You and Kaiser were sitting in your shared hotel room. The World Cup had just begun and Kaiser of course had to watch every single game. You didnât mind, honestly you also wanted to watch the games. For you it was entertaining and exciting to watch but for Kaiser it was different. He kept his gaze on the tv screen looking way to focused. He was leaning against the bed frame with you propped up beside him. Your head resting on his shoulder as his tattooed hand absentmindedly played with your hair. The match had been going on for about 20 minutes and one player aimed his shot directly at the goal. You gasped quietly at that while silently hoping heâd score. When he didnât you let out a breath you didnât realize you were holding in. Kaiser felt you do that and gave a light squeeze to your head.
â It was obviousâ
He mumbled. You didnât respond to your boyfriend immediately knowing he had more to add.
â It was right in front of the goalkeeper, was obvious he was going to catch itâ
Kaiser observed. You tilted your head up a bit to study his expression. As you expected his blue eyes held their signature sharp look. Kaiser wasnât smirking like usual instead his expression was something softer, not soft enough for others to notice but soft enough for you.
â Mhm he could have done it betterâ
You half whispered with a giggle. Without moving his eyes from the tv screen Kaiser brought his hand down your sides.
â Thatâs right angelâ
He said with a light squeeze to your arm.
The match continued and a player got a yellow card.
â Oh noâ
You said with a small voice, not expecting an answer at your loud thought. Kaiser let out a sigh, pulling you closer in the action.
â Thatâs was a shitty moveâ
He commented as you both watched a repeat of the play that got a yellow card.
â Idiot pushed to hard, no shit you get a card for thatâ
He said. You giggled at him.
â Youâve done that in matches tooâ
You said with a smile.
â Against your own teammate at thatâ
Kaisers focused look turned into a smirk. He looked down at you.
â Have I now?â
He asked knowing the answer. You shifted so you were almost facing your boyfriend, his hand still on your arm rubbing up and down.
â Yeah!â
You beamed almost excitedly.
â In the nel with Isagiâ
You said. Kaiser let out a chuckle before leaning closer to you. His face was now almost crashing with yours.
â Youâre imagining things babyâ
He said before placing a quick kiss to your lips.
â Nooâ
You giggled after you had pulled away. Kaiser leaned his back against the headboard again, this time pulling you almost on top of him. You were practically straddling one of his thighs with your head resting under his chin.
â They all suckâ
Kaiser mumbled, shifting his focus back to the match.
â Donât say thatâ
You smiled while also being focused on the match.
â Canât wait to get out there and show the world how real soccer looksâ
He said. At that you shifted your gaze up to Kaisers fully expecting him to say it with a smirk but instead he looked calm. No cockiness or smirk in his tone just the quiet confidence of someone that knows exactly what theyâre doing. You shifted your gaze back to the tv and the match. A small smile was forming on your lips.
â I know you willâ You told him.
â Iâll stand there when you winâ
You said. Kaiser looked at you this time, seeing the crown of your head. Your nose and your lips were highlighted by the light from the tv along with your hair color that seemed to take on a brighter shade under the light. Kaiser placed a quick kiss on your head before squeezing your body closer to his. Only a few more hours until it was Kaisers turn to play and he had all the support he needed right next to him.
Thought this would be cuteđ„č anyways thanks for reading hope you enjoyed đ«¶đ» ( and watch World Cup)
Being in love with best friend Shoko thatâs an artistđ
Watching Shoko perform was a mix of emotions for you. She looked so effortless in every way on stage. Her heavenly vocals, her usually semi shy exterior changed into something confident, she truly shone. You were sure that if someone snapped a photo of you in the audience, your eye color would be replaced by Shoko and the stage lights. You stood at the front of the small venue she was performing at. It felt special, she was singing your song, the song you wrote. You wondered if Shoko had caught on to your feelings as she was singing your lyrics. It wasnât like you tried to hide them anymore. Not really caring whether or not she knew. Each lyrics of the song catching a moment you fell deeper in love with her.
â A thick belt wrapped around your waist replaced by hands of mine Iâd wishâ
Shoko slowly brought her right hand down from the microphone, carefully caressing her sides. Your breath hitched slightly as you felt your heart beat faster. She must have known.
â I dreamt about you nearly every night this weekâ
She continued as the crowd was chanting and waving at her. Shoko smiled. She didnât really meet your eyes, she looked around at the crowd singing. Before the last line she turned her whole body towards you making direct eye contact.
â I feel in love, in love with you suddenlyâ
The last line of the song accompanied by the instruments gradually fading out and her voice going quieter with each word. Shoko sung them as she looked directly at you. Your breath stopped for real this time, you just stared at her with a dumb half smile on your face. Everyone around you was jumping and chanting. You didnât even mind that people were jumping right into your sides and screaming their voices off. Shoko had purposely made eye contact with you during that line and to you it meant more than enough.
Thought and wrote this while being drunk and thinking about my crush so I donât think itâs that goodđ last song is â Here ( in your arms)â and middle song is â Do I wanna know?â First song lyrics is my own thoughtđđ»anyways thanks for reading hope you enjoyedđ«¶đ»
Thinking about texting older boyfriend!Toji when you wanna leave a functionâŠ
Toji had dragged you along to some company party. You only knew him and Shiu there so you felt both awkward and nervous about interacting with their colleagues. Toji kept you by his side, introducing you as his girlfriend. He didnât push you to start up conversations with the others and was perfectly fine with you just staying by his side.
â You okay doll?â
He asked after a while. The other guys were heard laughing at something one of them said. You nodded as a response, keeping your gaze glued on the floor. Toji wasnât convinced by your nodding so he snaked one hand behind your back, lightly squeezing your waist in the process. You felt the heat from Tojis body as you were involuntarily being pulled a little bit closer to him.
â One more project then we can leaveâ
He reassured, rubbing small circles onto your waist. A few of his colleagues walked over and Toji started talking with them while you tried to put on your most polite smile and answer their questions. Finally after what felt like forever the last project was over. You looked over to your right side expecting to see Toji there. When he wasnât by your side a light panic flicked through your body. He was right there a second ago, you two stood next to each other while some guy was showing his work project. You looked around trying to find your boyfriend, when you didnât see him you felt like your heart stopped for a moment. You didnât want to ask any of the others and Shiu was out of sight too. Without thinking your hands reached for the little bag you were carrying, hurriedly you took out your phone and clicked on Tojis number. Since you hated calls and the music was playing rather loudly you decided to text him.
â Toji where did you goâ
Not even a second passed before three familiar doors showed up on your screen.
â Where did you goâ
His text said. You sighed angrily at his text before a new one popped up.
â Were right beside me just nowâ
Was he being serious? Why the hell did he answer your question with the exact same question.
â Just tell me where you are I wanna leaveâ
You replied.
â Alright, call meâ
He texted back. You did as he said while still feeling a little mad at him. On the third ring he picked up.
â Toji just come and find me I wanna go homeâ
You said, your voice sounding like a mixture of anxiety and something slightly more aggressive. Toji definitely heard it.
â I will baby so calm down okay?â
He tried to reassure you. You let out a frustrated huff at his words.
â Yeah okay but please comeâ
You heard Toji walk through the call with faint voices in the background.
â I see you dollâ
He said, you looked up at that trying to spot your boyfriend. He wasnât hard to find in a crowd so you easily saw him walk towards you. As fast as your eyes landed on Toji you hung up the call and almost ran over to him. When you finally reached him he hugged you tightly against his chest.
â Why did you leave me?â
You muttered against him. Toji let out a quiet chuckle.
â I didnât baby, you walked awayâ
You shook your head against him.
â Noâ
Toji lightly pulled you away from him, studying your face in the process.
â Can we go nowâ
You pouted up at him, feeling done with this whole company party.
â Yeah letâs go home now dollâ He said with a smirk.
Your heart was racing. You could feel the adrenaline rush spread through your body but it was annoying, it wasnât a good high that motivated you to keep going. It was an annoying sensation in your veins brought on by stress. Your family had been to much and you had a few work things to catch up on. You were waiting for Sae at the soccer field his team was practicing on. You tried to track the players with your eyes but it was cold outside and your heart was racing so fast. The chilly weather mixed with your unwanted adrenaline rush made your body shake. You just tried to push through and hope that Sae was done soon. Before you could get to irritated you saw the players walk towards the bench where you were sitting. Sae approached you and took a quick glance at your shaking body. He reached forward to grab a small towel, he purposely positioned his mouth near your ear.
â Youâre shakingâ
He observed, waiting for a response from you.
â Mhm itâs coldâ
You bit back and you were sure that Sae could hear in your tone that something was wrong. He did but he didnât say anything at first, he just grabbed his towel and placed it behind his shoulders.
â Iâll hurryâ
He blankly said. You didnât look up at him and just hummed as a reply. Saes teammates had already left for the locker room. He followed suit and after about 10 minutes he got back to you.
â Letâs goâ
He called out, waiting for you to walk over to him.
â Whatâs wrong?â
He asked, noticing that you still seemed tense.
â Nothing, my hearts just racingâ
You answered.
â Racing?â He asked. â How?â
You let out a sigh as you ran a hand through your hair.
â I donât know, itâs just beating uncomfortably fastâ
You said. Sae hummed before grabbing your hand. He felt how cold your skin was. With his free hand he placed two fingers on your wrist to feel your pulse.
â It really is beating fastâ
He said. At that you looked over at him with an irritated expression.
â Whatâs that forâ
You asked rather aggressively.
â Now youâre looking at meâ
He said. You didnât answer immediately as you tried to study his facial expression.
â I am not mad at youâ You said.
â Never said you wereâ
He replied, still holding onto your hand. Your eyes were glued on his. His teal eyes were looking right back at you, he looked a bit tired and his cheeks were slightly flushed from the practice he just had. You felt your face crumble slightly at the sight of him, all you wanted to do was to let Sae embrace you, so thatâs exactly what you did. You flicked your hand out of his hold before placing your head directly onto his chest, letting your arms drop down on your sides. Sae was a little taken aback by your sudden action. Hurriedly he put one hand around your body holding you close to him.
â What are you doing cariño?â
He asked. You let out a breath you didnât even know you were holding in.
â I just wanna be close to youâ
You shyly mumbled into his chest. Saes hand on your back was rubbing slow circles on it.
â Did something happen, You arenât hurt right?â
He asked a little worried.
â Iâm fineâ
You said, slowly detaching your head from his chest. You looked up at him with a pout.
â I wanna go to your placeâ
You said, still looking up at him.
â Donât wanna be at homeâ
Sae nooded at that, understanding your home situation and how you didnât have it the best with your family.
â Alright princess, weâll go to my placeâ He reassured as his hand was still rubbing your back. You gave him a small smile.
â Weâre having dinner too, so what do you wanna eat?â
He asked. Your eyes drifted away for a moment, indicating that you were thinking. You let out a small hum before settling on something.
â I want pizzaâ
You answered with a smile. Sae just stared at you.
â Greasy food is bad for your skinâ
He said, with the most plain looking face ever. You rolled your eyes playfully.
â But I want itâ
You tried giving him your biggest softest eyes knowing how heâd always fold for them. It seemed to be working as he sighed and nudged your back slowly, trying to pry you away.
â Letâs go thenâ
He said. You let out a soft giggle as you pulled away from his chest. You grabbed his hand before you both started walking away.
â Thanks Saeâ
You said. He tsked, looking forward as you two walked hand in hand.
â Donât thank me cariño, I want to take care of youâ
â I know and I love you Saeâ
You said squeezing his hand.
â I love you too babyâ
I feel like my writings are becoming worseđ„Č anyways hope you enjoyed and thanks for readingđ«¶đ»
You where sitting next to your best friend Shoko in class. The teacher was talking about something and you heard Shokos pen connect with her paper, meaning that she was taking notes. You on the other hand couldnât be bothered to even pay attention. You were laying down with your head on your desk daydreaming about anything and everything as you listened to the sound of Shokos pen hitting the paper. Being to gone in your daydreams you didnât hear when the teacher stopped talking, you only felt a light tap against your side. At first you didnât react but after a short second you felt another tap followed by the sound of Shokos voice.
â Y/nâ
She softly called out, loud enough for only you to hear. You slowly removed your head from your desk and sat up straight, squinting your eyes a little at the sudden shift of scenery. Shoko giggled softly at you.
â Good morningâ
She joked, looking at you with the sweetest smile.
â Not sleepingâ
You mumbled as a reply before your eyes focused on her. Shoko reached one hand up to your face carefully pushing a strand of hair out of your face and tucking it behind your ear. You felt your stomach do a little flip at that, and you swore your breath hitched at the movement making your face tense up a bit. Shit, you just hoped that Shoko didnât notice.
â T-thanksâ
You mumbled quietly at her action.
â Why are you thanking me?â
She asked, followed by a sweet giggle from her.
â Youâre always so politeâ
She continued. You smiled at that, feeling a bit shy.
â Yeah I guess, but youâre always so kind to meâ
You responded. Shoko just looked at you.
â Mhm I want to beâ
Before you could answer the teacher walked past you both.
â Are you two getting startedâ
Your teacher asked, eyeing your empty desk. Both you and Shoko hurriedly took up your computers to get started and the teacher left. You opened your assignments and you saw how Shoko slowly pushed a peace of paper to you.
â Here, I took some notes, the assignment should be easier with themâ She explained as you looked over her paper.
â Thank youâ
You mumbled scanning her notes.
â I didnât write anythingâ
You said with a soft chuckle remembering how you were daydreaming just some minutes ago.
â I knowâ
She replied, no bite to it.
â We can just share mineâ
She said. You didnât answer just yet, but you felt it again that stupid flip in your stomach every time she showed kindness to you and it made you wonder if sheâd do this to just anyone.
â Thank you Shokoâ
You told her, as you turned back to your computer. Both of you started working on the assignment with the notes being placed on your desk. After a while you got tired and rested your head on your desk again. You moved one of your hands down to your thigh just letting it be there. Out of nowhere you felt a slim hand grab onto yours. It was Shokos. Slowly she intertwined your fingers together, rubbing slow circles on your palm with her thumb.
â Youâre coldâ
She mumbled. It didnât sound like she wanted an answer it was more of an observation she made. You turned your head to the side so it was now resting on top of your arm instead of directly on your desk.
â I knowâ
You mumbled. Subconsciously you squeezed her hand a little bit tighter, wanting to hold her as close as possible.
â Letâs get something warm to drink during lunchâ
She said calmly.
â So you can warm upâ
You felt your face heat up at her care for you. It was always like this with Shoko, she put your needs before her own and it made you fold every single time.
â Yeah sounds goodâ You said.
â My treatâ She added. You didnât answer but you saw how her cheeks turned a light shade of pink. She wasnât looking at you, she kept her gaze focused on her computer.
â Thank you Shokoâ
You said, having completely given up on your schoolwork. You turned your head back down onto your desk as you closed your eyes. A smile was forming on your lips as you thought about the faint blush on Shokos cheeks. You held her hand tightly in yours as you thought that maybe just maybe she felt the same way for you that you did for her.
Thanks for reading hope you enjoyedđ maybe highkey projecting with this oneđ€«
Boyfriend Toji comforting you when youâre tiredđ€
Toji was sitting in the living room with the tv on, displaying some show he was half paying attention too. The sound of the tv was blocking out your light footsteps making their way over to Toji.
â Tojiiiâ
You whined as you walked over to him. Toji didnât look away from the tv at first, just letting out a hum in reply.
â Hm whatâs wrong doll?â
He called out. You stopped behind him, reaching your arms around his neck with only the sofa edge separating your bodies from each other. Toji put one hand around yours, gently squeezing it.
â Need something baby?â
He asked. You didnât answer, just burying your face into the crock of his neck.
â My head hurts and I canât focus on my workâ
You mumbled into him.
â A lot of tests?â
He asked, already knowing the answer since exam season was coming up for you. You nodded against him. Toji slowly untangled himself a bit from your hold, just enough so he could turn his head around to look at you. He was met with you standing there in only a black long sleeve shirt and a tiny pair of shorts. He smirked a little at the sight.
â Come take a break doll, you deserve itâ
He said, tapping his lap. You nooded before shuffling over to him. When you were within arms reach for Toji he placed both hands on your waist lifting you up from the ground and onto his lap. You nuzzled closer into him.
â What were you studying babyâ
He asked as he brought one hand up to your hair. Your hair was tied in a messy ponytail.
â Math, itâs fucking impossibleâ
You tiredly mumbled into him, feeling the exhaustion from your body slowly melt away at the simple motion of him just sitting there. Tojis hands worked their way into your hair tie, carefully untangling your hair from it.
â Mhm, Iâm not that good at math either dollâ
He replied as he watched your hair slowly fall down on your back messily. You sighed softly at the feeling of your hair being released.
â I know Tojiâ
You giggled softly into him. He didnât say anything immediately after that, he just watched you lay there. Tojis hold felt so comforting, his strong hold on you and the feeling of his chest heaving up and down with his breath was everything you needed to fully relax. Being the observant boyfriend Toji is he of course noticed.
â You look so cute mama, all soft for meâ
He complimented with a kiss to the crown of your hair.
â Shut upâ
You tiredly mumbled into him, feeling the sleep take over.
â What, Iâm just complimenting my pretty girlfriendâ
He teased with a relaxed grin. You removed your head from his chest up to meet his eyes. Your drowsy eyes looking right at his sharp relaxed ones. You pouted a bit at him before laying back down on his chest. You heard Toji let out a small laugh at that.
â What was that for doll?â
He asked. You just whined as a response.
â Alright Alright, just rest pretty girlâ
He said, voice soft now as he brought one hand up to rest on your back. You nuzzled impossibly closer to his touch as you felt yourself drift off to sleep.
â I love you Tojiâ
You said, already being on the verge of sleep in Tojis arms.
â I love you too Babyâ
He responded as he was watching you drift off to sleep.
I wish he was realđ anyways thanks for reading hope you enjoyedđ«¶đ»
Being asleep in you and Saes bed waiting for him to come home from an away match. It was around 1.30am for you and you had fallen asleep waiting for him. Soft breaths left your mouth as you hugged your plushie closer. Your plushie that Sae had gifted you because you said it looked cute when you passed by it at the mall. You didnât expect him to buy it for you but Sae deemed it necessary. It was a cinnamon bun plushie. At first you usually kept it as decoration in your room or sometimes youâd put it next to you when you slept, not cuddling it just having it sit there. You werenât the type of person to cuddle things in your sleep. That was until you felt yourself missing your boyfriend a little too much when he was away. Before falling asleep youâd grab onto your plushie and hug it tightly, thinking about Sae as you drifted off to sleep. And that was exactly how Sae found you when he returned home after a few days overseas. He didnât call out to you, knowing youâd probably be asleep so he just silently walked into your shared bedroom. His eyes landed on your sleeping figure, he couldnât make out much of the scene at first since the room was dark. Sae carefully walked closer to you, sitting down on the edge of the bed.
â Iâm back homeâ
He said quietly as he brought one hand up to stroke your cheek. He reached his free hand over to the nightstand, clicking on the little night lamp that was standing there. A faint yellow light started to shine and thatâs when he saw it: You cuddling the little cinnamon bun plushie he had bought for you. You stirred a little because of the light but you didnât wake up. Sae watched you with a fond expression.
â Youâre actually cuddling thatâ
He mumbled.
â Cuteâ
You let out a soft whine, turning your head closer to the plushie. Sae kept on looking at you like you were the most entertaining tv show heâd ever seen. To anyone else he mightâve looked bored, but if you saw him right know youâd know that he was laughing silently on the inside.
â Youâre ridiculousâ
He whispered as a faint smile was tugging on his lips. His hand moved up to your hair softly massaging your scalp. You hummed softly in acknowledgement, hugging the plushie closer as you curled up into Saes touch. He tsked at that, continuing the motions on your head.
â Cuddling that when Iâm right hereâ
He said, no real bite to it. A satisfied expression formed on your face, almost making Sae think that you heard him. He leaned down to place a sweet careful kiss to your temple.
â My pretty princessâ
He said before pulling away. He stood up from the bed, reached for the covers before pulling them up a bit so they were covering more of you. He stayed like that for a few seconds, really taking in the sight of you cuddling your plushie he had bought for you. Something about this whole picture made something inside of him twitch in a warm way. He felt his heart soften looking at you.
â I love you cariñoâ
He whispered as he placed one final kiss to your temple before heading to the bathroom to shower.
Boyfriend Dazai helping you when youâre feeling down <3
Your apartment was dark, no lights on, no light from the outside since the curtains were closed. It was raining outside, aside from your heavy breaths the sound of the rain was all that could be heard. The silence in your home was so loud it almost screamed in your ears, it felt like your thoughts could talk to you. Like that voice in your head was real, right there with you. Even though it bothered you a lot you didnât want to move from where you were laying down on your sofa. In this moment it was the only thing that felt right and comfortable. You didnât know exactly what caused you to lay down like this feeling useless. Maybe it was the stress from the past week, your insecurities or your so called friends that did everything to get on your nerves. Shutting your eyes closed you continued to lay there feeling weak and tired. A sound other than your thoughts and the rain from outside was heard but you didnât move. You laid still even as you had identified the cause of the sound. Faint noises from the hallway was heard, shoes being taken off, coat being thrown lazily on the little chair in your hallway. Then the echoing sound of footsteps before a familiar voice cut through.
â I am back Darlingâ
You didnât answer, still keeping your eyes shut.
â Huh, youâre here right?â
Your boyfriend Dazai called out again. He had let himself in your apartment with the spare key you gave him.
â Saw your shoes in the hallwayâ
He mumbled as he walked over to the couch. You felt his presence as he leaned over the edge to find you laying there.
â What are you doing?â
He asked. You finally gathered the strength to answer.
â Welcome homeâ
You weakly greeted him. You couldnât make it out in your dark room but Dazaiâs expression had changed into something more serious. Your boyfriend wasnât an idiot he knew something was wrong the moment he recognized your shoes in the hallway and saw the dark state of your apartment.
â Whatâs wrong, whyâs it all dark in here?â
He asked, a frown forming on his face as he tried to make out as many of your features as possible. You let out a sigh, shrugging in the process.
â Donât wanna do it anymoreâ
You answered. Dazai looked at you for a moment.
â What do you mean baby?â
He asked, even though he had an idea of what you meant he just wanted to be sure.
â Thisâ
You replied, squeezing your eyes shut again.
â Why do I have to go out and do things, whatâs wrong with laying here all day?â
You said. Dazaiâs frown deepened, he let out a small sigh before lifting himself of the sofa edge. You felt him move but you didnât bother to open your eyes to see what he was doing. Dazai walked over to flick your light on. You let out a small groan at that feeling. Your vision behind your closed eyes went from pitch black to something more colorful. Dazai walked back over to you, this time standing in front of the sofa instead. He crouched down to where you were laying and gently placed one hand on your forehead. You cracked an eye open at his sudden motion.
â There you are darlingâ
He said. With the one eye you had opened you could see his lips curl up into a smirk.
â Whatâs got you feeling like this?â
He asked as he moved his hand from your forehead down to your cheek. You nuzzled closer to his touch finding comfort in his hand.
â The usualâ
You mumbled.
â And whatâs the usual?â
He asked. You whined a bit at his words. The usual wasnât anything new for either of you, it was just the way life was. When things got to rough you always ended up in this position and Dazai was no stranger to your antics.
â I need you to tell me Darlingâ
He said, encouraging you to speak. You groaned as you sat up, his hand sliding away from you in this process.
â It just feels like I am doing everything wrong, I try so hard to be good for them, to do my best but they still expect more and complain about I donât know everythingâ
You rambled on, feeling the frustration build up in your body. Dazai looked at you as he listened, taking in everything you said.
â And youâre unhappy with the processâ
He said. You donât know if it fueled the fire by making you feel more frustrated or if his words make you think through.
â Why are you trying to do everything for everyone else? What are you doing for you?â
He asked, catching you off guard. You took a deep breath as you tried to think over his questions.
â Dazaiiiâ You whined. â I donât wanna think about your riddles right now, I feel like shitâ
You continued. He chuckled at that, standing up and moving to sit on the sofa. You looked at him as he took the spot next to you, you saw him reach his hand out for you to grab.
â Itâs just a simple question Darling, youâre trying so hard to please othersâ He said.
â A little to hard almostâ
You weakly glared at him for the last part but he just smirked at you.
â Come here babyâ
He called out. You crawled over to him as he placed both his hands on your waist lifting you up into his lap.
â So prettyâ
He mumbled into your neck when you had settled against him. Your chest pressed firmly against his and your face buried in his neck as your arms hugged around his broad shoulders.
â I donât want others to be unhappy with meâ
You admitted, thinking that it was the cause of this. Dazai let out a hum in acknowledgement.
â I understand that, but hurting yourself in the process isnât rightâ
He said as he pulled away from your neck to place a quick kiss to your forehead.
â I donât know how else to do itâ
You continued. Dazaiâs hold made you feel vulnerable. A small part of you wanted to lay back down in your dark room. But he wouldnât let you, he never wanted you to feel like you had to carry everything alone. Even though he tried to cover it up with confident smirks and words that sometimes were to confusing for you, he truly hated to see you in pain.
â Itâs simpleâ He answered. â You wonât, youâve tried so many times to please the same people and they never appreciate your effortsâ
He told you. He watched your expression turn into something shyer and your shoulders slouch down slightly. He put one hand on your shoulder shaking you a little.
â But hey, just because they canât see what a sweetheart you are doesnât mean that they are right, they just didnât appreciate it enough okay?â
He told you. You could tell that he tried to be a bit playful but you also heard the sincerity in his words.
â Okay..â
You mumbled, still looking away from him. He put one finger under your chin, gently guiding your face up.
â Eyes on me Darling, now say it againâ
He commanded. A faint blush spread across your cheeks as he was looking so intensely into your eyes.
â I..I-i understandâ
You stammered. Your boyfriend smirked at that.
â Mhm and Iâm the lucky one that gets to see all those efforts they missâ
He said as he leaned his head back to rest on the sofa edge. You playfully rolled your eyes at him.
â You have a strange way of cheering me upâ
You admitted as a faint smile was forming on your lips. Dazai noticed it, of course he did. He leaned his head down a bit, moving closer to you before he placed a gentle kiss on your lips.
â There it is, that pretty smile I loveâ
He said. You giggled shyly at that.
â I love you Dazai, thank youâ
You said.
â Donât thank me baby, just donât pour energy into dumb people like themâ
He said, flicking your forehead lightly. You let out a small sound at that.
â I love you too babyâ
He smirked as he watched you move one hand up to rub the spot on your forehead he just flicked. He pulled you closer by the waist, so your forehead was right underneath his mouth. Lightly he pressed a kiss to it.
â And next time youâre feeling like thisâ He mumbled, pulling away from your forehead. You peeked up at him, your big eyes staring right at his face
â Tell me immediatelyâ
He said. You smiled nodding at him.
â I willâ
â Good, i love you darlingâ
A soft giggle escaped your lips.
â I love you too Dazaiâ
Idk what to feel about this oneđ”âđ« i just wanted to try something new and I canât write for Dazai (yet)đ anyways thanks for reading I hope you enjoyedđ€
You and Shoko were sitting down on her bedroom floor. Some empty alcohol bottles that you two had been sharing were placed next to you and all that could be heard was some music playing and the giggles from the two of you. You nuzzled closer to Shoko, laying your head on her shoulder. She extended her arm, opening her hand asking you to grab onto it. You wordlessly did.
â You know you get clingy when youâre drunkâ
She said as she looked infront of her, not at anything specific just looking. You giggled into her, lifting your head from her shoulder, focusing your gaze on your intertwined hands.
â But itâs cute, youâre always cuteâ
She continued. You raised your head at this, just enough so that you could look at her. You saw her staring at nothing.
â You always say that but you never accept when I call you prettyâ
You pouted with your big eyes still looking at her. Shoko turned her head towards you. She smiled before bringing one finger up to poke your nose.
â Because you are the cutestâ
She said again. You giggled before leaning into her, embracing her in a hug. She reciprocated and hugged you back. Your arms easily wrapped around her body, you felt the dip of her waist as you hugged around her, burying your face into her shoulder. Shoko was right, you did get clingy when you got drunk, maybe because intimacy was something you struggled with when being sober. You always wanted to initiate some sort of physical touch with the other girl but your awkward self and insecurities always got in the way. So it felt nice being able to be close to her like this. Between the two of you Shoko was always the clingier one. She was the first one to pull away from the hug, placing both hands on your shoulder afterwards. A new song started playing, one with a more sensual rnb vibe. You both felt the vibe shift as you started giggling putting one hand over your mouth to cover it up.
â What?â
Shoko asked. She also started giggling after hearing you.
â Whatâs so funny?â
She continued, her arms still on your shoulders as you two were inches apart. You removed your hands from your mouth before answering.
â Youâre h-holding me like that as a sex song is p-playingâ
You half giggled half stuttered but you didnât break eye contact with her. Another thing alcohol did to you, making you able to hold eye contact with people especially Shoko.
She pushed away from you slightly, still laughing. You two werenât even apart for a second before you crawled closer to her again, almost straddling her lap. This caught her a bit off guard but she grabbed onto your waist regardless.
â Donât push me awayâ
You mumbled, looking at her. Even though you kept eye contact she could tell that you were getting shyer.
â I wanna be close to youâ
You said, leaning your face closer to hers. Your arms wrapped themselves around her neck.
â Alwaysâ
You continued.
â You have me right here angelâ
She said as she pulled you into her lap. You were now straddling her lap, looking down at her. A light pink color spread across your cheeks at how close you were, you always thought about how it would feel to be this close to her, your best friend. Shoko just looked at you with an unreadable expression, but it wasnât an uncomfortable one. She liked having you this close. You could both hear each otherâs breaths through the music.
â S-Shoko..â
You breathed as you kept your eyes fixed on her.
â Yes angelâ
She answered.
â I..I-Iâve always wanted to be this close to youâ
You said, something your sober self could never admit. She smiled at you.
â I love when youâre clingy with meâ
She told you, a blush creeping up on her cheeks. You smiled at that.
â I always wanna reach my hands out to you, grab you, hold you, b-but..â
You started but couldnât continue cause you didnât know how to. Shoko noticed and brought one hand up to your lips.
â Shh sweetheart, you have me here right?â
She said, her words working like medicine on you because you felt more at ease instantly.
â Every little touch from you means everything to me angelâ
She said, smiling up at you. You smiled back. In the semi serious moment you suddenly burst into laughter. Shoko just looked at you confused.
â This is leading up to us kissingâ
You said laughing. Shoko shyly looked away.
â I-Iâve never made out with anyone beforeâ
She shyly admitted. Your laughter stopped before you put one finger under her chin, bringing her face back to yours.
â We wonât do anything you donât want, you set the pace okay?â
You tried to reassure, making her uncomfortable was the last thing you wanted. She nodded. You pulled her closer before leaning in. You felt Shokos plump lips on yours. Her hands squeezed tighter around your waist as you nibbled on her bottom lip with your tongue, asking for an entrance. She parted her lips making space for your tongue. The kiss tasted like a mix of her lipgloss and some sour alcohol that you had drunk earlier. It was sweet, you couldnât remember how you thought it would feel to kiss her cause you had the real thing right there. It felt real, alive, like it would really be you two forever. You brought one hand up to her hair, playing with it as your lips was still pressed on hers. Shoko let out small breaths as she leaned more into the kiss. You were the first one to pull away. The two of you were trying to catch your breaths.
â How did it feel?â
You asked when your breathing was back to normal. Shoko giggled as she laid down on the floor bringing you with her.
â Goodâ
She replied. You crawled off from her, laying next to her instead. She moved her head onto one of your shoulders, putting one hand over your stomach.
â I am so thankful for youâ
She mumbled into your shirt. This caught you off guard a bit.
â I am thankful for youâ
You replied, feeling the butterflies in your stomach at your words.
â I love you angelâ
She said. You peeked down at her quickly, smiling. For this moment you let the alcohol control you and forget about how she was only your best friend.
â I love you too Shoâ
You said, hoping that this could be your reality forever.
Idk what I think about this one but I really wanted to write itđ„čthanks for reading hope you enjoyedđđ»đ
Heâd always keep his eyes firm on the road. His bigger body keeping a composed and steady posture, one hand always on your thigh. Every time youâd go quiet, scared that just the simplest most quiet sound youâd accidentally make would disturb his driving heâd tap your thigh.
â What were you saying angel?â
While carefully eyeing you making sure youâre still there ( of course you are )
âY-yeah sorry, about that showâ
Or whatever you were talking about. Every sharp turn or when heâd speed up your breath would hitch and your talking would be put to a stop. Heâd slowly nudge you again.
â Whatâs wrong doll?â
â I donât know, just scared my voice would disturb youâ
Youâd mumble quietly. Toji would chuckle at that, continuing to rub your thigh with his much bigger hand.
â Nah your voice could never do that doll donât worryâ
â You sure?â
Youâd ask, keeping your eyes on the road.
â Yeah baby, trust meâ
Heâd answer. You would smile at that, butterflies flying around in your stomach.
â Okay Toji, I trust youâ
A confident grin spreads across his lips, making his scar shift slightly on his face.
â Thatâs good doll, thatâs goodâ
Heâd say, the last part quieter.
Wrote this while being drunkđ„čđđ» but I hope you enjoyed and that you have a good day hihiđ«°đ»
You and Sae had to be up early in the morning to catch a flight for his away match. Sae had forced you both to go to sleep early so you could be well rested for tomorrowâs flight. You were squirming around in bed trying to find a comfortable spot where you could fall asleep. Next to you was Sae, sleeping peacefully. His dark pink hair sticking up in different directions and his bangs hung low over his forehead. You looked over at him envying his peaceful state. Letting out a frustrated sigh you turned around from your boyfriend trying to fall asleep.
â Why canât I fall asleepâ You grumbled out in frustration. It wasnât meant to be heard it was a loud thought that managed to slip out. Still facing away from your sleeping boyfriend you heard the sheets rustle and you felt the bed dip slightly. Two strong warms wrapped around your middle as Sae leaned closer to your body spooning you. His chin was resting atop of your head and one of his hands snaked under your sleep shirt to rub soothing patterns onto your stomach.
â Get some sleep Cariñoâ Sae mumbled before pressing a small kiss to the crown of your head. You let out an irritated groan, subconsciously sucking in a breath during this action. Sae noticed, he felt your body tense up as he was spooning you.
â Whatâs wrong?â He mumbled, pressing his hand deeper into the skin on your stomach in an attempt to calm your frustrations.
â I canât sleepâ You huffed out. Sae placed another kiss onto your head.
â Itâs late and we have to be up earlyâ He continued. You placed one of your hands over his, squeezing it slightly.
â I know but I just canât sleepâ You said again. Your boyfriend let out a tired sigh. You felt his hand detach from your body as the warmth from him being pressed against you slowly disappeared. You turned your head over to see that Sae had sat up. You followed suit studying his actions.
â Sae what are you doing?â You asked. He leaned over to his nightstand and clicked on his phone. The light form his phone illuminated his face, making his sharp ( but tired) features clear.
â Itâs already 2 in the morningâ He murmured, not turning away from his phone. A soft wave off the beginning of a sad feeling washed over you as you crawled your way over to him. Gently you placed your head on his shoulder, hugging your arms around his waist.
â Iâm sorryâ You mumbled. The two of you had to leave your apartment at 5.30 in order to catch your flight. You felt bad for disturbing Saes sleep knowing he had an important match waiting for him. Sae turned away from his phone, adjusting his position so he was hugging you back.
â You can go back to sleep babyâ You mumbled into him. You felt his hand make its way into your hair, gently massaging your scalp. Sae shook his head, not like you could see it from where you were laying onto him.
â No cariño, we have to be up soonâ He said. You waited a few seconds for him to continue but when he didnât you spoke up.
â You have an important match you should rest Saeâ You tried again. Sae leaned back against the headboard, bringing your body with his during this action. Now you where almost laying down on top of him.
â We can sleep on the planeâ He said, as his hands started moving over your back, rubbing it gently. You hummed against him.
â I look forward to your match, I wanna cheer for youâ You said, smiling against his skin. Sae looked over at you, at your smaller body pressed up against his. A slight smile formed on his lips.
â Mhm, I am counting on youâ He replied, his eyes still glued on you. A soft giggle escaped your lips.
â Shouldnât I be saying that to you?â You asked, a hint of playfulness in your tone. Sae heard it and pinched your skin gently to get a reaction out of you.
â Oww! Sae what was that for?â
You giggled against his chest, being too tired to lift your head up to look at him.
â Go to sleep and use that energy to cheer for meâ
He said, voice all serious. Your giggles stopped, being replaced by tired breaths.
â Mhm I willâ You hummed against him.
â Goodâ
He replied quietly before tapping your back two times with his fingers. You hummed as a reply before lifting your head slightly to look up at him. None of you could make out many of the otherâs features in the dark room. But you could still see his head leaning down a bit so it was closer to yours. You two stayed like that for a second before Sae closed the gap between you two, placing a soft kiss to your lips. You wrapped your hands around his neck leaning closer to him. Sae was the first one to pull away, he kept his gaze on you before moving one hand up to the back of your head.
â Sleep now cariño, Iâll wake you up when itâs timeâ
He said while moving your head back to lay on his chest.
â Okay..â
You tiredly mumbled into him.
â I love you Sae, win your match laterâ
You said. Sae felt a smile form on his lips, a full smile, one he never dared to show others, one he only smiled when he was with you.
â I love you too princessâ
He mumbled, less tired than before because now all his attention was on you making sure you got at least a few hours of sleep before leaving. He sat there smiling at you, silently giggling laughing at your cuteness. When he was sure you had fallen asleep he leaned down again.
â I love you so much cariño, thank you for always cheering me onâ
This oneâs lowkey not editedđanyways thanks for reading hope you enjoyedđ«°đ»
You where glancing at a cute hirono figure from outside the shop. Kaiser was a few steps ahead, rambling on about his latest practice and how annoying his teammates were.
â And they were so fucking shit, couldnât do anythingâ
He said as he walked forwards, his back straightened up in a confident manner. When you didnât answer Kaiser stopped in his steps, turning his head slightly.
â Angel why arenât you saying anything?â
He asked, his eyes landing on your figure. You were looking through the window with big eyes. Kaiser couldnât quite see what you were so focused on.
â Y/n, you hear me?â
He called again. When you didnât answer this time he walked over to you. Your gaze was focused on the silly little figure displayed through the window. You had lifted your hands up to the window glass to get a close look.
â What are you looking at?â
You heard Kaisers voice, pulling you out of your focused daze.
â Look how cute he isâ
You beamed excitedly tapping your fingertips against the window glass. Kaisers gaze shifted from you to the little figure that had taken over all of your attention.
" Mhm, cuteâ
He hummed, not being as impressed by them as you were.
â And look thereâs the whole collectionâ
You continued, pointing your finger at the rest of the hirono figures excitedly.
â Theyâre so cute baby, donât you think?â
You asked again, half unaware of the fact that youâd already asked him that. Kaisers blue eyes where still glued onto the figures you where pointing at, he didnât think they where that cute. He let out a sigh as he started walking towards the store.
â Letâs have a closer look if you like them that muchâ
He said, reaching his hand out for you to grab. You smiled happily as you grabbed his hand, following him into the store. You held onto Kaisers hand as you looked around the store, pointing and showing him all the figures you found cute. Kaiser had gone quiet, for the most part just listening to you talk about what figures you liked the most.
â The sleepy one is my favorite, he just looks so cuteâ
You rambled on about one figure from the collection.
â Reminds me of you cause youâre always so tiredâ
He said with a smirk, giving your hand a light squeeze. You went quiet for a moment still smiling at him.
â Mhm heâs my twinâ
You exclaimed. Kaiser let out a chuckle as he turned more towards you so you were standing face to face. He reached his free hand up to your hair ruffling it slightly.
â You just need a pillow on your head, then youâre himâ
He smirked, referring to the sleepy figure. You rolled your eyes playfully before swatting his hand away.
â Whateverâ
You mumbled with a smile, turning away from him so you werenât face to face anymore.
â Letâs go, Iâve seen them nowâ
You said, tugging lightly at his hand.
â Didnât you want one?â
Kaiser asked, not walking ahead with you. You didnât turn around.
â No itâs okay, I donât have money right now anywaysâ
You replied.
â Thatâs not what I asked angelâ
He said, his voice dropping an octave as he walked the remaining steps closer to you.
â Do you want one?â
He asked again. You felt your cheeks heat up a bit at his direct question. Stumbling a little over your words you managed to let out an answer.
â N-no itâs fine reallyâ
You responded, trying to sound composed and unbothered.
â Letâs go somewhere you want nowâ
You tried to change the topic. Kaiser tugged at your hand, not enough to hurt just enough to turn you around to face him. His face was looking way to serious for this occasion and his blue eyes where looking right at you.
â Weâre not leaving without your figureâ He said, voice low and serious, the hint of a smirk tugging on his lips.
â Pick out the one you want angelâ
You hesitated for a moment.
â Are you sure, you really donât have toâ
You said, feeling a little guilty at the thought of him spending his money on you.
â I have to and I want to, so pick out the one you want angelâ
He replied, studying your face.
â Whatâs with that face?â
He chuckled at your expression, not really sure what emotion it was supposed to convey.
â That hard to accept a gift from me?â
He teased, earning a not so threatening glare from you.
â No not at allâ
You said, already walking towards the blind boxes with the hirono figures youâd been eyeing.
â Then weâre both getting one, we can open them togetherâ
You said as you grabbed onto two little blind boxes. Kaiser starred at them, then back up at you.
â Iâm getting one?â
He asked almost a bit confused. You nooded at him.
â Mhm we can match, and I canât be the only one getting somethingâ
You said, the last part shyer and quieter as you kept your eyes on them. Kaiser noticed as he grinned at you.
â So thoughtful my angelâ
He teased. At that you brought one box up to his chest, hitting him lightly with it. It didnât do any damage at all as Kaiser just grinned at you, taking both boxes from your hand.
â Alright Iâll pay for theseâ
He said, holding them in one hand, finding yours with the other. You grabbed onto it.
â Thank you Kaiser, I really appreciate itâ
You said, voice full of sincerity.
â Yeah yeah and you love me, whatâs newâ
He responded to that, sounding way to confident.
â Mhm something like thatâ
You replied, with a playful roll to your eyes. Kaiser took a quick glance at you, seeing your happy expression. He decided to not tease anymore just squeeze your hand lightly as a reply before walking over to pay for the boxes.
Epilogue: At home you and Kaiser opened the boxes. Kaiser got the sleepy one with the pillow on his head and you got the one with a hat and a sleeping mask. Kaiser still wasnât impressed with the figures but he loved seeing you so happy about them. So it was definitely worth it and heâd do it again and again.
I love Hirono figures so I thought about this just nowđ«¶đ» Thanks for reading hope you enjoyedđ€
6.30 and your alarm woke Toji up first. He looked over at your sleeping form, seeing your relaxed features as the alarm was going on in the background. He quickly turned it off before he reached one hand over to gently stroke your cheek.
â Baby your alarmâ
He quietly grumbled as he watched you stirr slightly. You threw one arm over his chest, turning your full body closer to his as you grumbled tiredly. Toji watched you in amusement for a second, feeling your soft skin on his own. He remained still as he smirked down at you.
â Sâtime to wake upâ
He quietly said. You whined as you tucked your head further into his chest.
â No to earlyâ
You mumbled into him, feeling him shift as one hand was pressed onto your side just resting there. The warmth from Tojis hand just made you sleepier. Toji noticed this as he watched you nuzzle closer to him.
â No canât have that dollâ
He said as he moved to sit up.
â Tojiii nooâ
You tiredly whined at the feeling of his movements. Your body was now slumped down on the bed, head resting partly on Tojis lap. He chuckled at your whines as he carefully sat up from the bed, making sure to not hurt your head in the process. At the loss of contact with his lap you just nuzzled further into the bed, seeking warmth from the covers. Toji let out a sigh before crouching down to meet your level.
â Cmon baby, youâre gonna be lateâ
At that you moved your head up to look at him, you watched his expression turn into something softer. His eyes relaxing at the sight of you.
â Good morning prettyâ
He smirked, as this was the first time this morning he got to see your whole face. Your hair was messy from tossing and turning in your sleep, eyes not as big and soft as usual and some small sun dots on your face.
â Morning Tojiâ
You mumbled as you brought one hand up to rub your eyes.
â Need to wash my faceâ
You continued as your hand was moving over your eyes. Skincare was always the first thing you did after waking up.
â Mhm come here thenâ
Toji said, reaching his arms out, wanting to carry you to the bathroom. You smiled slightly, standing up on your knees before wrapping both arms around his neck. Your body made contact with his, your arms securing their hold on his neck while his strong grip held you up against him, making sure you didnât fall.
â Youâre so softâ
You tiredly mumbled into his neck while he was walking towards the bathroom. His heavy hold on you and his naturally warm skin made you want to fall asleep again. Toji chuckled at that.
â Yeah? Donât fall asleep on meâ
He said, still carrying you.
â Mhm no promisesâ
You mumbled against him, a small smile tugging on your lips.
â My sleepy girlâ
He smirked as he felt your smile on his skin. When he reached the bathroom he placed you down on the counter, standing in between your legs, with one hand on your thigh. Your hands moved to his shoulder as you kept eye contact with him. Toji smirked up at you, moving his free hand to cup your cheek. You leaned into his touch.
â Slept well?â
He asked. You nooded at that, watching him reach for your face soap.
â Yeah and I had a nice dreamâ
You replied. Toji squeezed out some face soap into his palm before turning back to you.
â You had? Tell me about itâ
He said, rubbing the soap onto his hands.
â Hmm I donât know where to startâ
You said, scrunching your face up, thinking. Toji chuckled at that.
â Start anywhereâ
He said. â And close your eyesâ
You did as he said, closing your eyes before you felt his hands gently rub the soap onto your skin.
â I could walk into pictures, and experience themâ
You started, leaning into his touch. When he was done he gently patted your cheek.
â Really, that sounds cool dollâ
He replied. You opened your eyes to see him already looking at you with a fond expression.
â Yeah it was, but then I got worried that I could never exit the pictureâ
You rambled on as Toji washed is hands. When he was done, you got off from the counter and washed away the soap from your face. Toji waited for you to finish before he spoke up again.
â Did you leave or did the alarm pull you away from the photo?â
He asked, reaching for your makeup bag.
â Hmm, honestly I think it was a mixture of bothâ
Toji handed you your mascara, knowing that was the first step in your makeup routine. You smiled at him, a silent reply to his action.
â Like I was in the picture, then the worry hit me and I worried instead of enjoying it I thinkâ
You explained. Toji had sat down on the closed toilet lid, listening to your ramblings.
â Youâre always worrying baby, even in your dreamsâ
He chuckled, you quickly looked over at him.
â Yeah seems like it, but it was funâ
You said.
â Alright then, tell me more dollâ
He said, getting ready for more details about your dream. Toji loved mornings like this, where he could just wake up to the sound of your voice. Guiding you through the mornings, that were a bit hard for you since you hated waking up early. But this routine worked for the both of you, and Toji loved it.
The plot of the dream is Link click cause I love itđ€đ€ anyways thanks for reading hope you enjoyed đœ
Boyfriend!Sae whoâs not really into pda. He doesnât want the unnecessary attention from other people. Despite this he still loves your touch. Your hand intertwined with his, you placing a sweet kiss on his cheek, you excitedly grabbing his arm when youâre on a walk.
Boyfriend!Sae who turns clingy the second you get home. After a long day of not being close to you heâs immediately reaching for you at home. Pulling you down to lay on his chest, back hugging you as you cook, laying his head on your lap when watching tv.
Boyfriend!Sae that would always say yes to you. You need his hand to try out new blush colors? Heâs already offering it, you wanna try the new drink flavors at the cafe? Heâs trying them with you, you want him to play video games together? Heâd do it not without complaining a little tho.
Boyfriend!Sae who enjoys having you close. While heâs working out he loves having you just sit there scrolling on your phone or doing a workout of your own. He likes to spend time with you in the simplest ways.
Boyfriend!Sae who always has you placed firm and pretty on his lap when heâs forced to attend partyâs or events with his teammates. Heâd just let you sit there with his arm keeping a protective hold on you.
Boyfriend!Sae who wouldnât feed into your bratty behavior. Heâd give you a look and expect you to know what it means. You know but you choose to ignore it. Heâd walk up to you, close enough to make you stop your next bratty comment. â You done?â Heâd ask with an unamused tone, watching you forget whatever you where about o say.
Boyfriend!Sae that would love late night beach dates. Just walking on the beach with you as you laugh about stupid stuff. Heâd really feel at ease in those moments. The sound of the waves and the seagulls mixed together with your voice and laughter would really relax him.
