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rhidian / adi (they/he) fucked up pathetic girlfailure little guy. 20

[consequencially]

RHIDIAN or adi / beck / nick, they/he. huskycoded girlboy idiot butch lesbian. fictive (don't ask). big sister disease. jewish. sword enjoyer. sometimes a deer. sisyphus metaphor. knight. more below the cut

18+ tag is #nsft. this blog is not for minors

not a vent blog, but occasionally veers into The Sorrows. ask for base account. my inbox is fucked up so i can't receive asks - if you want to talk to me, dm me.

this blog is pro-recovery. i will talk openly about working towards final fusion as a healing goal; i believe that tagging/warning for final fusion, integration and other parts of the healing process are entirely counter-intuitive to a pro-recovery culture. your history with doctors is none of my business and it's your job to mediate what content you see online.

alter/part language only. please don't use headmate/sysmate for me. i don't have a specific dni; i block people i don't want interacting with me. try to get me to engage in syscourse and get shot

i also rb 18+ content to @huskycoded. dog (puppy) and dog (therian). i don't tag kinks outside of general trigger warnings (tw blood, etc) because i'll forget so filter any keywords you don't want to see.

it's important to me to disclose the fact that i'm a fictive but please don't treat me like my source! i'm just a little guy be nice to me :(

[dykerikki]

crawls out of my hole that resembles the grave but isnt. #myholethatresemblesthegravebutisnt

[ravioliet]

imagine being a dog and you think your chances are pretty good. and then you look over and there's Mitski getting her wallet out

[loveridden1999]

whatever needs to be said was said in iris by the goo goo dolls

[simena]

EDWARD ROBERT HUGHES (detail)

[saviorified]

"coachable" is sports talk for submissive and eager to please

[saviorified]

i regret making this post every single day if you're not tagging this with real life athletes then die

[bobdylanyaoi]

biting the hand that feeds me but im also sucking on the fingers a bit

[myspacebabe2007-deactivated2021]

[jingle-knight]

I’m soooooo embarrassed. My lord told me “good night,” but I thought he was calling me a good knight, and, well, you could hear it clink against my codpiece.

[auroradiation]

Chord.

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[valtsv]

so last year during a period of intense suicidal depression i made this necklace that i always wear, right, and the thing is it's genuinely brought me a lot of comfort and relief and i've developed a strong sentimental attachment to it, to the point that i can inarguably state that it's had a net positive effect on my mental wellbeing. however i did now just have to stop to almost throw up laughing because i realised that i've succumbed to the amulet.

[xetrasherpa]

[crabanarchy]

They say ooooh be a good boy for daddy and you'll get a reward. But then the reward is just gay sex. This is bullshit. I wanted a skateboard

[crabanarchy]

Then they say if you're a bad boy daddy will punish you. But what's the punishment? More gay sex! You can't escape it. This whole damn place is in the pocket of Big Sex

[goodgluework]

1997 honda cervix

[dragon-in-a-fez]

does the body ALWAYS have to keep the score? maybe we could just have a friendly game this time. maybe we can just have fun without putting numbers on it

[puppygirlgirldick]

there should be a place you can go to and say "I need a break from being a person for a week" and they nod, put a collar on you, and then for the next week the only thing you need you to do is be good a good dog and do what your owner tells you. and this should be a free, essential mental health service.

[yumcorez]

[rars]

this is going to be controversial but someone has to say it:

i don't knuow