can't wait to see you after the game. If you win he says it's no wonder you're great and unbeatable with him as a boyfriend. if you lose he tries everything to lift your spirits

Kuroo Tetsurou:

• he likes to talk to you about your sports. he also tries to learn the rules and positions so that he understands what is going on in your games.

• but most of the time he doesn't just want to spend time with you doing sports but with the things that all couples do. Like watching movies, eating ice cream and eating outside.

• He has no problem if you can't make it to his games but you shouldn't be offended if he doesn't get to yours.

• but when you're at his games you almost behave like a cheerleader. you can be sure that he will tease you with it in the future. if he wins you run stormily towards him and rejoice as if it were your victory. If he loses he'll try to play it down then you have to be persistent and say that  it's okay to cry in front of you you'll catch him.

• if he is at your games he tries everything to embarrass you. Kuroo is impressed by how good you are in your sport. if you win, he invites you to eat and celebrates victory with you. if you lose he invites you to eat and tries to comfort you as much as he can.

Bokuto Kotaro:

• he is beyond delighted when you said that you are in a sports club. He gesticulates wildly when he asks you questions about the sport.

• He always cheers you on and is amazed at how good you are at it. when he sees reports about you in newspapers he collects them and shows them to you proudly.

• bokuto absolutely wants to be there at all your games and cheer you on. At every point you do he calls through the hall that you are his girlfriend.

• When you win his eyes light up and he tells everyone in his row that he is proud that you are his girlfriend.If you lose, he immediately searches for you and shows you the newspaper articles you were in and remembers that you are made for the sport.

• He is very happy when he discovers you at his games. he waves at you wildly and shout that he will win for you. you are also excited and always looking forward to his games.

• If he wins, he turns with cheers to you and says he has promised you. if he loses then he is like a child. he is offended and disappointed. then you have to praise him that he played great and the other team was more lucky.

Ushijima Wakatoshi:

• Ushijima was not surprised when you told him that you were in your own sports club. Your endurance is good and your figure is sporty. he already knew you were doing sports.

• He gets information about your sport to talk to if it should be a topic. As an athlete, he knows what pressure you are exposed to and is very careful that you not overwork yourself.

• You two are very determined and know exactly where you want to be in sport. that's why your partner's sport comes a little short for you. But none of you are angry if a game has been forgotten by the other.

• But you two are always there for important games. when you are at his games you are silent but delight him internally. you can't see it but he tries to look cooler when you are there.

• if he wins he takes it for granted so it's hard to praise him. But if you do it anyway, he feels a little bit proud. if he loses then he thinks it is because he is training too little and even increases his training. Then you have to keep an eye on him and stop him when he exaggerates.

• When he's at your games, he sits in front and watches you closely. that makes you a little nervous. If you win, he congratulates you and even says that you were the best in the game. if you blush, he just grins. If you lose then he will comfort you with a hug and suggest you train together next time.

[celestiaink]

Headcanon with Allen, Kanda and Lavi with their S/O on Mission.

Allen:

☆ is very worried at first but as soon as you sit in the train he looks forward to your time together

☆ In the hotel, he suggests sleeping together in a room.

☆ but as innocent as our little cinnamon is, he means sleeping  in the same room but not in the same bed. Now imagine our poor Allen if he just  stand in front of a queen-size bed.

☆ of course you tease him and say he would have planned it from the start. And he denies this with a red head and tries to explain with stammering and waving arms that he has no intention in this direction.

☆ In a fight with Akumas, he tries to leave you out as best he can and and  to kill them alone. but if that is not possible and you get into a fight then he worries and tries to be with you as soon as possible

☆ back in the black order his worry and tension subsides and he only wants to lie in bed with you and rest.

Kanda:

▪ Kanda is not a big fan of mixing private and work, so you have to be able to take care of yourself. It would be annoying for him if you would only rely on him

▪ Kanda needs to know that you are fine if he is not around, so he is looking for someone on a similar level as him in a partner.

▪ On the train he is silent as always, but he likes it when you talk to him. Your voice calms him down and he always learns something new about you

▪ In the hotel he booked separate rooms but didn't find it bad if there was only one left. but if there is only one bed, he shows himself unaffected but is more than nervous on the  inside.

▪ Even if he separates private and work, he appreciates the undisturbed time with you. As long as you are not in a fight or inquiries, he has nothing against togetherness.

▪ back in the black order he expects professionalism and a distance. In the room you can keep him company and rest there with him on what he insists to make sure that you also recover your strength.

Lavi:

♡ Lavi sees it much like Allen. He doesn't like letting you fight alone and always tries to strengthen your back. Lavi needs someone who knows his limits and does not plunge into daring battles.

♡ It is important to him that you can pull back and leave the rest to him when you reach your limits. You have to trust him and he has to be able to trust you.

♡ It is never quiet with him on your train journeys. there is a lot of laughing and joking. Sometimes when you don't feel like talking you can read in pleasant silence.

♡ in the hotel, lavi immediately requests a room with only one bed. this daredevil doesn't even try to hide his intention instead he grins mischievously at you and makes sure that everyone knows that you are together.

♡ Sometimes or always lavi forgets that you are only in the hotel because of your mission then you have to stop him at his approaches. Then he pouts a little but then sets out to finish the mission.

♡ At headquarters, he follows you to the room and just lies down with you. While you want to sleep, he has other plans

" let's continue where we stopped in the hotel"

[celestiaink]

It was driving her crazy. She had been trying to make Allen jealous since this morning. But every attempt failed.

He is and remains a true gentleman. Always friendly and polite. Although she was a little disappointed, she quickly accepted it. She had fallen in love with him because of his soft heart. Slowly she makes her way to her room. When she was about to close the door, she was held open and Allen entered the room.

"Allen ..." she said in surprise, "what are you doing here?" He usually never came to her room without telling her before.

He came closer to her and pushed her to the door. He stroke a strand of hair behind her ear and lean against her. "Didn't you want that?"

She held her breath and looked at him in surprise. "What do you mean?" Allen had to laugh. Sometimes she was really naive.

"Wasn't the action, you pulled all day, to draw my attention to you?" Allen gently stroked her blouse ,over her shoulder with his fingers and exposed her neck. You could easily see purple spots there.

"Why are you hiding them? Do I have to give you new ones? So that the guys know who you belong to?" He leaned back, against her neck and gave her a gentle kiss before saying anything.

A slight moan escaped her lips, which made him grin. He was eager and bit into the place, he was kissing. He leaned back and looked her in the eye. Her face was all red. The lower lip between her teeth and the look in her eyes made him shiver. He stroked her cheek and whispered so quietly that only she could hear it.

"No one else is allowed to see you like this. This sight is for my eyes only. Don't forget that."

German:

Es machte sie wahnsinnig. Schon seit heute Morgen versuchte sie Allen eifersüchtig zu machen. Doch jeder Versuch schlug fehl. Er ist und bleibt doch ein wahrer Gentleman. Stets freundlich und höflich.

Sie war zwar ein klein wenig enttäuscht aber nahm es schnell hin. Sie hatte sich ja auch wegen seines weichen Herz in ihn verliebt.

Langsam macht sie sich auf dem weg in ihr Zimmer und als sie kurz davor war die Türe zu schließen , wurde sie auf gehalten und Allen betrat den Raum.

"Allen..." rief sie überrascht "was machst du denn hier?" Er kam normalerweise nie ohne Ankündigung in ihr Zimmer.

Er kam ihr näher und drückte sie an die Tür. Strich ihr die Haarsträhne hinter dem Ohr und lehnt sich zu ihr. "Wolltest du das nicht?"

Sie hielt den Atem an und schaute ihn verwundert an. "Was meinst du?"

Allen musste lachen. Manchmal war sie echt naiv.

"War die Aktion, die du den ganzen tag abgezogen hast, nicht dazu meine Aufmerksamkeit auf dich zu lenken?"

Allen strich mit seinen Fingern ganz sacht ihre Bluse über die Schulter und legte ihren Nacken frei. Ganz leicht konnte man dort lila Flecken entdecken.

"Wieso versteckst du sie? Muss ich dir neue verpassen? Sodass die Typen wissen zu wem du gehörst?" Damit lehnte er sich zu ihren Nacken und gab ihr zuerst einen sanften Kuss, ehe er daran zu saugen begann. Ein leises stöhnen entkam ihren Lippen, was ihn zum grinsen brachte. Sein Feuer wurde entfacht und er biss in die stelle. Er lehnte sich zurück und schaute ihr in die Augen. Sie war ganz rot im Gesicht. Die Unterlippe zwischen ihren Zähnen und der Ausdruck in ihren Augen ließen ihn errschaudern.

Er strich ihr über die Wange und flüstert so leise das nur sie es hören kann

"Niemand sonst darf dich so sehen. Dieser Anblick ist nur für meine Augen. Vergiss das nicht."

[celestiaink]

Oikawa (Jealousy)

English:

Angrily he followed what was happening at the school gate, a few meters in front of him.

His eyes, filled with  raging anger wich was hard to miss.

Oikawa's girlfriend was there with another boy, laughing.

Too familiar for his liking.

He didn't like it at all.

No.

Even worse.

It made him range with jealousy.

How dare the guy even looing at what is his!

He doesn't seriously think he had a chance.

 Does he want to steal his girlfriend?

This thought only increased the anger in Oikawa.

He walked to the two with brisk steps, putting on his innocent mask.

"My dearest," he put his arm around her waist and gripped her tightly.

"Who's your new friend."

Both, the boy and the girl in Oikawa's arms stiffen.

"It is probably time to go. We will see each other for sure."  the troublemaker says his goodbye and leaves.

Oikawa's girlfriend only waved goodbye and also wanted to put some distance to oikawa.

But he had other plans.

With his mask off, he took her chin and forced her to look at him.

"Baby I asked you a question. If you know what is good for you, you better answer me."

German:

Zornig verfolgte er das Geschehen welches sich am Schultor ,einige Meter vor ihm, abspielte. In seinen Augen, war die rasende Wut kaum zu übersehen.

Oikawas Freundin stand dort mit einem anderen Jungen.Lachend. In seinen Augen viel zu vertraut. Er mochte es gar nicht. Nein. Noch schlimmer. Es machte ihn rasend vor Eifersucht. Wie konnte der typ es wagen, seine Versprochene überhaupt anzusehen! Er denkt doch nicht ernsthaft, dass er eine Chance hatte. Oder? 

Will er ihm die Freundin ausspannen?

Dieser Gedanke ließ die Wut in Oikawa nur weiter steigen.

Er ging ,mit zügigen Schritten, zu den beiden und setzte dabei wieder seine unschuldige Maske auf.

"Meine Liebste, " er legte demonstrierend seinen Arm um ihre Taille und packte sie fest.

"Wer ist dein neuer Freund."

Sowohl der Junge als auch das Mädchen in Oikawas Armen versteifen sich.

"Es ist wohl an der Zeit zu gehen. Es hat mich gefreut.  Wir sehen uns bestimmt." Damit verabschiedet sich der Störenfried und ging.

Oikawas Freundin winkte nur zum Abschied und wollte ebenfalls etwas Abstand zu oikawa bringen. Doch der hatte andere Pläne. Seine Maske abgelegen, nahm er ihren Kinn und zwang sie, ihn anzusehen.

" Baby, ich habe dir eine Frage gestellt. Wenn du weißt was gut für dich ist, antwortest du mir besser."

[celestiaink]

English:

Tears streamed down her rosy cheeks and it doesn't seem like it will subside in the next few minutes.

"But why...?" She whispers so sad and softly, with a touch of melancholy that it almost tore his heart.

But that was the best way. He was still a bookman. He had been involved in her affairs for too long. For far too long he was blinded by the idea of ​​being an exorcist in the first place. But above all, he was so close to falling in love with the young girl in front of him. The panda already noticed that.

He had to end it before there was no going back.

"It's better that way. We should avoid each other." His answer was cold. No emotions that could point to his inner being.

 "But ... But I love you Lavi." Her whimpering and sobbing grew stronger and lavi had to use all his willpower so that you couldn’t see how hard it was for him.

"You can't love someone unless you love yourself first. " That sentence hurt him so much. He knew what was going on with her mental state. Your concern and manifested fear of being worthless . It was so unfair of him to hold that up to her now. He couldn't bear himself at the moment.

She laughed dryly and cynically. "Bullshit. I have never loved myself. But you... Oh God, I loved you so much I forgot what hating myself felt like." 

He couldn't take it any further. He ran away. Left her in the hall and fled. He didn't care that she now knew he had lied all the time. He didn't care what the panda thought of it. His heart made it impossible for him to endure longer. He wanted to end it all before it was too late. But it looked like it was too late a long time ago.

German:

Tränen strömten über ihre rosige Wangen und es scheint nicht so als würde das in den nächsten Minuten nachlassen.

"Wieso...?"  Flüstert sie so sanft und leise, mit einem touch Wehmut, dass es ihm beinahe das Herz zerriss.

Doch so war es am besten. Er war nach wie vor ein Bookman. Er hatte sich schon zu lange in die Angelegenheiten von ihr eingemischt. Viel zu lange war er geblendet von dem Gedanken in erster Linie Exorzist zu sein. Doch vor allem war er so kurz davor, sich in das junge Mädchen vor ihm zu verlieben. Das viel dem Panda auch schon auf. Er musste das beenden bevor es kein zurück mehr gab.

"Es ist besser so. Wir sollten uns aus dem weg gehen." Seine Antwort fiel kühl aus. Keinerlei Emotionen ,die auf sein Inneres deuten könnten.

"Aber... Aber ich liebe dich Lavi." Ihr wimmern und schluchtzen wurde Stärkerund lavi musste seine ganze Willensstärke benutzen ,damit man es ihm nicht anmerken konnte.

"Du kannst niemanden lieben, wenn du dich nicht zuerst lieben kannst." Dieser Satz schmerzte ihn so sehr. Er wußte doch ,wie es um ihre psychische Verfassung stand. Ihre Sorge und manifestierte Angst wetlos zu sein. Es war so unfair von ihm, ihr das jetzt vorzuhalten. Er konnte sich im Moment selber nicht ertragen.

Sie lachte trocken und zynisch auf.  "Bullshit. Ich habe mich nie geliebt. Aber du ... Oh Gott, ich liebte dich so sehr, dass ich vergaß, wie es sich anfühlte, mich selbst zu hassen. "

Weiter konnte er es nicht ertragen. Er lief davon. Ließ sie im Gang stehen und flüchtete. Es war ihm egal, dass sie nun wusste ,dass er die ganze Zeit gelogen hatte. Es war ihm egal ,was der panda davon hielt. Sein Herz ,machte es ihm unmöglich, es länger zu ertragen.

Er wollte das alles beenden ,bevor es zu spät war. Aber wie es aussah ,war es bereits vor langer Zeit zu spät

[celestiaink]

German:

Da stehst du. Vor Ihm. Lebend. Die ganzen Monate voller Traurigkeit und Leere kamen ihm jetzt so vergeudet vor. Jetzt wo er dich dort sieht, überwältigen ihn die ganzen Emotionen wieder. Er konnte es nicht glauben: Du LEBST. Und du bist unversehrt.

"W..Wie...?" Kanda wollte nicht glauben, was Komui ihm erzählt hatte.

Es war wohl der Plan, alle im Glauben zu lassen sie sei tot? Niemals. Wie könnte sie ihm das antun. Doch da stand sie. Und schaute ihn an. Ein Ausdruck in ihren Augen den er nicht beschreiben kann.

"Es tut mir leid Yu...Es war ein Befehl." Ein Lächeln umschmeichelt ihre rötlichen Lippen. Doch es passte nicht, fand er. Es wirkte traurig und gebrochen. Nicht echt.

Aber sie waren Exorzisten. Sie waren Kämpfer. Für Gefühle war kein Platz. Und dennoch fühlte er sich Verraten. Er wusste nicht was er gerne hätte. Sie tot zu glauben, aber die schönen Erinnerungen zu behalten oder das sie lebt und die Erinnerungen mit sich nimmt.

Wut und Kälte bereitet sich in ihm aus und schaut ihr ebenfalls in die Augen. "Anscheinend sind wir nicht füreinander gemacht solange wir Kämpfer sind. Dann treffen wir uns wohl in der Hölle wieder."

Mit diesem Satz und gebrochenem Herzen,  verlässt er den Raum und die Frau die für ihn alles bedeutet hat.

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English:

There you stand. In front of him. Alive. The months of sadness and emptiness seemed so wasted to him now.

Now that he sees you there, all the emotions overwhelm him again. He couldn't believe it: You are Alive. And you are unharmed.

"H..How ...?" Kanda didn't want to believe what Komui had told him.

It was the plan to let everyone believe she was dead? No way.

How could she do that to him.

But there she was.

And looked at him.

An expression in her eyes that he cannot describe.

"I'm sorry Yu ... It was an order." A smile caresses her reddish lips.

But it didn't fit, he thought.

It looked sad and broken.

Not real.

But they were exorcists.

They were fighters.

There was no room for feelings.

And yet he felt betrayed.

He didn't know what he wanted.

To believe that she's dead, but to keep the beautiful memories or that she live and takes the memories with her.

Anger and cold prepare in him and also look her in the eyes.

"Apparently we are not made for each other, as long as we are fighters. Then we will probably meet again in hell." With this sentence and a broken heart, he leaves the room and the woman who meant everything to him.

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