You Broke Me, I Won’t Let You Do It Again
Just because he is my father by blood doesn't mean that's who I see him as.
He has wronged me too many times for me to see him as that.
I won't slander his name just because of the things he has done to me.
He did okay with my older brothers,
But with me is where he messed up.
I pray that my little brother doesn’t end up like me,
No I’ll fight to make sure he doesn’t,
Our brothers and father won’t get the chance to traumatize him like they did me.
They say older brothers are the ones who protect their little sister,
But who protects her when they’re the ones doing the harm?
I had to go through so much by myself,
He shouldn't have to do the same.
You can't abandon someone while saying 'your my precious baby girl’,
Then have that only apply when it's convenient to you.
That's not parenting no matter how much you call it that.
The same text night after night, word for word isn't enough effort to rebuild a relationship,
Or regain the trust that you have torn down, built partly back up then smothered again and again.
The wall’s I have up won’t crumble as easily as they have in the past.
Someone needs to be there for him and I intend to.











