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You Must Love Me from Evita ~ the inspiration for my Merthur fic "Deep In My Heart I'm Concealing". The audio is my rendition of the song 💖
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Chapters: 12/15 Fandom: Downton Abbey Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Thomas Barrow/Tom Branson Characters: Thomas Barrow, Tom Branson, Mary Crawley, Sybbie Branson, George Crawley, Phyllis Baxter, Anna Bates, Elsie Hughes (Downton Abbey) Additional Tags: Romance, Drama, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Happy Ending, Suicide Attempt, Suicidal Thoughts, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, dark humour, Slow Burn, Developing Relationship, Explicit Sexual Content, Mutual Pining, Sexual Tension, split POV, Thomas and the children, Weekly Updates Summary:
When Tom finds Thomas and assists after his suicide attempt, a bond forms between the two men, one that is built upon a mutual need for one another. As their friendship grows, the bond develops into something deeper and much more abiding.
Chapters: 11/15 Fandom: Downton Abbey Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Thomas Barrow/Tom Branson Characters: Thomas Barrow, Tom Branson, Mary Crawley, Sybbie Branson, George Crawley, Phyllis Baxter, Anna Bates, Elsie Hughes (Downton Abbey) Additional Tags: Romance, Drama, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Happy Ending, Suicide Attempt, Suicidal Thoughts, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, dark humour, Slow Burn, Developing Relationship, Explicit Sexual Content, Mutual Pining, Sexual Tension, split POV, Thomas and the children, Weekly Updates Summary:
When Tom finds Thomas and assists after his suicide attempt, a bond forms between the two men, one that is built upon a mutual need for one another. As their friendship grows, the bond develops into something deeper and much more abiding.
things that always make me happy: serial commenters. there are three types
1) reading a longfic chapter by chapter, leaving an increasingly emotional comment on every chapter, descends into keysmashes near the end: outstanding
2) read one fic by accident, clicked the author name, now working steadily through the backlog and commenting on everything, I wake up to an AO3 inbox full of enthusiasm: precious beyond words
3) the longterm serial commenter whose comment begins with I don’t even know this fandom but because they have followed me from somewhere else: stunning. humbling. magical.
these are all *chef’s kiss* and I want to add one more: 4) left a comment a while ago, comes back and leaves another comment on the same fic, telling you that they’re coming back to reread the fic: angels. blessings. lifesavers.
Chapters: 10/15 Fandom: Downton Abbey Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Thomas Barrow/Tom Branson Characters: Thomas Barrow, Tom Branson, Mary Crawley, Sybbie Branson, George Crawley, Phyllis Baxter, Anna Bates, Elsie Hughes (Downton Abbey) Additional Tags: Romance, Drama, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Happy Ending, Suicide Attempt, Suicidal Thoughts, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, dark humour, Slow Burn, Developing Relationship, Explicit Sexual Content, Mutual Pining, Sexual Tension, split POV, Thomas and the children, Weekly Updates Summary:
When Tom finds Thomas and assists after his suicide attempt, a bond forms between the two men, one that is built upon a mutual need for one another. As their friendship grows, the bond develops into something deeper and much more abiding.
I want you guys to all start making a bigger stink about Tumblr's Age Verification Horseshit.
Like they tried to change Reblogs and people rightfully got up in arms, this is a LOT worse. In order to have access to any sort of thing dubbed mature, and We haveALL seen what they think is mature, Everything from a black and white photo of a black woman's arm, to posts about IUD recalls, to a nude painted by a 17th century artist, to anything involving the word Trans; you have to send your personal information to a third party site that WILL get hacked, and you will be doxxed. And they can say "Oh shit, well it wasn't us who sent your name address and gender identity to Moldovan teenagers, here's a couple extra minutes in the ball pit.
That's bad enough!!!!!!!! But the entire idea of needing permission from state authorities to access anything labeled mature by our friendly AI overlords is some fucking Boll shit. Die Gedenken Sind Frie baby. This is all a reaction to people getting uppity about their lowly lowly rights and is being propped up by the same bad actors tht have made life unlivable. Fuck that shit.
"Well it's only being rolled out in Brazil and UK" Yeah, to start. "Well they're being forced to do this by laws." YOu know it's always really funny when these tech giants (Or whatever you call owning tumblr dot com) get really antsy about laws considering they pick and choose which ones they abide by.
This is a breaking point and it's going to be very interesting to see how we proceed from here.
Personally I hate AI because it uses slave labor, is killing the planet and is making people stupid, but that's just me. The soulless art aspect is just one little piece of my grander disdain.
wait how does AI use slave labor? Do you mean the human works that are stolen and not credited or compensated? Because technically under capitalism everything is exploited but there are varying degrees
Aside from the scraping, AI tech companies, including openAI/chatGPT, have outsourced training their models to countries in the global south, specifically Kenya in openAI's case. These workers are working in sweatshop conditions for less than 2 bucks USD per hour. I'm on mobile, but if you search 'openAI Kenya slave labor' and related keywords, you can find multiple articles about it.
Training AI takes a heavy toll on Kenyan workers, who say they earned $2 an hour to label and sift through gruesome content for American com
Chapters: 9/12 Fandom: Downton Abbey Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Thomas Barrow/Tom Branson Characters: Thomas Barrow, Tom Branson, Mary Crawley, Sybbie Branson, George Crawley, Phyllis Baxter, Anna Bates, Elsie Hughes (Downton Abbey) Additional Tags: Romance, Drama, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Happy Ending, Suicide Attempt, Suicidal Thoughts, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, dark humour, Slow Burn, Developing Relationship, Explicit Sexual Content, Mutual Pining, Sexual Tension, split POV, Thomas and the children, Weekly Updates Summary:
When Tom finds Thomas and assists after his suicide attempt, a bond forms between the two men, one that is built upon a mutual need for one another. As their friendship grows, the bond develops into something deeper and much more abiding.
Character Analysis: Thomas Barrow (Downton Abbey)
Who is Thomas?
Thomas Barrow begins Downton Abbey as one of the sharpest sources of friction downstairs. He's ambitious, status-conscious, resentful, and quick to look for advantage, and the early seasons let him occupy a fairly antagonistic role beside O'Brien. He wants promotion, security, and some form of control in a world that offers him very little genuine safety. The series never builds him as a simple schemer, though; even at his worst, there's always something defensive and hungry underneath the nastiness, as if nearly every act of aggression is also an attempt to stay one step ahead of humiliation.
As the series goes on, he becomes one of its clearest studies in loneliness. Thomas is a gay servant in a world where that leaves him vulnerable to blackmail, disgrace, social isolation, and the constant need to monitor himself. The show uses that reality in ways that are sometimes blunt and sometimes surprisingly sensitive, but it's central to the whole arc. His manipulativeness, watchfulness, careerism, and the almost constant edge in him all make more sense when you keep in view how little room he has to be openly known without risk.
currently maybe possibly single-handedly crashing whatever servers eton hosts its archived student newspapers on because me and a friend are getting obsessed with a single outspoken prefect from 1883
@queenlua Happily! This is going to be long, so here's some set dressing first:
Eton College, for anyone unfamiliar, is a prestigious boys' school in England that has famously educated MANY MANY politicians, royals, nobility, and other assorted famous people. All you really need to know about it is that's it's incredibly posh and expensive and exclusive
The Eton Society (called “Pop” internally) is a self-selecting body of senior students at Eton that have historically held a decent amount of power at the school. If you’ve ever attended a school with a prefect system/house system etc you probably know a little bit about how obnoxious this kind of group can get. Now imagine they're all called Lord Godfrey Pickerington or something. Are you getting it? Is the set being dressed? Good.
Now that the scene is set, here’s our tale!!
I stumbled into Eton’s archives while doing research for a fanfiction and we’ll just leave that admission where it is!! It was in reading old issues of their student-run paper, The Chronicle, from 1883 that myself and @carebewear started becoming fixated on one guy in particular.
Cecil B. Gedge (from this point on known as Gedge) was a member of the Eton Society in 1883/84. He won a few Science awards during his time there (Biology!!) and seemed to like rowing during school sports events. He went on to become a barrister, which will make sense once you know more about him.
The best part of Gedge, though, is his appearances in the minutes for the Eton Society meetings. At least at Gedge’s time, the Eton Society seemed really fond of staging debates (more like loosely organised discussions) on a wide variety of topics.
Here are some of the riveting questions they discussed!
And my personal favourite: "Are Ghosts Real?"
(They were very divided)
Gedge first came to our attention in debate about the annexation of New Guinea, in which he apparently started an "abusive attack on the British army and missionaries":
Wow! Based Gedge!? He continues to spit period-typical truths about things like how we shouldn't tax bicycles actually because it would disproportionately affect poor people. YIMBY Gedge?? He would've loved light rail.
The final nail in our Gedge obsession was a debate on women's suffrage, in which Gedge vehemently advocates for women's right to vote and then gets no supporters at the end of the meeting. But I appreciate that he said it anyway and kept saying it. He is more persecuted that Christ, to me.
Here are some more, from anti-conscription sentiment to indirectly calling his classmates stupid to weirding everyone out by saying he wants to donate his body to science (his friend dissecting him for fun):
We started getting the feeling people might not have liked Gedge that much, mainly since one of the Society members wrote a poem about all his friends and Gedge isn't in it.
In 1884, there was some extended drama in the Chronicle where someone whom I groundlessly suspect was Gedge under a pseudonym ("A Socialist"), wrote to the editor complaining that the "debates" published by the Eton Society were "bad" (genuine quote) and that they should make a REAL debate society at the school that ALL boys, not just the self-selected seniors, could participate in:
To make a long story short most of the vocal members of the Eton Society threw up their hands at this and refused to do anything, basically boiling down to "Just because we're the prefects of the school doesn't mean we should have to actually DO anything!! Unfair!!" and also this quote which reads exactly like at least a thousand real tweets I've seen in my life
Liberal. Gedge, of course, was there giving practical suggestions, but the discussion was ultimately cut short because their principal died and they had to push a memorial issue of the paper. We have a working theory that the staff might've used that interruption as an opportunity to get the boys to cut it the fuck out.
Anyway it's a little unclear what happens to Gedge after that. He isn't credited as being in the 1884 Eton Society in the larger school register but it's unclear if that's because he wasn't re-elected or if he just graduated. Either way, he went on to become a barrister in London, which makes a lot of sense. Sadly though, he passed away in WW1, which we were really normal about
Thank you Lt. Gedge, for truly embodying the eternal spirit of an outspoken debate-kid, a friend to the lefties, a proto-yimby, a terminal back-talker, and the kid in a biology class that's a little too excited for the dissections. I hope your life, however short, was a rich and bright one. Thanks for the incredibly entertaining afternoon, brother 🫡
Okay,I just want to share the super cool fucking site I found
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Go forth and defeat your enemies
Chapters: 8/12 Fandom: Downton Abbey Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Thomas Barrow/Tom Branson Characters: Thomas Barrow, Tom Branson, Mary Crawley, Sybbie Branson, George Crawley, Phyllis Baxter, Anna Bates, Elsie Hughes (Downton Abbey) Additional Tags: Romance, Drama, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Happy Ending, Suicide Attempt, Suicidal Thoughts, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, dark humour, Slow Burn, Developing Relationship, Explicit Sexual Content, Mutual Pining, Sexual Tension, split POV, Thomas and the children, Weekly Updates Summary:
When Tom finds Thomas and assists after his suicide attempt, a bond forms between the two men, one that is built upon a mutual need for one another. As their friendship grows, the bond develops into something deeper and much more abiding.
Hot take: there is no valid reason that official government ID should have either a sec or gender marker on it. First name, last name, dob + up to date image will suffice. Address, if relevant.
Y'all know it's crucial to paramedics, right?
Look I work in emergency medicine, and I feel like people are confusing "medical history" as a concept with "crucial life-or-death information."
Like yeah it's nice to have medical history, it will come up at some point, there are things we would LOVE to know right this second when a person is wheeled in, like "do you take blood thinners? have you ever had pain like this before? is your facial paralysis new or has it been like that for a long time?" but besides "are you pregnant" none of of those immediate questions are sex-dependent, and, crucially, we can proceed WITHOUT all those pieces of information if we need to, even though they would be great to have. Pregnancy can be determined with a quick blood or urine test. There are situations where providers want to know a person's sex assignment at birth, but none of those are life and death emergency situations, they are situations where you're sitting down and talking with the patient, where aspects of a person's medical history can be discussed, ie "I smoked for 60 years and have a history of COPD, so actually that oxygen saturation is totally normal for me," or "I am a daily consumer of alcohol and it's been 6 hours since my last drink; I have had seizures in the past when I go into withdrawal," or "I have an allergy to penicillin," or "I have a uterus even though my external genitalia would not lead you to assume that." Please note that all of the previous examples are more important to know than the uterus one. We do not keep medical history on our IDs! That's all sex assigned at birth is; medical history. It's not crucial information, and it's not anyone's business unless you choose to disclose it.
If doctors are genuinely unsure of a patient's sex at birth and aren't sure if they're pregnant, you know what happens if you run a pregnancy test on a cis male? The testing machine blows up taking the whole hospital with it! Just kidding, you get a negative test result, and you can proceed in the knowledge that the patient is not pregnant, just as you would if the patient were a sexually active cis woman of childbearing age who is also not pregnant.
Knowing that trans women of color started the movement in the united states and were literally immediately erased and excluded from what they started is the most deeply jading knowledge.
It is the original sin of the so-called queer community and it damns it from the cradle.
no white gay boy will ever reblog this, watch:
no white gay will reblog this
no white lgb person will reblog this
Without Stonewall, without the efforts of Marsha P. Johnson and Sylvia Rivera, the LGBTQ Community wouldn’t be where it is today. Don’t forget the roots, don’t forget the catalyst.
and then TERFs wanna be like, “hmm well the LGBT community existed before Stonewall!”
but like…Becky, of course LGBTQ+ people existed before Stonewall. We’ve all existed since the beginning of time. But the movement got a shock to its senses, a jump-start, a rocket-into-space when that glass shattered via Marsha P. Johnson, and when Sylvia Rivera was up on-stage protesting guess who was on the sidelines heckling her?
The same fuckers who won’t ever reblog or acknowledge this
My apologies to the original poster as I photo captured this post to add to the thread-I reposted this last year for pride and expect to repost it every year I have left-it’s our history people.
Marsha P. Johnson allegedly died of suicide in 1992, and her death was never investigated. Even I, a mere prole, could catch the “she was murdered” vibes from the circumstances surrounding the discovery of her body.
Without a trans black woman, LGBT+ rights would not exist. Never forget. Never “pay it no mind”.
R E M E M B E R
And whatever you do, don’t watch that awful movie Stonewall. Go watch a documentary on Marsha P. Johnson instead.
there’s a wonderful documentary on netflix called the death and life of marsha p. johnson! very powerful watch.
every white person ever should reblog this
Official graveyard post. +Bonus
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why do we never hear about this?
The POC members of our community are the foundation!!!!!!!!
Always up for helping spread some important history
Same, especially when it’s about one of my favorite historical figures
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Chapters: 7/12 Fandom: Downton Abbey Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Thomas Barrow/Tom Branson Characters: Thomas Barrow, Tom Branson, Mary Crawley, Sybbie Branson, George Crawley, Phyllis Baxter, Anna Bates, Elsie Hughes (Downton Abbey) Additional Tags: Romance, Drama, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Happy Ending, Suicide Attempt, Suicidal Thoughts, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, dark humour, Slow Burn, Developing Relationship, Explicit Sexual Content, Mutual Pining, Sexual Tension, split POV, Thomas and the children, Weekly Updates Summary:
When Tom finds Thomas and assists after his suicide attempt, a bond forms between the two men, one that is built upon a mutual need for one another. As their friendship grows, the bond develops into something deeper and much more abiding.