FANGIRL by Rainbow Rowell
The story follows Cath, a socially anxious fanfiction writer, as she navigates her first year of college. The brilliant, no-nonsense roommate Reagan and the charming Levi provide some of the book's most memorable moments. The dialogue is modern and teenage in tone, and the pacing is quick. But the portrayal of college life feels a bit flimsy.
PERSONAL EXPERIENCE AND CONFESSION
This book holds a special place in my journey as a reader, but not in a good way. Let me explain...I started reading this book without learning what it was about. Ironically, the book's title, "Fangirl," caught my attention and made me imagine scenarios in which a girl has a super interest in a brilliant and good-at-everything classmate, realizes later that he, too, has flaws, starts to see him as another human, and becomes good friends with him, with the whole story being funny, exciting, and deeply philosophical (Looking back, that crush can be a girl, too, and the story could been even more colorful!!). My bad, indeed!! How can I enjoy the actual novel with expectations like these! As you may have noticed, I had the soul of a 19th-century philosopher trapped in a 20-year-old's body.
Throughout the book, I felt like I wasn't reading anything. The protagonist writes fanfiction of "Simon Snow," which completely felt like Harry Potter. I was a huge Potterhead, but I had no interest in fanfiction, and I had no negative views about it, either; I just didn't care. So, her obsession with the fanfiction world and her frustration over her professor not recognizing her work sparked no emotions in me. Honestly, I didn't enjoy the book at all and was so bored the entire time.
I have nothing against the book, however; it just isn't for me. But it can resonate deeply with anyone who has ever found a home in a fictional world.
(I'm sorry if I've made this too much about myself.)
I STILL CAN'T GET OVER MY OWN VERSION OF THE STORY. I WILL NEVER FORGET ABOUT THIS BOOK!