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I feel like shit

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#art #the amazing digital circus #reblog

Cutting is all fun until you are 24 working in a store wearing long sleeves in Summer waiting for your colleagues to figure out why

#personal #sh #tw s3lf harm #s3lf harn #s3lf mutilation #s3lfharmm #tw slef harn #tw slef harm #self mutilator #self mutalition

I got my worst self harm scars because of the impulsivity caused by Venlafaxine. When they say that anti depressants increase the risk of self harm and suicide, they fucking mean it. I love those scars but I will never be able to do that again without being on some shit like this and I'm sane enough to not take them again

#personal #tw self destructive behavior #tw slef harm #tw slef harn #s3lf harn #tw s3lf harm #s3lf mutilation #s3lfharmm #tw self harm #selbstverletzten #self mutalition #self mutilator #self destructive

I've been quiet on here because I got into a relationship that doesn't make me lose my mind. At least so far. I literally haven't cut myself since we met. I drank alcohol alone twice. I haven't smoked on my own anymore. I've gained 1kg. We meet as often as we can and visited ~9 cities in less than two months. Our relationship doesn't just revolve around sex like my previous did.

When I'm alone, I'm still depressed as hell. But I'm not alone long enough to lose it. Also we already plan to move in together as soon as possible.

Well, is it good to depend on another person? -No. Do I do it anyways? -Yes.

#my everything <3 #personal

Might fuck around and not eat anything for the rest of the day

#personal #tw eating issues #tw eating disorder

a-healthy-dose-of-apathy

i feel like a doll sitting on a shelf waiting until someone wants to play with me in order to feel alive again

#reblog #JM

bpdradio

any other bpders get possessive over their symptoms? like, your friends or people in public spaces show similar symptoms and you suddenly get really insecure because now your problems aren't unique or special anymore, so you're at risk of people not paying attention to them. then you get the urge to have those problems but even LOUDER to prove you're worth sympathy?

#yes #reblog

inkzbat

I have abandonment issues so i give "please don't leave me" head.

#JM #reblog #tw sexual

a-healthy-dose-of-apathy

i feel like i’ve lost so much of myself to this illness. this version of me is not me, it’s a twisted, deformed version of who i once was. it has taken my hobbies, my friends, my passion, my interest in life…gone it’s all gone.

#reblog #identity

deeptrospection

#but I stopped expecting anything #I'll stay the one who shared my meds even though it's illegal or run to you the minute you need me or help you even if you're too ashamed #to ask #reblog #DW

a-hospital--for-souls

"You'll be fine" - Dude, it's been 10 years...

#fr #reblog

rottingorchid

why is bpd so cringe

always so embarrassed with myself.

#real #reblog

abusedpixie

#classic bpd meme #reblog

thoughtcascades

told her to ruin my life and she actually did wtf bro

#tumblresque #reblog

borderline-culture-is

BPD culture is swinging wildly back and forth between "I don't want to get better this has been who I am for so long it's all I know. who am I supposed to be after this" and "I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS. I WILL DO ANYTHING SOMEONE FUCKING FIX ME RIGHT NOW"

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#bpd culture is #reblog

foxlungz

Wonder how it would be to not feel like I annoy and bother every single person I come in contact with

#reblog

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