I was so disappointed when I heard you were back in prison, the part of me that still loves you was heartbroken. I began to think back on all those years we spent together, when we used to be inseparable. I try to focus on the good memories we shared like going to the beach, talking on the phone for hours, and hanging out all day with no care in the world. When I fell in love with you I never thought it would end the way it did, I honestly thought we were going to be together forever. At the end our relationship was toxic, we let the drugs destroy us. I still feel guilty that I left you so abruptly, I never even had a chance to say goodbye. It has been so many years now and we are both completely different people, but I still catch myself missing who you used to be. I planned on writing you sooner but I got busy and honestly forgot to. I was reminded of you the other day when I was consulting a new patient at work. He is a prison guard at Rush City, and I remembered someone telling me that's where you are being held. Isn't it funny that prison reminds me of you? Anyways, I want you to know I still care about you. You still have time to change, life is too short to waste it in and out of jail. Before the drugs you were happy, you had dreams, and you wanted to be successful. I know that person is still there.... You just have to try.... Trust me, I didn't get where I am today by making up excuses. I realized that my life was terrible, and I took the correct steps to change it. I sobered up, cut the bad people out of my life, got a full time job, and apologized to the people I had wronged. People didn't start to trust me again overnight, it took time and effort. I hope that this time in prison is different, and your putting in the effort to be successful upon your release. I don't know how much more of your chaos the people who care for you can take, the last time I talked to your sister she was so angry at you. Addiction is a disease, and if you refuse to try treatment it will kill you. Make the right decision, I know you want to. I'm sorry we never met up for coffee when you were out, life got in the way. Just remember even though we don't talk much, I am always rooting for you.
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