thinking about fitzās relationship with hunger in the beginning of assassinās apprentice and how food (or the lack thereof) is part of the reason for his abandonment at moonseye.
his grandfather says, āIāve fed him at my table for six yearsā¦Iāll not feed him any longerā¦Let him be fed by him what got him.ā almost certainly, his grandfather canāt feed him any longer. when fitz ate that night, he āwasted no time filling [his] mouthā and āstuffed as much bread into [his] mouth as [he] could.ā he was starving! given how desperate his mother was to keep fitz and his grandfatherās emphasis on food, their family had to have been experiencing severe food insecurity to finally have the grandfather give fitz up.
food insecurity can be defined in two ways: 1) limited or uncertain availability of nutritionally adequate or safe foods 2) limited or uncertain ability to acquire acceptable foods in socially acceptable ways. while we donāt have confirmation for the nature of food insecurity fitz experienced before moonseye, we do know afterwards. the first day fitz arrives at buckkeep, cob and burrich obtain food for fitz but out of his sight and neither show him how to properly acquire food in the keep. during the time period after the first day and before burrich takes nosy away, burrich leaves before fitz wakes up and pays no mind to fitz as long as fitz is in bed every evening.
burrichās negligence causes fitz to experience both of the definitions of food insecurity. he acquires food in socially unacceptable ways by learning to steal from the kitchens and town, as well as scavenging other food (burned crusts, raw sheel - this can be dangerous to eat, seaweed, fish) which is a nutritionally inadequate and unsafe diet. fitz mentions that burrich sees fitz āfed well enough to grow heartily,ā but we can presume from fitzās descriptions of daily life that he uses the word to mean burrich perceives fitz to be fed and the measure of āwell enoughā is clearly ambiguous. basically, anyone thatās eating burned crusts is not being fed well enough.
hunger is an inextricable part of fitz being forcibly removed from his mother. hunger drives fitz to steal sausages leading to burrich catching him red-handed (which burrich deals with by drinking and leaving fitz hungry for the rest of the day) and forcibly removing nosy from him. hunger drives fitz to eat from the great hallās leftovers where shrewd catches him and makes him the crownās tool, forcibly removing fitzās autonomy from himself. essentially, hunger in fitzās childhood is a catalyst for life-ruining events. and knowing that food insecurity in early childhood is a predictor of depression and may contribute to substance abuse disorders and unhealthy attachments to caregivers, well itās something to chew on.
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