dude where's your FUCKING whimsy??

congrats you found me! im squiddo and here i like to yell. he/him

[catcrumb]

[creekfiend]

vet tech: so when was she bred?

us: WE DON'T KNOW. SHE SHOWED UP AT OUR HOUSE TWO DAYS AGO

vet tech: oh. Ohhhhhh

[creekfiend]

!!! the skeletons aren't fully mineralized yet !!!! 🎉 vet thinks we can keep her spay appointment next week! getting supplies just in CASE she goes before then to be prepared, but glad to be wrong about how close she was to whelping, lol. yaaay. the vet DID say she can see six or seven on xray So Far 😱 but we think we can safely spay next week.

the vet and techs were all really shocked by how sweet and stable she is and one was even like "she kind of acts like a service dog?" which I took to mean she was observing the same stuff that I was when I was thinking yesterday that she seems like she has received some positive reinforcement training. she's a very mysterious dog. she needed to take her Emotional Support Cow Ear with her to the x-ray, but she wasn't guard-y about it at all when the techs picked it up to give back to her if she dropped it etc.

so ummm... who wants the world's Sweetest Baby Pitbull? 😂 she should be ready for a new home once healed from her spay, if no one claims her. I'd keep her if it was at all practical, she's the world's sweetest lovingest doggie.

[creekfiend]

[creekfiend]

Dog is in northeast Georgia (Habersham county) but we can probably meet halfway somewhere. Hit me up if you're interested in her and I can answer questions! she turned up just two days ago so I'll know more about her after she's been spayed and recovered a bit but it doesn't hurt to start putting feelers out now.

[creekfiend]

Ship has been calling the pittie "Fantine" bc she is tragically homeless and pregnant and I was just like "imagine if real Fantine was like this dog though. Thundering through France bowling people over in the street hugging them. a huge muscle woman"

[corvidable]

nice to get something done and also in a way nice to do Vital Thinking on other things i can do to improve my circumstances but!!! ☝️ it's not great when that's what i do instead of resting. when im tired. i have to stop myself from the constant Helpful Thoughts bc they are actually unhelpful in that they prevent me from Chilling T. F. Out.

the problem is i don't know how to force myself to chill 😑

[corvidable]

animal crossing tat is sooooo spontaneous i was pretty set on completely other plans just a few weeks ago......... foolish to get it soon. but i want to.

i think i might add some lines inside it and maybe wobble it around idk just to make it. not be literally just an official logo but flipped. more like clearly inspired/invoking but also a little bit altered to fit the vibe.

[soulofthedeep]

Sound on to hear the water running through pebbles

[corvidable]

fuuuuuuuck i found websites selling used gaming pcs and they let you pay in installments. am i gonna put myself on a five hundred year long monthly payment plan to play picross and party games....

[grunglled]

[chaumas-deactivated20240115]

when they took their pumpkins off I felt my body produce Anger chemicals. put those back on!!!! I wanted to believe you were pumpkin people.

[creekfiend]

exactly so. don't ruin the illusion. i want to believe

[noknowshame]

resurrected dead wife watching her own montage: wow I looked so hot in that

[creekfiend]

Your post about people needing to be kind to those who Can’t Leave abusive situations actually… really reminded me of how a lot of people react to disabilities. There’s something about not being able to Stand being around a person while they’re suffering, that masquerades as compassion, but is really just selfish and unwilling to put your own comfort on the backburner. Some people act like having to be aware of others’ pain is somehow harming them instead of like… a vital part of caring about people. Just something that came to mind.

no you are totally right. being around someone whose suffering you cannot stop is like standing with your hand on a hot stove sometimes, and people often vent how much it hurts on the person who was suffering to begin with

[velvetys]

Everything used to be 20 dollars and now that I finally have 20 dollars everything is now 200 dollars

[corvidable]

skirt done. fine as long as you dont look at the top of it (which you probably won't anyway). good length + my really stupid wild guess to make the length uneven (along where the stupid mistake rip went) actually worked out bc now it looks normal at the bottom even when i wear it higher in the back than front, along my fat folds on top of my natural waist, which is the comfiest place for a waistband

but it is. 8:30 pm and i am exhausted and i wanted to exercise tonight but i think im too fucking sleepy and overwhelmed. it's quieter now but if there's kids nearby i might just scream. so probably shouldn't go outside. even tho exercise would probably be good to help me get rid of this built up frustration from working on something for several hours

good on me for working on something for several hours, though. that's kind of a big achievement for me

[corvidable]

😃

the part that fell out when i took the casing off was the bit that attached the screw to the casing.......

[corvidable]

imagining that the threads that got stuck in the machine eventually made their peace with it and made the best of the situation - as their numbers grew, they built a life for themselves in there, in the random greasy crevices, they created a society. and then one day showed up, opened up their dark cavern, shone my unbelievably bright light and started ripping them out, ripping them apart indiscriminately, after they had finally settled in, someone from outside shows up with tweezers and a seam ripper just to destroy everything they've built and tear them all to shreds while doing it

[orteil42]

given the current climate this pride especially i feel i must mention that i love my trans friends, i stand with trans people in the fight against transphobic legislation and those who would enforce it, and this blog is not a good place for you to be if you do not vibe with that

[corvidable]

no problems with the sewing machine for the first length and a half. two problems with the sewing machine in just the final half length. im attributing it to the heat of the light bulb (too old to be an led). and while she cools off ive taken her top off and am ripping out a hundred threads that have gotten stuck inside over the years

[authentictaxi]