welcome to rat zone

fuck vegan go cannibal

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call me oingo boingo the way im bits and pieces of flesh and blood that i do not know

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I feel like a lonely neglected dog. It makes me feel so selfish because I already have so much more than I deserve.

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i like being a hermit but i also want to do something but fucking hate going outside and talking i need to be shot out back like a dying dog

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Outlast/Dr. Easterman blurb

i used to think Dr. Easterman's full name was Hendrick "Jollof" Easterman instead of Joliet. At first, I got very confused if he was Nigerian for his middle name to be a rice dish. Then, I laughed when I saw Joliet on his character wiki page; because I started thinking of a toilet wearing jeans.

I am a fuckin moron.

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mfs always say "oh I want a mentally ill girl to ruin my life" until the girl genuienly hates herself and everything around her, not considered attractive, lashes out at people, demands constant attention while intentionally isolating themselves, and starves/pill pops/overeats/cvts as a coping mechanism.

[boredom-buster]

my ex was kinda like this, he told me he wanted to be around me no matter how bad I was struggling, and then the secound I started a depressive episode he left cause I was being dry. Like he left cause I was having a hard time and couldn't force myself to socialize like normal.

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he wasn't worthy of you, people like those are human scum who can't handle what they say they want.

I have not much to offer, but words.

hope you have a decent day (⁠｡⁠•́^⁠•̀⁠｡⁠)

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truly a double sided coin being someone who hates greed and capitalism but loves fashion and cute things

one day, i'll be like, "I'm gonna save my cash for important shit!"

the next thing I see in any store:

". . .shit."

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Pavlov this, Pavlov that, NOT EVERYTHING IS PAVLOVING YOURSELF INTO DOING SOMETHING!!! IT IS MERELY CONDITIONING YOURSELF USING PSYCHIOLOGICAL METHODS, BUT THE INTERNET WATERED IT DOWN TO JUST USING PAVLOV'S THEORY WITHOUT ACCOUNTING FOR OTHER TYPES OF STIMULI THAT EXISTED AND WAS USED IN THOSE TYPES OF TRIALS EVEN BEFORE HIS TIME!!!!

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she glu on my skin til I eddie

Ever since I've been watching playthroughs and researching the Outlast series, I've slowly become geeked over one character in the 2014 DLC for Outlast: Whistleblower. This character known as Eddie Gluskin. The man is an enigma that forces men to experience misogyny head on while running for their lives to avoid being castrated and mutilated to become his "bride." The lore on this guy is fucking insane. For God's sake, this man's physical, emotional, and sexual trauma from his childhood got so bad to where he thinks he grew up in the 1950s sitcom, "Leave It to Beaver." I've spent a week writing down notes to make a cologne based off him with a dakimakura, any kind of merch that fits my criteria of good merch that isn't slop, downloaded his voice lines, character model, and a Pinterest board with almost 200 images of him accumulated over 3 months. I love this fucked up absolute unit.

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in the clerb we all sad

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FUCK MY STUPID BAKA JIRAI LIFE!!!!!

I KEEP FORGETTING TO POST THE MF WATERBOY ITABAG THAT I PROMISED I"D POST OVER WINTER BREAK IT IS INDEED DONE BUT THE QUALITY TO ME IS ABSOLUTE MURKY DOG WATER THIS WAS SO NOT ON MY VISION BOARD I HATE MY LIFE BUT WATERBOY KEEPS ME GOING I STFG IM GOING TO FIX AND POST IT IF IT'S THE LAST THING I POST!!!

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mfs always say "oh I want a mentally ill girl to ruin my life" until the girl genuienly hates herself and everything around her, not considered attractive, lashes out at people, demands constant attention while intentionally isolating themselves, and starves/pill pops/overeats/cvts as a coping mechanism.

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(drawing above by @goopycloudeyes)

GUYS IM SRRY FINALS WEEK PREP IS KICKING MY ASS I PROMISE ILL DO IT AS SOON AS FINALS WEEK IS OVER PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR BEING FORGETFUL I PROMISE IM NOT BEING LAZY I JUST DONT WANT TO FAIL THE SEMESTER

PLEASE DONT ABANDON ME I PROMISE ILL POST THE ITA BAG AND OSHI FAN ONCE ITS ALL OVER

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Poll Results!!!

tysm for voting in my waterboy ita bag poll, I'm glad that a lot of people wanted to see it :D

ill be posting it later tomorrow night, including an oshi fan design. there will be more waterboy oshikatsu posting soon, so please continue to support me so that I can keep on posting about my fav moist boy!

GIMMIE THAT WET MAN ON MY SOUL WE ARE ALL CRACKING WATERBOY IN A GIANT MOIST PILE AND JUST RUN A FKN TRAIN ON THAT TALL GLASS OF WATER

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The " WATERBOY ITA BAG™️" is officially being ordained and I've spent unrecoverable time at the ass crack of dawn designing an ita bag on ibs paint x or whatever tf it's called idfc don't correct me man my brain smoother than a marble

lemme know if y'all wanna see the speed paint (I'll probably still do it anyway)

drop the ita bag planner?

ya!!!!!! :D

noooo!!!!!! :[

sssssecret box :0 (reward: 🍰)

Voting ended onDec 8, 2025

Call me Sonar the way I'd shove this man down my throat like it's a fkn twink

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I NEED TO MAKE A WATERBOY ITA BAG RIGHT FUCKING NEOWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!! DDDD:

i recently got into dispatch and HOH LORDY SWEET LORD SATAN DO I LOVE THAT TWIG ASS TWINK WATERBOY BARK BARK BARK BARK PLEASE HERMAN JUST GIVE ME ONE CHANGE ILL BOUNCE ON THAT WET ASS COC CRAZY SLOPPY STYLE-

anyway. . .I've also been an occasional admirer of ita bags for a few months now. but now that this singular "wet stray puppy in a cardboard box" of a man won't leave my head, I now have a predatorial urge to make an ita bag with like a bajillion million trillion pins, ribbons, lace, photocard with equally lacey and cute pastel photocard holder, keychains, buttons, charms, etc!!

Here's some of things I piled up for my ita bag vision board! :D

edit: ( I just did the math and it turns out that it's going to be at least 145.61 USD)

edit 2: (nvm way more than that like 345.78 USD)

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₊˚⊹♡ I really want to be cute. In a scary way. ₊˚⊹♡

˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ Cute like a pure white cat covered in blood. Adorable like a haunted doll. ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･Long pointy lashes and light rose-colored blush with shiny lip gloss that makes my lips look like petals.°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ A creature that's beautiful yet terrifying if you stare too long. Girly clothes with darkness and lots of hairclips would make me happy. 𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅

How can I be a cute, scary girl? ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ ₊˚⊹♡