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It's real

I lost someone near to my heart to a heroin overdose in July, he was my ex boyfriend and my first love... When I first heard the news I didn't want to believe it, he was just released from treatment! He said he was doing well, why would he lie to me!? But as the night continued I realized that it wasn't some sick joke, it was real. As I try to find the right words to explain my heartache I am left with nothing. I am not ready to talk about it yet, it still brings up too many emotions that I don't want to deal with. I'm thankful that I am sober, and I know he was proud of me for getting my life back. I just wish he could have done the same 😢 I miss you Sean.

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Ease your soul here

I will never understand why so many young people are taken from this world prematurely. Is it time for them to move onto their next spiritual journey? Maybe their soul is too strong for the physical reality we live in? There are endless possibilities and that's why death is the biggest mystery on earth, a mystery that may never be solved. 🌎👣👼🏻 The last time we spoke you were on the right path, happy and excited about the future...When I heard about your death my heart sank, I couldn't believe it. All the old memories we shared flooded my mind, and I felt completely powerless. I know you wouldn't want me to be sad, so I am trying my hardest to smile in your memory. I am thankful we stayed friends, and you will always hold a special place in my heart. Like you always used to say, this isn't goodbye it's see you later. 😘 Rest in paradise Seanathon, I hope it's beautiful up there. 😇🌟💞 #RIP #flyhigh #throwback #prom2010 #memories #younglove

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Mini family vacation to the north shore was a success. It was nice to get away from the daily grind of the dental office and kick back and relax, I seriously don't do it enough. I honestly forgot how beautiful northern Minnesota is, I enjoyed the views so much I didn't want to leave. I can totally imagine myself owning a cute little log cabin on a secluded lake sometime in the future, my idea of a perfect getaway.

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Dear Ex

I was so disappointed when I heard you were back in prison, the part of me that still loves you was heartbroken. I began to think back on all those years we spent together, when we used to be inseparable. I try to focus on the good memories we shared like going to the beach, talking on the phone for hours, and hanging out all day with no care in the world. When I fell in love with you I never thought it would end the way it did, I honestly thought we were going to be together forever. At the end our relationship was toxic, we let the drugs destroy us. I still feel guilty that I left you so abruptly, I never even had a chance to say goodbye. It has been so many years now and we are both completely different people, but I still catch myself missing who you used to be. I planned on writing you sooner but I got busy and honestly forgot to. I was reminded of you the other day when I was consulting a new patient at work. He is a prison guard at Rush City, and I remembered someone telling me that's where you are being held. Isn't it funny that prison reminds me of you? Anyways, I want you to know I still care about you. You still have time to change, life is too short to waste it in and out of jail. Before the drugs you were happy, you had dreams, and you wanted to be successful. I know that person is still there.... You just have to try.... Trust me, I didn't get where I am today by making up excuses. I realized that my life was terrible, and I took the correct steps to change it. I sobered up, cut the bad people out of my life, got a full time job, and apologized to the people I had wronged. People didn't start to trust me again overnight, it took time and effort. I hope that this time in prison is different, and your putting in the effort to be successful upon your release. I don't know how much more of your chaos the people who care for you can take, the last time I talked to your sister she was so angry at you. Addiction is a disease, and if you refuse to try treatment it will kill you. Make the right decision, I know you want to. I'm sorry we never met up for coffee when you were out, life got in the way. Just remember even though we don't talk much, I am always rooting for you.